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summary: Camilo died when Casita fell, you've been relying on your powers to see him again

pronouns for reader: she/her

your gift: ability to see ghosts

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I was numb to say the least. It had been a week since my boyfriend, Camilo, passed. The whole Madrigal family wasn't doing well and they have barely left their newly built home. I did see Mirabel the other day by Camilo's gravestone, she told me Camilo's door was no longer lit up.

It broke my heart, i've been relying on my powers to help me see him...i've tried so hard but it just won't happen. So tonight, when i sat in my room, i cried. I let it all out, i would never see Camilo Madrigal again. I'd never hear his voice, hear his laugh, hold him close, kiss him or just be around him..

My shoulders shook with each sob. I knew my parents were concerned, they knew how much i loved Camilo and knew how hard i had been trying to see him once again. I let out all my emotions when my parents were away, they left earlier this morning to go somewhere.

Which i was okay with, i wanted to be alone.

I tried a new technique to see Camilo, i grabbed a candle and lit it before holding it close. "Please..Camilo- if you can hear me..please let me see you..i-i don't know if i ca-can go on without seeing your face" i cried. The flame disappeared for a second but immediately lit up again. I stared at it. Nothing happened. Nothing will ever happen.

Will i ever see my boy again?

I sat back on my bed, my shoulders slumped. Until i felt this cold sensation on my hand. I slowly turned my head to see...CAMILO?! But he had no colour on him, he was all white. He was wearing the clothes he died in, my lip quivered as i took in his facial features and his adorable smile.

"Miss me, Mi amor?" He teased. Even after death he still manages to tease me?! I let out a sob and crawled into his arms where he held me close. "Why did you have to go..." I whispered and he clutched me tighter. "I don't know, amor, i really don't..." he replied, tears filling his eyes too. "I wish..i-i wish i could bring you back for good" i sobbed. "Oh Y/n.." he whispered and pulled me onto his lap.

We stayed silent, taking in each other's presence. He pulled away from the hug to make me look at him, but i didn't open my eyes. "Y/n, look at me.." i did. But I couldn't stop seeing his face how it was the day he died.

Cuts on his face, bruised eye, he wasn't breathing, he was lifeless. "Don't go again..please don't go again!" I cried and held onto his glowing rauna. "Lovely, I can't stay here forever..." he admitted, just as heartbroken as i was. I knew he was right, but I didn't want him to be. I wanted him to stay...

I nodded as my heart shattered knowing this may be the last time i see Camilo for a while, my power doesn't work for that long. I grabbed his hand and locked it with mine, rubbing my thumb onto it. "So how's yknow..." i said, not wanting to say 'death' He smirked. "I get more attention than i did in real life" he joked with a laugh, i smiled when he did.

"What are you staring at missy?" He teased with a smirk. I smiled softly and cupped his cheek. "I've just really missed your smile..." i explained sadly and he gave me a sad smile in return "and i missed yours, Mi amor.." he replied before pecking my lips.

We spent hours talking, laughing and kissing but soon, Camilo was starting to fade away. "Its time, isn't it?" He whispered in a broken tone. I looked into his eyes as a waterfall of tears ran down my cheeks. "Hey, hey...please don't cry" he murmured and wiped my tears.

"HOW COULD I NOT CRY CAMILO! I've lost you...y-you're just my imagination! Nobody else can see you...and I want you here- forever..until the day i die, i love you so much that it hurts" i admitted and Camilo looked down as the bottom of his legs started to fade.

"I love you Y/n, so much more. More than you can ever imagine...and i never want you to forget that. I don't want you to forget me even if you're married with 2 children, like we always planned" he said, i shook my head and hugged him. "I can't do our future with someone else...I don't want a future unless its with you, Camilo Madrigal" i sobbed and soon he did too. "Will you do it for me? I need you to be happy Y/n" he said.

"I'm only happy with you, Cami" I whispered and he placed his forehead on mine, connecting our lips before he fully faded away. The light in my room was gone, and so was the love of my life...

(Part 2? If so, have any ideas??)