I don't say anything. I mean what can I say? So I did the only the thing I could do...stare at him with my mouth wide open. He stares at me with a strange look on his face. He is amused? He finds me-this funny? Off course he has no idea what this is so obviously he would find this funny. Please let this be a dream, a sick dream that is going to end anytime soon.

"You ok babe"

Babe? He just called me babe. Calvin called ME babe. Yup, this is definitely a dream. Wake up wake up. I pinch myself but I'm still in this nightmare. Calvin sees me pinching myself and he furrows his eye brows but the amused look doesn't drop.

"MAMA that was so much fun!!!!"my son glees wrapping his arm around one of my legs.

Calvin looks down to Cameron and his face goes blank. Damn it, what if he realises that Cameron is his son? What if he tries to take them away from me? Damn it to hell! Calvin looks back at me, his face doesn't expose anything. I have no idea what he's thinking. Before I could even say anything else, Lily runs up to me and hugs my other leg.

"That was awesome mummy. Cameron won but I got third place"she says as she and Cameron pull away.

"Yeah mama, I won!"Cameron cheers.

I didn't reply to my children, I just looked at my mate whilst he looked at our daughter. I watch as his eyes soften.

Cameron and Lily notice the big man and while my daughter hugs my leg tighter and almost hides herself. Cameron bluntly asks Calvin who he is.

To which Calvin replies"I'm the Alpha of the Redwood"

My son gasps and whispers "cool"

"My mum is training your pack and Uncle Cole is an Alpha too"Cameron says.

"I know that buddy. Now tell me your name" Calvin bends his knee to be at the same level -kinda- as my son. Our son.

"Cameron Lee Jones"

I suck in a breath. Fuck he said my surname. Please don't notice. Please please don't say anything. I saw Calvin's eyes flash to mine. I couldn't look at him because I'm afraid for it to be true. He can't know it's me. No, no and fucking no damn it. I won't allow it.

From the corner of my eyes I saw him clench his jaw. He is pissed. His stare is burning my skin and I swallow the lump in my throat, trying hard to breath normally because this just can't be happening. It's like I can't catch a break. I could feel his tension, for some reason it felt like it was sucking the whole air.

"My name is Lily"I hear my daughter whisper, loud enough for Calvin to hear.

Calvin's tension eases as he takes in my daughter who came out from her hiding place.

"That's a nice name sweetie. I'm Calvin"

She runs up to him and hugs him. Hugs him right in front of me and I almost sob. Damn it to hell. Calvin tenses for second before he hugs her back.

"Now let's have some fun!"my son cheers.

He pulls my hands so I was forced to move with him. I look over my shoulder's to see Calvin carrying my daughter. She is smiling big, bigger than I ever seen. You see, my son Cameron is social and excepts everyone and anyone. My daughter is a little gun shy. She's sassy as hell but it takes her a little while to warm up to people, especially males. So it is a surprise that she's behaving like this with Calvin.

-maybe she senses that's her father-

Snowy, they are too young for that.

-they are the children of an ACE wolf and an Alpha-

Yikes.

"Mama I want to go on that ride"my son says pulling my attention away from his sister to him.

"Okay baby. We go on that next but we eat after that yeah?"

We have been here for awhile and they have to eat, even to snack a bit before we go on soft rides and go.

We go to the ride, Cameron and Lily rush in. I give the tickets I have. It's 5minutes but I know that the twins are going to just love it because I did when I was younger so I have double the amount to double their time. The first five minutes or so was fine. Great even. I watch the twins laugh and smile. Calvin kept his mouth shut, probably because he too was watching them with a smile of his own. It was going great until...

"They don't know who their father is do they?"

"They know a bit. Calvin I told them as much as I know"my voice breaks as I say this looking up at him.

His face softens.

"Does Amy know?"

"Off course"I whisper looking away.

"She's acting rather friendly towards you. If I knew my mate had a kid with another man"he growls.

My head snaps to his.

"What?"I asks

Confused as hell.

"Tom is the father. You must have got pregnant in the training camp you guys met at"

Umm what?

"What?"I ask again.

"Fucking A"he mutters. "I can't believe Tom didn't tell me about this"

"No wonder Amy was giving him a hard time. I didn't understand then but now I do"

Sorry? Is it me or does he think that the father of his children is Tom. TOM MY FREAKING BROTHER!

-to be fair...it makes sense. Blair Clayford...Cameron Lee Jones-

Damn damn damn. I didn't know whether to feel relief or annoyance. Both. Both is good.

"For the last time Calvin."I say through my clenched teeth.

"Tom and I didn't have that type of history"

It was his turn to be confused because he replies with 'what?'

"Tom and I were never like that. We didn't you know..never. His not the father of my kids Okay?"I snap.

"Blair...it's okay. I'm not stupid. Lily is literally his twin"

He really is stupid and it's working to my advantage.

"Calvin...trust me yeah? I won't lie about this. Not about this."

Before he could even say anything more, Cameron and Lily come back.

"Mama I'm tired now" Cameron says.

They missed their nap time because Amy was around and they wanted to spend some time with her. Also they were too tired about going to the fair that they couldn't just sleep.

"Okay baby, we eat then we go Okay?"

Lily comes between Calvin and I and holds each of our hands. Cameron goes to my other side and only holds mine.

We find a booth that sells pizza so I brought them slice each...well I tried to buy them a huge slice but Calvin did instead.

We all quietly munch on our slices after we found a bench table. I could feel Calvin eyes on me but me being the coward that I am didn't look up at him. After the kids finish their slices and Cameron finishing the rest of mine. They boy eats like a horse. We get up to leave.

We are walking in silence, both Cameron and Lily between us. Cameron let's go of my hands and puts his hands up to Calvin. Asking him to pick him up. Calvin gives me a small smile before letting go of Lily's hands and picking up Cameron. He tuck him in one arm, Cameron places his head on Calvin's big strong-

-delicious-

Shoulders and I take in a breath because that simple gesture. That simple image. Was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I could feel my eyes getting teary. Damn it to hell!

Calvin sees this and sends me a small smile. I quickly return one of my own and look away.

"Mummy."Lily says.

I look down at her and see she wants me to pick her up to. I do. She rubs her eyes and then leans towards my face, slaps me with a kiss then places her face to my shoulders and falls asleep.

When we get to my apartment. I take off their jackets. Calvin helps. We place them in their beds, switch off the lights and turn on the night light before walking out and closing the door.

"You wanna talk?"he asks softly.

"Not really"I answer in the same soft tone.

"Fair enough. I should get going"

"Yeah"

Neither of us move. Just stare at each other. Trying to read each other. I got nothing and I'm guessing Calvin got nothing too because he just nods and walks out. Not before saying

"Lock after me babe"

That word again. Babe.

Damn it to hell. Why do I like it so much?

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Day 15.

"Miss Clayford, I need help with my speed too. "Kyle one of my trainee says.

"Yeah I agree. Kyle I actually got something for you. It would help with your diet."

I'm not saying his fat. He's not. Not at all, it's because the guy has a poor diet. So I sat with Dylan to try and come up with a diet plan to help him because I know he wants to improve but doesn't know how.

I give him the book, I made.

"Miss Clayford"he whispers in awe before talking it.

"You have so much potential and I know you want to improve. You're getting better. In a couple of months you would be a hell of a fighter. Follow the instructions. There are food ideas, instructions on how to make the meal, best time to eat them. Excises you should do, change it up every 4weeks for so Yeah? Also you need more protein so get protein shakes. Other than that, your werewolf genetic should help you with the rest"

"Thank you miss"he says quietly giving me a small smile.

"Don't be lazy, don't give up, you need help you get in contact with me Yeah?"

"Yeah"

I nod and dismiss him. Mia and Kyle are my favourite, only because they are the most determined trainees. They are always asking questions, asking for more training. The rest do what I tell them to do but you can tell their hearts are not really in it, it's just something they have to do.

I made a book for Mia too, to help her have a better diet, more balance and excises she should do. She loves it and literally has it with her all the time. She's drinking a lot of water. She is glowing and is much happier. She is definitely gaining confidence. Now that the wicked witches for the west are calming down. Kyle befriend her so I usually do extra training with both of them.

"Hey Miss Clayford?"

I turn around to face one of my other trainee. Michael. Michael is more bulkier than Kyle. Both gentlemen are tall, handsome in their own way. Michael has a deep dark brown eyes and Kyle has ocean blue eyes. Michael has a small afro, Kyle wears his hair in a ponytail. Michael is one of the 'lone wolf'. He isn't bullied, quite handsome(so gains lots of girl attention), muscular and one of the best fighter in my group. He doesn't talk much and pretty much keeps to himself, I have seen him talk to Mia and Kyle a bit but not much. He ignores anyone that talks to him. At first I thought he was quite rude but I got to understand him each day.

"Yes Michael"

He doesn't say anything for a second before he looks down and sighs. He looks back up, to face me, clears his voice.

"I hear you give Mia and Kyle extra training"

I nod.

"I was wondering if you could give me extra training too."

This made me smile. I love it when my students take more interest. It makes me feel like I'm doing something right.

"I have seen you train with Dylan. You're a great fighter. One of the best I've seen and I want to be able to do that"he continues

When I first started, I saw that Michael was reluctant to be in my group. Each training, he relaxed a bit.

"At first I was annoyed that I was going to be in your group. I wanted to be in the Alpha's. Then you had a fight with Sophie and I was shocked, didn't think you had it in you. I want to apologise for doubting you, disrespecting you even in my head. I shouldn't have judged."he finishes.

This made my smile even bigger. I like a man who can own up to his mistakes.

"Michael, I'm not saying this to be nice but you are one of the best fighters in my group. With a little work, you could be one of the best in the pack. You're strong, speed is great, confidence is something you have. Fighting techniques can improve but you have all of the other qualities to put you on up."I start.

He stands straighter and give me a nod.

"I will give you extra training, if you're serious"

"I'm serious"

"Okay. Settled. I will get in contact"

With that he leaves.

"That's a nice thing you done"

I don't even have to turn around to see who it was because his smell overpowers my senses. Calms and relaxes me a bit. I haven't see Calvin in 5 days, and I haven't been actively avoiding him either. I guess you could say he was busy with Alpha duties.

"Alpha"I say without looking at him and continue packing my things.

"Just Calvin would be fine"

"How can I help you Calvin?" I asks

This time I turn around.

"How are the kids?"he asks instead of answering.

He was wearing dark Levi jeans, with a grey cotton shirt that hugs his chest and muscles. His arms were bare, I could see the veins on his forearm and I almost let out a lust sigh.

Shaking my head and clearing my throat, I answer

"They are great. Happy and they seem to have taken a like to you"

I wasn't lying. Cameron and Lily spend a totally of 1 hour with Calvin and now they are asking about when they are going to see him again. I always reply with I don't know or he is an Alpha, busy man. My kids are restless.

"I like them too"he replies.

Shit.

I mean it's great that he likes them, amazing even. But now I feel even more guilty that neither of them know. Calvin doesn't know the twins are his kids and my kids don't know Calvin is their dad. Now I just feel like the bad guy.

-just tell him-

And have him reject them like he rejected me. Absolutely no!

-darling. Didn't you hear? He likes them. I don't think he would reject them.-

Snowy, he spent one hour with them, it's not the same as taking care of them or being a parent. I'm sorry but I can't risk it. I won't.

"Maybe we should all go out sometimes"

Is he asking all of us out.

"I can't"I say without my brain even registering.

He frowns, opens his mouth to say something but I stop with because I wasn't down my with my excuse.

Which is exactly what it was...a excuse. A lame excuse.

"Because I would be busy training and I do extra training now so I would be busy busy busy"I rumble on.

He smiles. I reject his plans and he smiles? He knows my excuse is lame.

"I'm sure you could find time for us"he says and with that he just walks away.

I'm left staring at him. Watching him confidently walk off.

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