"I know who you pretend i am..."

TOMMYXFEMALE!READER

Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart

Baby, bang it up inside

I'm not wearing my usual lipstick

I thought maybe we would kiss tonight

Baby will you kiss me already and

Toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart

Baby, bang it up inside

Four months after Tommy and Cindy broke up, Tommy asked me out. Today was our first day, i wore my favourite lipstick for a special occasion in case he decided to kiss me. But instead, the whole night, we laughed and cuddled. But obviously- I didn't complain, maybe he still wasn't fully over Cindy Berman yet.

Baby, though I've closed my eyes

I know who you pretend I am

I know who you pretend I am

Actually...i knew he wasn't over Cindy yet. When we are together, he's usually staring into space and when i follow his eyes, it leads to Cindy and Alice. Most of the time, holding hands or teasing each other (Yes- I'm a Cindy&Alice shipper)

It makes me mad that he pays more attention to their relationship then ours.

So when we were cuddling, he leaned in to finally kiss me. I smiled and deepened the kiss. At that time I thought- mhm, maybe he IS over Cindy...until he moaned out her FUCKING NAME.

I pulled away immediately in shock, along with him. Tears filled my eyes. I got up and grabbed my stuff. "Y/n, wait!" I stopped at the door and turned. "Even though we're together, you think you're still with Cindy. I know who you pretend i am, Thomas Slater, and i cant be with you..." thats the last thing i said to him.

Because the next day, i asked Joan if I could leave the camp. And i did.