Hey guys there is a rape scene in this chapter so if you don't like that sorry ^^'

—————————Jamie's PoV—————————

I could tell Benji was zoned out the whole movie. He was staring at the wall, and stroking my hair unconsciously. The end credits rolled on the screen, I shook him lightly as he started to tremble his breath picked up, heart started to beat fast, and his eyes widened. He was having a panic attack. I have absolutely no clue what triggered it but it wasn't good.

"Benji baby breath" I cooed in his ear and hugged him close. He gripped my sides and nuzzled my neck, I felt tears in my neck.

"M-Make L-Luke leave" He struggled out. I nodded and looked at Luke who surprisingly looked completely calm and maeby even borde.

"Luke I need you to leave, go upstairs we'll be up in a minute" He nodded but looked mad as he left. I turned back to Benji and continued to hold him and kiss his head as he tried to calm his breath and stop crying. I very rarely see him cry, I can count on one hand how many times I've seen it. I really didn't know what to do. It made me angry at myself for not being able to help, but not something to worry about now. His breath started to calm but his grip never loosened.

"Benji, what happened" I asked him wiping some sweat covered hair from his face. He shook his head and hid his head back in my neck.

"Babe, how can I help you if you don't tell me what's wrong." I said kissing his head and he pulled back to look at me in the eyes.

"I-I was thinking 'bout....before" He said trembling

"They can't get you now baby" I said kissing his head. He muttered something under his breath and nodded to me. "Baby, if you need something ask. I'm your mate, it's my job to help and protect you." I said seriously. He nodded and stood up on shaky legs.

"Let's go to bed I'm tired" He said grabbing my hand and walking up stairs. He walked into our bedroom with his head hung. I hugged him and kissed his head pulling him to bed as he resisted slightly. We fell on the bed together and he moved as far from Luke as possible. I nuzzled into his chest as he held me falling asleep.

————————Benjis PoV———————

*2 ½ months later*

I woke up with the now familiar feeling of stinging in my chest, and the ache of my body parts from the abuse I go through on a daily basis. I got out of the guest bed which has been my bed for about a month and a half. I crack my neck and back putting on some sweats and a long sleeve shirt. I go to the bathroom and look in the mirror, I look repulsive. I have bags under my eyes, I'm more pale than normal, I'm extremely skinny, and I'm mateless.

Jamie is really mad at me for evading him, but I had no choice. If I didn't Luke would have killed me, so I could have died killing Jamie as well seeing that I'm marked. If you are a half breed you only get one mate, a full blood werewolf could die, turn rouge or have a second chance mate. Jamie being a half breed, I would drag him down with me. I would rather have a mad living mate than a dead one. Jamie has been glaring at me and not talking to me at all for about a month. I hide the bruises under makeup and the cuts heal to fast for him to see. I can't let him know it was, and still is, Luke.

I walk out of the room and down stairs to look for something to eat. I grab a yogurt and head to my office as fast as I could, I don't was to see Luke. Jamie got a job at the cafe so he leaves around 5 and I get up at 5:30, Luke get angry that Jamie is not here. He blames me saying that it's my fault he wanted to leave the house.

At first I was just going to block his hits, but they got harder and harder till I couldn't block the hits at all. I can't hit him back as his mate but I don't think I could hit him back if I tried at this point. I sat at my desk and went through some files, I tensed as I heard heavy footsteps near my door. It was Luke. My heart sped up, and I shook a little. My breath hitched as the steps stopped at my door. All I could see was all the beatings and galleries as I squeezed shut from fear. The door slammed open to reveal Luke. Kinda, his eyes were black telling me his wolf, Cyprus, was in control.

"Mine!" He growled stalking over to me as if I were a deer.

"Cyprus?" I said scooting back a bit. I usually love when he's in control. He's always sweet and cuddly, but this is different. He looks feral, and is growling.

"Mine" He growls again pushing me to the wall. He grabbed my arms pinning me to the wall. He kissed me roughly grinding on me. He was in heat.

He flipped me over slamming me into the wall. He pulled on my shirt as I tenced. He shredded my shirt and grinded into my ass. He started to pull on my pants and I freeked.

"Cyprus stop! Please I'm not ok with this! Please stop!" I yell trying to get away but that made his grip tighten. He grabbed me and forced me down onto the small couch I had in my office.

"You belong to me! I don't care how I mark you but it will happen!" he growled pushing my face into the cushions. I could barely breath with his hand pushing my face down. I felt tears fall as my pants and underwear were ripped from my body. I feel a painful sting as he forced himself into my clenched hole. I cry out in pain as he pulls out and forces himself deeper with each thrust. I feel the tears come out harder as he grunts and uses me.

"Stop please!" I yell pathetically as he chuckles coldly. He starts going harder with each cry I let out. I think he wants this to be painful. The more I plead the louder he grunts and the moe muffled my sounds get from the couch. I close my eyes, my second mistake. The flashbacks start, all of them trying to get to a hole to use. Being forced to take two at a time in my ass, and countless number in my mouth. Them all telling me how I'm a slut and a cock whore. I yell and beg them to stop. Who would think that my own father and covenant could do that on a daily bases to a 6 year old. I went through it for 84 human years. Till I was 18, I felt their hands on me and their dicks in me. The last thing I felt was a warm release inside me before I passed out.