I finally managed to got a vacation.

The Lord knows I couldn't take it.

After two weeks I just knew

That our love would never make it.

My Mom let me weep in her arms

As my heart aches more

I couldn't stand and see him

Get married to that whore.

The invitation in my hand

All messed up by tears.

I listen to my siblings laughter

Oh, how it melts my heart.

Little did they know that a

Disaster of a man broke my heart.

I gave them the world, everything

My little money could buy.

Now I'm here in this hotel room

Crying my heart out for a guy.

A guy who offered me a job

A guy who I gave my heart.

A guy who made me smile

Even though it was short

It was worthwhile.

Though my mom says

"Save your tears!"

I wonder if I pray,

God will here

My desperate voice

My weak cry

And how I wish that I would die.