ramzan mein issey zyada quick nahi likh paungi🙈

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"Jannat, dhyan do." Jannat's attention avert from him to balcony door when she heard something there only for one second, and Zaid scolded her

(Focus here.)

Scratching her hair, she again looked at the notebook where Zaid was explaining her the equation

"Samajh mein aya?" After he was done with the question, he asked

(Did you got it?)

Jannat looked at him then again at the notebook, were words seems to dance in front of her eyes

She didn't understand a bit! Nevertheless, she nod her head positively

"Achha? Karke batao phir." Putting the pen down on table, Zaid said and crossed his arms over his chest

(Really? Solve this question then.)

"Chalo, yeh question solve karke batao." Zaid again said, Jannat gulped down and picked the pen in her hand, moving the notebook from Zaid's side to her,

(Come on! Solve this question.)

Zaid was silently looking at her, waiting for her to admit she didn't understand anything

"Nahi araha hai?" When Jannat looked at him with her lips in a pout, Zaid asked

(You aren't getting it?)

"Woh darasal bas... Yeh nahi samajh mein araha Hai." Sheepishly, Jannat said

(Actually... I didn't understood this...)

"Jab nahi samajh mein araha Hai to batana chahiye Tha na." Taking pen from her, Zaid said

(Why didn't you tell me when you didn't understand it?)

"Isliye keh raha Hoon dhyan do." That's why Jannat wasn't asking for his help

(That's why I was telling you to focus here.)

He scold more and teach less

Even in childhood, Jannat remembers very well how much he used to scold her if she got any answer wrong. And now, he is doing the same

That's why, she was asking Zamin for help, he is fun loving, he teaches with humour and whatever he taught her, stayed in Jannat's mind

But Zamin betrayed her and give her in the hands of Zaid. Now how she is suppose to learn anything when he is scolding her?

"Mujhse nahi ho raha." Jannat whines when the fourth time she got answer wrong

(I can't do this.)

"Pata nahi Maine maths kyu li." She mumbled to herself which she thought Zaid didn't listen

(Why did I even took maths?)

"Koi aur stream choose karne se kya hota? Koi bhi padhai easy nahi Hai, chahe tum commerce leti ya arts, maths toh phir bhi easy Hai." Her eyes winded when Zaid replied to her later comment,

(What would have changed if you hadn't took maths, nothing is easy, no matter if it is maths or arts. Actually, maths is easy.)

For him! When he said math is easy, Jannat's mind add

"At least ek hi rule hota Hai aur ussi se sarey equation bante Hain, us rule ko agar samajh jao bas. Now focus here." Taking her notebook from her, Zaid said as he once again started teaching her

(At least it have only one rule which never changes, you just have to understand that rule.)

Jannat pressed her lips together

"Mujhe mummy bula rahi thi." Jannat suddenly said,

(Mummy is calling me.)

"Nahi, woh Nahi bula rahi Hain."

(No, she isn't.)

"Jannat!" As soon as Zaid said this, Asma's voice came from downstairs

Jannat's face light up, as she point at the door when zaid looked at her

"Jao!" Zaid nod his head and dismiss her

(Go)

"Aur jaldi ana." Before Jannat could cross doorway, Zaid add

(And come back soon.)

Jannat nod her head and left

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"Mummy, yeh lijiye." Jannat gave Asma her dupatta which Asma told her to iron

(Here!)

When Asma took the dupatta from her and Jannat turned to leave, Asma again called her

"Ruko baat karni thi tumse."

(Wait! I want to talk to you.)

"Ji, mummy?" Jannat sat in front of her mother on bed and asked

(Yes?)

"Tum mujhe kuch dino se pareshaan lag rahi ho, koi baat hui Hai?"

(You look disturb from some days, is everything okay?)

"Na.. nahi toh..." Stuttering, Jannat said while she didn't meet her mother's eyes

How could she lie to her mother when Asma knows her inside out

(Ye... Yeah..)

"Jannat, jhoot nahi, maa se bhi nahi bataogi?" Jannat bit her lips, thinking should she disclose this matter with Asma

(Don't lie, won't you tell your mother what's bothering you?)

"Mummy, mujhe aisa lagta Hai... Woh mere sath khush nahi hain." Slowly, Jannat said

(I think... I think he is not happy with me.)

"Zaid ne kuch kaha?"

(Did Zaid said something?)

"Nahi!.. nahi! Woh toh mujhe kuch bhi nahi kehte, woh bohot khayal rakhte Hain Mera lekin...." Jannat quickly defended him before Asma could think anything wrong

(No!.. no, he didn't Said anything. He cares about me alot...)

"Lekin iss baat ko kaise nazarandaz kare ki woh aur Palwasha..." Jannat left her sentence in middle when didn't had courage to confess it

(But, I can't ignore the fact that him and Palwasha..)

Nor wanted to join Zaid's name with someone else

"Har kisi ka past hota hai, Zaid ki Zindagi mein thi Shaadi se pehle koi aur uss cheez ko nahi badal sakte lekin baar baar maazi ko aaj mein Milana bewaqoofi hoti Hai. Tum koshish karo shaadi se pehle sab bhoolne ki."

(Everyone have past, you can't change the fact that Zaid was engaged before, but, bringing up the past in present is stupidity, try to forget everything that happened in past.)

"Main toh bhool jau, lekin woh na bhoole toh?" Hesitatedly, Jannat asked

(What if, he didn't forget it?)

"Jannat, mujhe Zaid pe pura yaqeen Hai....." Both mother and daughter were talking to each other, unknown to them, a third presence was listening to them

(I trust Zaid.)

Zaid's hand fist as he heard Jannat's words

When did he ever made her feel like he don't love her?

When did he treated her indifferently?

Did he ever mentioned Palwasha's name?

What made her think like that when all he did was love her unconditionally

Was his actions not enough to prove his love?

He has used his words too that she is the one who he loves

What still made her insecure?

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When Jannat returned to their room, Zaid was on sofa, working on his laptop, silently Jannat went to take her night dress out to change

After changing into cotton shalwar kameez, Jannat again entered room and went to dressing table to brush her hair

She looked at Zaid's reflection in the mirror, he seems busy,

With a small smile, Jannat looked at her ownself and continued her task

Zaid raised his head to look at Jannat who was busy in herself

Should he talk to her!

He should! His conscious said

"Jannat!" He finally called her,

"Ji?" Jannat got startled with sudden voice adn almost dropped the hair brush, holding the brush tightly, she turned to him

(Yes?)

Getting up from sofa, Zaid went to her

Jannat was sitting on chair, Zaid sat on his knees in front of her

"Kya Maine tumse Kabhi kuch kaha jissey tumhe laga main khush nahi Hoon?" Holding her both hands in his, Zaid asked

(Did I ever said anything which made you think I'm not happy?)

"Kya Maine Kabhi bhi tumse kuch bhi kaha Palwasha ke barey mein?"

(Did I ever mentioned Palwasha's name?)

By now Jannat understood that Zaid has heard what she said to her mother

"Woh..." She opened her mouth to speak

(I...)

"Shh! Let me speak. Palwasha aur Meri engagement bohot pehle ho gayi thi, jab samajh bhi nahi thi ki engagement hoti Kya hai." Zaid put his index finger on her lips and said

(Palwasha and I got engaged when were very young, when we had no idea what engagement is.)

"Mere dil mein Palwasha ke liye kuch bhi nahi hai."

(I don't have anything for Palwasha in my heart.)

"Main is duniya mein sirf ek ladki se pyaar karta Hoon aur woh Meri biwi hai." Jannat was looking down when in his confession made her look at him, he was already looking at her with softness

(I only love one girl and she is my wife.)

"uske alawa na toh mujhe kisi se Matlab Hai aur na hi kisi ki fiqr."

(I don't care about anyone else beside her.)

"Haan, iss baat se zaroor farq padhta Hai ki tumhe aisa lagta Hai main tumse pyaar nahi karta."

(But I do care why you think that I don't love you.)

"Nahi, Mera woh Matlab bilkul nahi Tha." Jannat spoke up

(No, I didn't meant that.)

Now she regret for thinking about Zaid like that,

Zaid has always thought about her happiness

He always made sure about her comfort

When she was sick, how he used to take care of her

How can she thinks like that about his selfless love?

Not only think, she has spoke it to her mother about it and Zaid listening all of this must have hurt him

"Humari shaadi unn halat mein hui thi jaha aksar rishte agey chalke toot-te Hain."

(We got married in a circumstances where marriage usually broke after some days.)

"Papa bhi toh mummy ko chorhke gaye the."

(Papa also left mummy for same reason.)

"Main janta Hoon, uss cheez ka tumpe affect abhi bhi Hai lekin, Jannat. sab ek jaise toh nahi hote."

(I know you are still affected by it, but, Janna. Not everyone is same.)

"Tum mere liye bohot zaroori ho, hamesha se thi aur hamesha rahogi."

(You are the most important person in my life.)

"Baar baar nahi kahunga lekin tumse zyada eham koi nahi mere liye. Mera aap bhi nahi."

(I won't repeat it again, but no one is more important to me as you, not even myself.)

"I'm sorry!" Zaid's words made her guilty, as she meekly apologize

"Main tumse bohot pyaar karta Hoon, Jannat." Holding her cheek in his right hand, Zaid brought his face closer to her and said while looking into her eyes,

(I love you.)

The eye contact was break after his confession when Jannat's lashes lowered themselves

Zaid smiled at her shyness

"Aur sirf tumse pyar karta hoon." His lips, only inch away from hers, when he whispered and connect their lips

(And only you.)

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Two moving body on bed made love to each other, both lost in there desire,

Placing slow burning kisses on her face, as they both were high in zealous

Jannat's hair messy falling on her face blocked Zaid's view of looking at her, he removed them from her face when they made eye contact

"I love you." Jannat unconsciously said the words in which she had no controlled over

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