Back Then part 3

Jennie's POV

Maybe.

Maybe i didn't let you feel my love.

When I'm ready to fight for you

To tell you I love you

To tell you my 'YES' that you have been

wanting to hear for months

You already gave up on me.

On us.

And I can't even blame you

Because I know

We are both at fault

I'm a little late

But you didn't even wait a little longer

I am stubborn, crazy and childish

You understand that all

But you didn't accept me

The whole me

You are to blind to see

That you are the only person beside my

family

Who've seen that side of me

Because I am used to have a facade

To put up my resting -bitch face

Coz, I let myself be wrapped by the wall that I built

A wall that I made to protect me

To protect the weak side of me

But then you came to my life

Forcefully break the wall

And left me vulnerable

Left me broken with no one to hold on

But after all those things that happened

I have forgiven you

You have to forgive me to

For choosing myself

And not accepting you

When you once again beg for a chance

It's not that I don't love you anymore

It's just that, the trust I have for you are no where to be found

I'm afraid.

I'm afraid you'll leave me again

I'm afraid you'll give up on me again

I'm not just afraid, I'm terrified

We both know that a relationship without trust is nonsense

It will never lead us to somewhere

RIGHT NOW

The only thing we can do for each other is LET GO

Let me go

And I'm letting you go

Let the time pass

And the Fate decide

If we are meant to be TOGETHER

Then we are.

We will meet again.

We will part now

And will once again be stranger.

But now.....

With memories.