My mind was clouded

As so, the air

When in the garden I stumbled

Upon master Alistair.

I held back a yelp

I was so surprised.

He has been gone for 4 days,

And left me to deal with his

Trophy bride.

He closed the space between us

Before I could run

He placed his hand around my waist.

A bullet to a gun.

Like a bullet to a gun

This was deadly

But felt right.

He gripped my waist

With all his might.

I felt chills down my spine

As his hands held my -.

Like I was his

And he was mine.

His eyes were screaming

At me to hold him back

I went in for a hug.

He snuggled me tight

And in this moment.

I knew it was right.

His Lip's brushed across mine

My thoughts going mad.

Oh, how I missed him!

"I missed you too Ruth."

I looked deeper in his eyes.

My heart beating fast.

What if it was all lies?

What if he don't like me?

As I like him?

But his wife?!

Oh my.

This feeling I must suffice.

I took a step back

Out of his arms.

For us, being together,

Would bring me harm.

If only he knew

What he did to me

These pass few days

Was pain

The more he was away

The more I wanted him.

I always held my breath

When he look at me

The pain in my heart

Makes me want to flee

For I know he's my missing

Piece. But I also know.

He doesn't belong to me.