Lord, I confess. I care about my friend, he means the world to me. And he doesn't know You. He isn't a Christian and... I'm scared one day I won't be able to save him from doing

I don't want to lose him, God. He's such an amazing person, with a great heart and talent. He's struggling to find something to hold on to, he won't tell, but I can just see it in his eyes. Something is gonna go down tonight, he lives a couple hours away from me, and I don't have my driving license yet.

Lord. Please, I'm begging you, he almost did yesterday, what's stopping him from doing it today. He's close Lord, he's so close to giving up and ending everything. Save him from whatever he is doing or will do. Please. Send someone, an angel, just don't let him do this. Please save him from the battlefield in his mind, help him to come to you, please save him Lord.

He's kind, nice, funny.. He's a wonderful friend.

I don't want to lose him, not like that.

I'll miss him.

8/3/22

-R