You tried talking to me at lunch.

But no one ever talks to me,

so I don't know why you're trying to.

You wanted to apologize

for Mackenzie's actions,

for the pain and humiliation

she caused me.

But you just don't get it,

do you?

Mackenzie isn't the only one.

You hurt me more than anyone else ever had.

You started all of this,

can't you see that?

It was freshman year,

we were tied at the hip,

do you remember that?

Or was it so long ago for you?

You asked me to go on that vacation

with you and your dysfunctional family,

hoping I'd be able help and ease some tension.

I said no,

reluctantly,

though thinking that you'd understand.

But you didn't.

You were angry at me,

and got bonus points for being popular.

I was your friend after all.

But I guess you weren't mine.

All I wanted was to be happy.

My mom had just left,

and I felt like absolute shit.

You turned everyone against me.

You humiliated me,

you hurt me in more ways

than anyone else ever could.

I trusted you.

I understood you,

but you let your thoughts

get deep into your head.

You hurt me so much,

and I'm done.

So just shut up.

Shut up!

I don't care anymore!

I don't care what you have to say!

I'm fine

I'm fine

I'll be fine.

| Dedicated to @mic4life for his countless pick up lines. And also, I was hoping if any of you all had any songs that could relate to this story (or even set a brighter view of this story), can you please comment them down below. I'm interested in creating a playlist for I'm Fine. Thanks everyone. And don't forget: You are beautiful.

Stay lovely,

~XCrocusX |