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When he used you just for his needs

And your awareness of it still you want him

Does it hurt?

I was in the backside of the area where I find peace and yeah I find peace being alone under the night sky and talking with my beloved galaxy about my future love. Whenever I talk about my depressing things to the shining stars and moonlight I felt relaxed and light, I think when I shared my things with them it'd be transferred to my future love, Maybe I guess? It'd be weird but what shall I do it's just me being me.

Everyone has a different story, different personalities and about me, this is me what I am.

Gazing the night sky and admiring the beautiful view.

I heard some noises behind me I frowned in confusion as I tilted my head to see Taehyung coming toward me with a wide grin as I mentally scoffed at him.

Wait how did he know I'm here? Is he stalking me? He sat beside me on the rock as I sighed he noticed my reaction and smiled again. Why he's being so nice to me even I ignored him and showing '0' interest to him still he's glued like fevistick.

"Hey wassup?". He asked as I make a weird expression at him he again smiled softly at me making me more irritated at his behaviour. " nothing special, you say?". I asked while smiling which is not less than a forced one.

"Umm yeah, I came here to see you".

"Me? Why me".

"I don't know my heart says".

"Woah so your heart is talking?" I mocked making him chuckled.

"you're being so rude to a nice man don't you think so?". As soon as he completes his sentence I've shown him " what the fuck". Face to him, nice man my foot he knew I knew we are not a nice man or women we are bitchy ones wait why am I including myself and comparing to him.

" Did I told you to talk to me or befriended with me unnecessarily?". I growled whispered as he looks a bit sad with my behaviour and at that moment I don't know why but by looking at his sad face my heart clenched for a second.

"I'm sorry if I'm being befriended you unnecessary and you may not like me rich and handsome". He told as a glint of hurt visible in his dark brown eyes.

Ok fine everything is good and I can understand now what's the meaning behind his words but that's important to mention a rich and handsome man like me in the middle of the conversation?

He flicked his fingers making me snap from his thoughts as I shook my head in disbelief by recalling his words, "rich and handsome man like me". I mumbled myself but he heard my voice as he chuckled.

"Pabo your not a man your a beautiful young lady". He smacked my head playfully as I groaned in slight pain. I gave him an annoyed look and again expressions changed into a sad one, when I look his sad face making his pout I felt something clenched in me. Why does my heart hurt when he showed he's a bit upset or sad?

"What am I not handsome?". He teases.

I gave him again what the fuck look as he shook his head may be in disbelief? I heard his deep breath, I look up to see my companion my beloved night sky he noticed me and spoke.

" Are you perhaps star gazing girl?". I shook my head in response no as he gets confused, " Naah I'm in love with my night sky?". I answered happily as a smile crept on my face while sharing up.

"What's the difference? I asked the same?". He asked curiously as I smiled while gazing at the view, " yes it is, I love not only stars or moon, I love the galaxy, the seven skies of the velvety.

"What's so special in that?

I smiled at his question and answered, " do you perhaps love your imaginary person?, the one who doesn't even know that I'm craving for his care, his love, his presence, and the whole of him?". The Look on his face is so vague under the dim sky as I snicker.

When I look up at his face under the dim moonlight which reflects a blue light on his face, the shadow hitting against his face due to his long curly hair coming on his forehead showing his more beautiful destination.

He looks so ethereal in just a simple look also.

He flicks his fingers only to snap from my thoughts as I grinned awkwardly, what will he think about me? " I mean to say he's only the one". I pointed at the sky while speaking," that I shared everything about mine to him, I know I'm weird but I think when I shared my off things to it I felt relaxed and calmed and secondly it's my perspective that may be they help me to convey my feelings to him". I stopped when I saw his most done look at my statement. I know I'm bored personality but I'm not so much I have got a cheeky personality also he shouldn't have to give me that bore look. I get offended.

" do you really believe in that shitty things?". He asked annoyingly as I sighed in depression. He's being harsh now instead of me.

" what do you mean by that? It's my life whatever I do its none of your concern". I backlashed at him but in a low and depressed voice, he observed it and sighed at my behaviour.

" What did you shared with them?". He asked while putting both arms backwards for support while gazing at the night sky.

" I shared everything". My answer is simple and quite relatable but seems like he's disappointed. " everything like what?". He asked curiously as his eyes met mine and when his eyes met mine I feel something dropped in my heart, like a beat. His look was serious and a mixture of worry and concern.

" about my love life". I replied in a low tone as I can see his eyes were shocked at my statement.

" do you have a boyfriend?".

I shook my head in response no.

"Do you have one-sided love?".

I again shook my head in response no.

"Do you have a crush?".

I again shook my head in response no.

Before asking another question he looks a bit annoyed.

"Don't tell me you have an imaginary boyfriend".

My eyes lit up in happiness yes he's right finally, I nod in response, yes but when he understood my response he looks a bit annoyed again.

"And you shared all your worries and heart talks to the sky cause you think it'll dialect to the one who's made for you?": I again nodded in response yes while smiling satisfied.

" your unbelievable Hana".

"I thought your cold like stone but you are like a baby to me". He mocked by laughing as I get offended by Taehyung's comment.

"Does he not felt something for someone?". I asked in my mind as my smile fades away by his behaviour. He was laughing like a maniac as if he heard some joke or saw a joker?

So heartless your.

if you can't understand once emotions or feelings you don't have the right to make fun of them.!!