This was a terrible idea.

Disaster that's what I would call one word, for my cooking. What was I even thinking?

I was covered with flour, I don't even want to know how ridiculous I look.

And both of them had the Audacity to laugh at me. I was enraged,this is what happens when I put my non-existent cooking skills to use.

More than having the flour on the bowl with that had, batter. I bet I have on me. I was going to get butter from the fridge but I tripped in the air and panicked. I tried to grab the kitchen counter but accidentally knocked the flour.

While I was saving so we don't need to clean much, I don't know how but that resulted in me drowning in flour.

"You look ridiculous". Jun squeaked out the words.

Yeah laugh all you want, I am going to kill you just wait. Jungkook didn't make any better effort at hiding how funny this all was to him. He bit the inside of his cheeks to stop laughing seeing me glare at him.

He just burst out laughing "Don't look at me with glare it makes you more funny and cute".

Different circumstances I would do a little dance but now I don't know if he is joking or being serious with his words.

He took me in his arms not caring if his clothes got dirty. Gently he brushed the flour off my face and hair.

I just stood there taking in his warmth. I wanted to be mad at him. It is making it difficult for me to stay mad at him.

"You look like a clown, My clown". He said softly and with a cute grin on his face.

My heart picked up its pace, pumping the excess warmth over my whole body. I was floating feeling fuzzy. He said MY I wanted to yell in joy.

"Clown, she could join the whole circus she belongs to". That little brat sneezed out. I playfully snarled at him "You can join me too, people like you are used as props, I can just throw you around, would be fun".

"You go and wash your face I will make our pancakes". Jungkook said, stopping our little banter.

" No I want to help" I protested "And I don't have extra clothes, I want to change this I am itchy with these".

"You and I know you can't help me, so just go and freshen up and take one of my t-shirts". He said give me directions to his room.

I pretended to attack Jun who yelped, running away from me, nor wanting to get his clothes covered with flour.

I laughed while walking towards Jungkook's room.

His room is big, light theme and cozy. It was clean and organised too, which I didn't expect. I will have a tour later. First I need to change this.

Wow he has a whole closet room, it's huge and each has different sections for clothes. Most were similar to a rack filled with only black hoodies, weird. It was white too.

I quickly took one of his hoodies, which is going to be huge on me.

My attention was taken away from the clothes to watch section, accessories but something was out of place in this. A phone, why is there a phone in there? This doesn't look like his phone.

Is it wrong if I snoop a little? I am just curious. I want to know what is in there or who is it? Fuck it.

I looked at it for a few minutes, and it doesn't have a password. Hesitatingly I opened it. I didn't have much so I opened the message box and froze.

Dread pooled in my body, freezing and blurring everything around me. Ma Rose was written on the contact name and the last message I sent to JK was there.

How is this possible, why did Jungkook have JK's phone? Warning bells rang in my head, he is JK—Jungkook is JK. How did I didn't figured it out? It was right in front of me. Jungkook's weird behaviour in the supermarket, his sudden silence.

How I was so stupid I should have known this was part of his game. His prank made me miserable, I knew the sudden change of behaviour was not just because he wanted to be with me, it was his sick game.

Why am I so surprised? Was I not waiting for him to say this was a prank he never wanted me to do? All this was an act and he won.

I wanted to cry, it was too much to take. I quickly changed my clothes, not bothering to check how I look. I was not in a mood to tour his room, afraid I would do something else that would break my heart. That's why it's said curiosity killed the cat.

Clutching my chest so the pain can disappear, I couldn't breathe. Taking slow breaths calming down a little. I walked down the dining room.

Jun was the first one to notice me"You still look ridiculous, the hoodie makes you look so small". He grinned.

I gave him a small smile, keep your problems aside, you don't need the little boy to see you vulnerable.

Jungkook came to fix my hair that was fallen on my face, I flinched and stiffed under his touch. He didn't seem to notice that, I wanted to yell at him asking why would he do that. Why did he have to lie and betray me like that?

"You look cute, it looks better on you than me". Jungkook said giving me a cute grin, my body betrayed me it melted at his touch and words.

I loved how it smelled like fresh laundry which has a fragrance that's not overwhelming but exactly how I want. It was comfortable and I also loved wearing it.

I wanted to beat myself for having these thoughts,I wanted to be selfish, wanting to enjoy this till it lasts. Before this spell breaks but I am not ready what will happen after that.

I want to confront him, I will but afterwards right now I will enjoy this till it lasts.

"Let's eat, we also prepared your favourite chocolate with pancakes". Jungkook said, holding my hand, before pulling out a chair for me to sit. I gave him a smile for the first time. The sight of chocolate didn't make me feel good.

"If Jungkook and you dated I approve of you both, you fit perfectly in this family with your non-existent cooking skills". Jun said, messily eating his pancakes.

I reached, wiping the chocolate on his chin with a tissue. He looked so content while eating, resembling Jungkook so much. Their love for food makes food look way more appealing by the look of content on their face. I love that about Jungkook, his face when he eats.

Shut up.

Only if you know Jun, your Uncle and I are never meant to be together. He doesn't want me and I am a fool for hoping.

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After eating, Jun asked me to read him a book. Jungkook volunteered to clean. I didn't complain, I was psychically and mentally tired and Jun wanted to be with me.

We sat on the sofa, Jun put his chin on my chest to look up at my face while I read.

I didn't know how much time it took, we both fell asleep. The noise of someone cooing, woke me up.

I saw Jungkook sitting beside the sofa, slowly caressing my face. Namjoon stood beside him looking at us. The death weight on me brought me back to senses. Jun was asleep on my chest, oh boy what do they fed this little baby he weight is no joke. I tried to move him a little but he didn't move or stirred.

Jungkook tried to pry him away seeing me struggle but Jun tightened his hold on my shirt. I slowly stood up with him in my arms, he snuggled his face in my neck not wanting to let go.

I helplessly looked at Namjoon who had an awe look on his face. Gently he took Jun away who whined in sleep, before snuggling his face once he was in Namjoon's arm.

"Thank you for taking care of him" Namjoon smiled gratefully looking at both Jungkook and me.

"It's nothing, how was your date by the way?". Jungkook asked

Namjoon face turned to smug " Jun's sibling plan was successful, she is asleep in the car tired after the long date. Want me to give you details about what made her tired". He smirked.

I giggled at Jungkook's horrified and grossed face"No save it for your self, I am not interested to know about my sister's sex life"

Namjoon grinned and look at me his face turning worried"I hope he didn't caused any trouble to you, he looked like he loved your company tomorrow he is going to throw a fit that he didn't get to say you goodbye".

I smiled, waving my hands. "He is a little handful, but he is lovely. Tell him I loved and enjoyed my time with him".

"Will do, I will get going see you soon Mia".

We waved as he drove off the driveway. I was suddenly nervous and afraid.

"It was quite a day". Jungkook said I could feel the smile on his face, he also loved it as much as I. I hated to break it all, but I have to.

The feelings I suppressed for the last hours came back with a strong force, the pain in my chest increasing. My eyes sting with tears, I turned towards Jungkook whose smile dropped looking at my expression.

"What's wrong? You look sick, are you hurt somewhere". His concerned face and voice was making me cry more.

"Say something, what's wrong". He took my face in his hands.

"You can stop now, you don't need to act". I hated how my voice broke.

He looked confused "What act? What are you saying Mia?".

"Jungkook, can you answer me honestly, have you ever lied to me or hid something from me".

I asked him in a calm voice.

"Why are you asking this suddenly, you are scaring me Mia"?

"Just answer me". I said, getting impatient "It's fair don't you think you asked me so many questions, I just need you to answer this".

He looked a little uncomfortable "No, I never lied to you".

OK he never lied to me, but he didn't answer the hiding question. He never lied, he avoided answering so he couldn't lie. Just like he did now. Even though he didn't say anything about JK, that's his name. He just hid it and told me his other name. Who the hell am I trying to convince?

"OK so who is Ma Rose?". I asked without beating around the bush.

His face was thrown in intense fear and desperation. There I got it, I backed away from him. Panickedly he reached out for me but I only backed away.

"Mia I was going to tell you".

"Were you ever". I accused

Panic struck his face. He looked guilty but I didn't care. I kept going and the frustrating building inside finally snapped.

"Was it fun? I was a fool I should have known, was cooking for me coming at my place was also part of your sick plan". I pulled my hair, tears falling down my face. Hastily I wiped it with sleeves.

"Tell me why did you do that? Why?".

I reached out for my hand but I pulled away. I don't want him near me.

"Let me explain please, it's not true". Jungkook pleaded and I shook my head. I don't want to hear anything, I just want to go home.

"Baby please,don't cry". He took me in his arms. This time I didn't fight, I was too tired. The way he said the baby held so much Vulnerability, I hated myself that moment. I hated to myself that I felt my heart break because he looked so hurt, vulnerable as I was.

I hated myself that I couldn't help with find safe, calm and warm in his arms. I wanted to stay there,these feelings were making me cry more.

He just held me in his arms, kissing my hair occasionally, whispering sorry and don't crying.

I slightly pushed him away "I am going home".

He nodded "I will drop you".

With teary eyes "No" I almost snapped. I wanted to be alone. I need to sort out what I am feeling.

"Are you crazy? It's late, let me atleast drop you home".

I still stood my ground saying no" I can go home by myself I don't need you for that ". I uttered

He just stared at me knowing I am stubborn" At least let me explain ".

" You will just not now".

I can't deal with it now, I am not like girls not listening to their explanation and regretting later. I need to know otherwise I couldn't set the feeling that's brooding inside me.

I walked away from him calling a cab. I heard Jungkook sighing and racking his hair in frustration. I didn't turn around knowing the distress and hurt on his face would break my heart.