Two months later.

Who knew that watching a woman be a mother would make you fall deeper in love with her? Aubree is amazing. It's like ever since she's had our son, she's just been glowing. A smile stays on her face. She makes all this shit look so easy.

Not only is she taking care of Caiden, she makes sure that the girls are straight. I watched her comb Ariel's hair and feed Caiden, don't ask me how she did it, just know she got it done.

I think I'm more anxious for this wedding then she is, I just want to make this wonderful woman my wife.

Walking into the house after collection day at the warehouse, I headed upstairs. The house was quiet so that meant the girls were gone. I walked into our room. Aubree and the baby was fast asleep on the bed. I dropped my duffle bag by the door then pulled off my shoes and shirt. I grabbed the baby and kissed his cheek then laid him in the bassinet next to the bed, then I laid next to Aubree, kissing her soft lips. Her eyes fluttered, then she looked at me and smiled. "Hey." I said returning the smile.

"Hi baby." Aubree kissed me again then sat up.

"Where you going? I wanted cuddle with you."

"Oh I'm sorry." She laid back down. "How was your day?"

"It was cool." I pointed to the door and she nodded. "That's all for your birthday."

"I don't want to do anything but relax with my son."

"I know but you've been locked in this house for two months. It's so bad you getting pale." I laughed. "I just want you to enjoy yourself for one night. Then you can come right back and be up under Caiden."

"Can I think about it?"

"Aubree. One night won't turn you into a bad mother, I promise."

"I know it won't but you know I can't leave him."

"I know...think about it alright?"

"I will." She held my face and softly kissed me. "I love you."

"I love you too baby, now let's get some sleep before Ca-." Before I could finish the sentence he started whining. Chuckling, I sat up and softly rubbed his back. "You get some rest, I got him."

"You sure?"

"Yes Bree, go back to sleep."

She nodded then laid back down. I picked Caiden up, kissing his chubby cheek that he gets from his mom then laid him on my chest. "Wassup baby boy." I stood up and grabbed his bottle and the remote. "Daddy missed you man, I see why mommy never wants to leave you...want to watch some tv with ya old man? Hm?"

His little head just rolled everywhere.

"I'll take that as a yes." I smiled as I climbed back in bed and cut on the TV. Mickey and the Roadster Racers was on so we can go ahead and watch that. I wish the girls were here so I could spend some time with all the kids together. I feel like they're barely here now. Either my mom or Jeremiah has them. They mentioned a dance class the other day so I guess we'll be signing them up for that. Then they really won't be here.

After Aubree and I get married, maybe a couple years after that I wanted to talk to her about possibly adopting Ro. If her biological mom was still alive, I definitely wouldn't do it but she's been a rock for my child since they met.

I want to talk to my mom about it first but I'm nervous to see what her reaction is going to be. So I'll wait on that.

Feeling milk drip on my shirt, I looked down Caiden, who was fast asleep again and his milk was spilling out of his mouth. Chuckling, I sat his bottle on the nightstand then started burping him. Once he gave me that big belch as if he was a grown ass man, I stopped patting his back. "Whew, that was stinky Pooda." I placed a gentle kiss on his forehead then laid flat on my back.

I've been out all morninb trying to get this money up for Aubree's birthday and her ass better use it. All she does is stay in the house. She don't even take the baby no where. I know a newborn is a lot to handle but having a child isn't supposed to stop you from enjoying yourself. I'm sure Caiden wants his mommy to turn up for his birthday.

I looked over at her.

My baby looks good natural but I gotta get her dolled up.

Laying Caiden down, I went and grabbed Aubree's phone and opened her group chat with Raven and Courtney. After being nosey, I text them as if I was her.

❤️👯‍♀️

Raven

😂Court

She love saying that ghetto ass shit. She a city girls reject.

After locking the phone and putting it back down, I laid back in bed.

Time for a nap.

I stood in the kitchen waiting for my food to finish warming up. That nap I took was well needed. But now that I'm up, I'm contemplating on if I should go out and enjoy my birthday. After having Caiden, all I want to do is just be with him. I'm just still in shock that this beautiful baby is mine. I feel like if I walk away for two seconds, I'm going to miss something amazing. I've had Ariel since she was a baby basically but with Caiden, I carried him, me and the love of my life created him, I pushed him out. He's our creation. I just love it.

But one night won't hurt, right? Ugh.

As soon as the microwaved beeped the doorbell rung. I looked at the time then over at the door. The girls shouldn't be back until later. Well that's what I expected so who is this?

I hate when people come to my house unexpectedly.

Sighing, I walked over to the door and peeked out the window on the side of it, then pulled it open. "Raven, Courtney."

"Uuuh, why aren't you dressed?" Raven asked.

I looked down at my attire, which happened to be Chris's clothes. "I didn't know I was supposed to be."

"Bitch you text us about going shopping, do you still have pregnancy brain? Wait, Chris ain't around is he? I don't want him to choke me up cause I called you a bitch."

I laughed at what she was referencing to then shook my head. "I didn't text you."

"Well nigga somebody did so go get dressed because I didn't drive to the other side of the world for nothing." Courtney said.

"I think I know who text you, so I'll be right back." I headed upstairs, into our room. Chris was playing his game was Caiden had tummy time.

"Who is that?" He asked.

Ignoring his question, I went over to my phone and opened the group chat. "So you think I say PERIOD'T and okkkuuurrr all the time?"

He laughed then paused his game and turned to me. "I had to let them think I was you."

"I don't talk like this."

"Baby you do but it's okay."

"Chris I'm not in the mood to shop."

He exhaled. "I guess I gotta put my foot down now. Aubree Nicole Mack, soon to be Brown. You're going to get out the house and go shopping. You're going to take every dollar I made for you and you're going to spend it. I'm going to put together a party at the club for you, we gone turn up, we gone have a good ass time, then when we leave there, we're boarding a plane and I'm taking you anywhere you want to go." He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "Aubree I've been watching you rip and run around this house like a crazy woman since you've had Caiden, you don't get out anymore and I just want you to take a small break. Just let me have three days with you, alone, please."

I chewed on my lip, while looking between him and Caiden. "Okay okay, three days and then I'm back home with my babies."

"Deal."

"Thank you baby."

"Don't thank me, I'm supposed to spoil you."

"You do a good job at it." I held his face and kissed his lips over and over then the kiss got intense. He slid his tongue into my mouth, Chris's hands slipped down to my thighs and he went to pick me up.

We haven't had sex since before the baby was born. My six weeks had been up for 2 weeks now. It's just like I never have the time. Either I'm busy with the baby or too tired to move.

Yeah, we need these three days.

"I want to make love to you so bad but you gotta get out here. Go get dressed, and enjoy yourself." Chris let me down.

I kissed him again then nodded and went into the closet. I pulled down something quick to slip on, fixed my hair and put on my some lip gloss then went into that duffel bag.

It was at least 80,000 dollars in there. What kind of birthday did he think I was about to have.

I grabbed 20,000 and stuffed it into my purse then walked out. "I'll be back baby."

"No rush, enjoy."

I kissed him then Caiden and left out. "Okay bitches let's go."

We all went and climbed into Courtney's car.

Even though, I didn't really want to celebrate my birthday, I still had things planned out. I was talking to this guy about making my outfit. It's my 30th birthday and a Bitch was about to show the hell out. Chris shouldn't have done this cause now I'm about break necks. So now that my party is a go, I can send the money to get my outfit started. I guess I'll just shop for my vacation outfits.

"Girl why is all those stacks of money in yo purse?!" Raven asked while grabbing it. "Oh my gosh I want my own drug dealer."

We all laughed.

"Girl shut up!" I said. "What happened with Keeis?"

"That's just sex. He's not ready to settle down and I'm not about to wait for him to get ready."

"Facts!" Courtney said.

"Mijo playing games?!" I asked, shocked.

"Bitch he's the creator of these games and when I warn him that I'm going to move on, he pretends he's going to get it together."

"Wow."

"Yeah Girl you're lucky. You got the good one out the bunch."

I didn't respond. My man is amazing. He might be a little bipolar but I love him, and his dick bomb. That man ain't ever going nowhere.

The rest of the car ride was quiet. I was enjoying being out the house.

Now I can't wait for my birthday.

Dirty 30 baby!