"I'm sorry what?" I ask Bella while she rants about Edward. "You're telling me the red head bitch has beef with Edward?"

"Yes why?" She asks looking confused.

"That's the bitch that turned me." I tell her thinking back to her in the club. "Holy shit everything really is his fault."

"Wow. So is this a bad time to say I miss him."

"Anytime is a bad time for that." I say laying back in the bed. "But I guess now is as good as time as any. So why do you miss him?"

"I don't even know." She says throwing herself down next to me. "Like I miss being wanted you know. Like you know having someone wanting me romantically even after knowing me. Does that make sense?"

"Of course it does." I tell her. "It's completely normal and very human."

"You don't miss that feeling sometimes?" She asks me.

"I mean I guess I do." I tell her thinking about it. "However my feelings of anger run higher than that."

"So what do you think I should do?" She asks me sitting up.

"I think you should do whatever you want. You're an adult and I trust your decisions." I say carefully. "However I also think you need to make sure to set boundaries and take it slow. There's no need to rush."

"And you won't be mad."

"At Edward? Always. But you? Like I said I trust your ability to think for yourself."

"Okay enough with me, you and Emmett."

"No."

"What? Come on this is bonding time." She says hitting me with a pillow. Not that it hurt. "Talk to me."

"There's nothing to talk about." I tell her shrugging. "I don't currently plan on getting back with him, am I a hundred percent sure it'll never happen? No. But I also can't guarantee it will."

"Okay fair." She says thinking about it. "But how do you feel when you see him?"

"Sad." I tell being honest. "Like he made me feel really special and all that sappy shit but he just left." She starts playing with my hair. "And it's like, he didn't even break up with me, like I wasn't worth a breakup."

"I don't think that's what it was." Bella says after a minute. "I think he didn't want to break up with you at all. So it was easier just to leave."

"Still sucky."

"That is true."

"And if that's true why hasn't he been all up in my face like Edwin?" I ask her feeling really bad now. Like I'm unwanted or something.

"Because you just beat the shit out of Edward like two days ago for a acting like that." She answers without hesitation. "Or maybe he knows you enough to know you can't be pressured you need to come to terms of your own."

"Maybe."

"And maybe if he knows that it's because he knows you because he cares about you. Even if he's stupid too."

"Maybe."

-

The amount of time I'm starting to spend at this house disgusts me but oh here I am again. I in fact do not lack manners so I knock and Calvin comes to the door.

"Hello firework, how are you doing along this lovely day?"

"Who the fuck is Victoria and what is her beef with you band of twats?" I ask him.

"Why?"

"Oh I don't know it's not like she had some old fuck come stalk Bella." I say getting angrier. If I still had pumping blood my blood pressure would be through the roof. "Or maybe it's because she's the bitch that attacked me in a club bathroom."

"Come inside." He says after a moment and I follow him into the house.

"So Victoria changed you." Carlisle said.

"I just said that." I say resisting the urge to bash things. "Cowboy." I warn feeling the waves of attempting calm.

"Sorry."

"What's her beef with you?"

"Well it's a long story." Carlisle starts not looking at me.

"Well then it's a good thing this is a room of immortals then isn't it." I say with a sickly sweet voice. "Start talking."

- skip over this because boring -

"So what I'm hearing from all of this is, that even after being alive for decades you're all idiots who don't think ahead." I say once they're done explaining this bullshit. "You are a two faced physic who can't use her powers properly." I say facing Alice and then turning to Carlisle. "You prioritize Envelope over everyone else." Turn to face Emmett. "You need to stop letting Egghead affect your decisions and you're a fucking dumbass who we should've left in Italy." I say glaring at Evan. I should've left him with Aro.

"Well Celeste it's not that easy." Carlisle says and boy o boy.

"No it is." I say cutting him off. "Because well you and Edward for start. You let him make the decision to leave to appease him when it was clearly the wrong decision. I mean you ended up back here anyway. And then Edgar blamed Jasper like he didn't throw Bella into a table of glass and hurt her more."

"It was partially my fault." Jasper says speaking up.

"No no it's not." I say waving my hand in the air. "Bloodlust is a dangerous thing. Hello room full of vampires. All that aside Alice."

"What did I do?" She asks. "I can't see things like paper cuts."

"No but my thing is you only care half the time. How is it you see Bella kill herself then come back but not see Laurent come and try to kill her. Or Victoria lurking around Forks?" I ask her.

"Well the visions are subjective."

"So all in all you only see what in the end will truly affect your family so you don't actually care about Bella. End of story." I say clapping. "And that's fine, family first but don't barge into my house and say oh it's because your my friend."

"Well this has been pleasant hasn't it?" Calvin says smirking. "So anyway."

"And stop showing up at the shop." I say pointing at him. "It's annoying."

"Sorry."

"Speaking of Alice." I say turning back to her. "The visions are subjective, but you saw me get turned and then saw me with the voltori months before the whole Edward mess. You didn't think to tell anyone?" She looks at loss for words.

"How did you find that out?"

"So that's true then?" I ask her and she nods. "Well that's fantastic. Have a good night." I say and leave the house. Stupid fucking vampires.

-

"What's wrong?" Bella asks when I walk into the house.

"Stupid fucking vampires." I mutter sitting next to her on the couch. "Good for nothing but fucking hurt feelings. I miss ice cream." Because why wasn't I worth telling anyone or even a check up. Aside from Calvin they didn't care.

"Poor baby." Bella says pulling me into a hug. "Tell me what happened.

- skip because you fools just read this -

Bella Swan was a mean bitch when she wanted to be. A skill learned from her sister and even her new friends. A skill that would prove useful here today. Because right now she was the hunter and Alice was her prey. She found her easily enough looking at herself in her locker mirror. Bella stormed up to the vampire.

"You are a fucking piece of shit." Bella said not yelling but loud enough to be heard down the hall. "How dare you not even try to help Celeste?"

"It's not like she would've accepted help from us anyway." Alice says.

"So you didn't try?" Bella asks scoffing. "But the second Edward needs help you demand we drop everything? How is that right?"

"Look Bella you don't understand."

"No I do." Bella snaps cutting her off. "Tell me why didn't you think to tell anyone? Was she not worth it to you?"

"That's not it."

"Then what was it?" Now Bella was yelling. "Just kidding that's rhetorical. It's that you're fake and horrible and it didn't affect you so it it didn't matter right?"

"Bella please." Alice says reaching a hand towards her but Bella moved away.

"You're not my friend. So stay away and apologize to my sister."