《The Devil I Love | Jikook Smut |》Chapter 17: The Sound Of Your Voice
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"Hello?"
The soft tone to that word never sounded so perfect before. Jungkook smiled to himself as he laid back against the bed with the phone against his ear as he talked to Jimin. Finally glad that he called the man at this moment.
"Hi, Jimin... it's me, Jeon Jungkook..." Jungkook spoke carefully. Thinking Jimin was sleeping before he woke him up for the call. "Did I wake you?"
"Mmh...no, I was already up,"
"Still working?"
"Of course not, I should be sleeping but here I am, staying up and thinking about many things...." Jimin mentioned and once he realized what he said, he changed the conversation quickly before Jungkook could ask him about what he was thinking about. To him, he didn't want to start off telling Jungkook all the pains he went through in his life and tended to only hide them further. He just didn't want to scare the young man away. "Do you still think about yesterday too?~"
Jungkook couldn't hide the smile over his face as he sat up on the bed and leaned against the headboard. "How could I not? I even had to delete it from the surveillance footage. But, even that was such a difficult thing for me..." Jungkook teased as Jimin then let out a giggle.
"Ah, I feel like I couldn't contain myself... I wanted to keep in touch with you, Jungkook. I'm glad you called back. I thought you would never contact me again after that," Jimin mentioned and switched the call into speaker before reaching over to a towel close by. Wanting to step out of the bathtub instead of staying there and crying every other night. Jimin felt no need to hide in there any longer when Jungkook was there on the phone to cheer him up.
"I was going to call you sooner, but I left the slip holding your number at my place and the moment I got back I decided to call. I just thought you were busy all day and must have been sleeping," Jungkook replied and looked at the ceiling as he spoke to Jimin, smiling at the soft giggles he would hear. Even if Jimin sounded exhausted, Jungkook was glad to hear from him. It was a feeling Jungkook had yet to experience towards Yoongi, so he held onto the unknown sensation a while longer since it also made him feel less alone in his own apartment.
"Sleep... that's interesting, I would love to experience it some time" Jimin joked along and heard Jungkook give off a chuckle. "Working so hard each and every day, it's hard for me to lay down and sleep at night. Maybe one of these days you could help me~"
"Oh my god..." Jungkook thought in his head as he grew red before letting out a chuckle and smiling to himself. "Maybe I could. Ah, Jimin, I wanted to ask you, what made you want to leave your phone number with me?"
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"That... I just figured I owed you something for tempting you. I couldn't contain myself any longer and after that, I just felt as if we should keep in touch at least. I wasn't planning on ignoring you after," Jimin confessed as he drained the bathtub and stepped out once he completely dried himself off. Wrapping a bathrobe around his small body as he spoke to Jungkook. "I also... can't get over it..."
"I see... I can't help but to say the same. I wanted to call and gain clarity about it. I couldn't think straight after we did it," Jungkook mentioned before he face palmed right after. "Of course I can't think straight, I'm anything but straight!" Jungkook thought in his head and shook it off right after.
"We should see each other again, maybe this time I can sort out those thoughts of yours~" Jimin spoke into the call. The devil himself disguised as an angel, tempted Jungkook with that soft voice that could whisper anything naughty and make it sound so innocent. Only Jimin had the power to wrap Jungkook around his finger just like that. "Don't you think just yesterday wasn't enough?" Jimin asked. Making sure he steered the conversation away from Jungkook asking about his day. Jimin had such a horrible one, he didn't want to think back at it now that he was on the phone with someone that made him happy.
"Jimin, you're not an angel at all~" Jungkook thought to himself. "It seemed enough for me... of course, I wouldn't know what is enough though."
"How come?"
"Well, I've never really done anything like that before..." Jungkook said. Trying to beat around the bush instead of confessing that he was a virgin before. Jungkook was someone who just never had the time to engage in something like that with another. He was very lonely after working hard each and every day. Surely he had his fair share of crushes, but never enough to actually share a relationship with.
"Ah- you were a virgin? Oh, that's unbelievable~ I'm shocked..." Jimin replied and finally reached his bed where he sat down and kept the speaker on. "It didn't seem like it, but I can tell you know a lot about this. I'm glad to be the one you trusted with your first."
"Don't put it like that.... Fuck, now he probably thinks I'm some creep and why is he telling me this like I was the bottom here?!" Jungkook shouted in his head and rolled his blond hair back while his face beamed in a vibrant hue of crimson red. "I... I'm a very hardworking man so I didn't have time to be with anyone. I've had my few crushes here and there yet, never anyone I could be with while I was handling my own business. I had to make some sacrifices. But... I wouldn't mind seeing you again, I feel like aside from a professional space, it would be so much better."
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"Oh, it will be~ I have much to show you then... only if you let me, is that alright?"
"Yes, that's alright with me."
"Jungkook..." Jimin said with a pleasant sigh before smiling to himself. "I'll let you know when I'm available... but just know it could take a while, I'm not even aware of my own schedule."
"Take your time, there's no rush at all," Jungkook assured. He was still embarrassed that he had to let Jimin know that just yesterday was his first experience, but in a way, Jimin didn't make fun of him like the way he expected him to. Inside, Jungkook was still holding back the urge of slamming his hand over his red face once again. But with the assuring sound to Jimin's gentle voice, it was enough to make him feel less insecure about it. "Jimin..."
"Yes?"
"I was wondering... what made you want to do it with me?" Jungkook asked, wanting to clear his mind at the moment and await Jimin's answer. "All day I just imagined you were feeling the same way I felt... Jimin, are you lonely too?"
"I... I am... and I just... wanted you at that moment. When I want something, I just go for it," Jimin confessed. Never thinking Jungkook would catch onto what he felt the day before so easily. Aside from lust, Jimin hid many things from the world when it came to his true feelings and only Jungkook was able to catch onto it so easily.
"I've always thought you had someone and wouldn't act out and do something with me, but I'm so glad you felt the same thing I was feeling at the moment. I read those pages written in your eyes, and it was just like the book I've memorized many times by now. Knowing that we don't really know each other that much, but we were able to share the same feeling... just made me feel so assured. I hope I get to know more about you, I know there's so much more behind that angelic image."
"Oh... I hope to know more about you too, Jungkook..." Jimin replied and quickly found a way to escape this conversation before it got any deeper. "I'll call you when I can, I need to find a way to get to sleep without distracting myself. When I have a glimpse of what my schedule will look like, I'll let you know. Good night..."
"It's been great talking to you, I can't wait to see you again, until then. Goodnight, Jimin," Jungkook concluded as he hung up right after. Leaving Jimin to stare at the ceiling with an uneasy glare.
Jimin's happiness left him the moment the call ended. He didn't want to end the call and became upset with himself the moment that Jungkook wanted to know more, he refused it. Jimin had issues in letting others in when it came to what he really went through. Such things shouldn't be brought onto others, that's what Jimin always believed in and wanted to protect his happiness from the things he hid away. The model wanted to lock Jungkook in and keep him from reaching the many things that could worry him. Jimin wanted to feel happy with the man and through that, he only wanted to keep their contact passionate and sweet. Nothing further than what he wanted. That's why Jimin hoped to avoid personal things when it came to Jungkook.
Jimin turned over on his side like always and hugged himself as his smile faded by now. He wanted to call Jungkook back again to hear the sound of his voice, but he feared letting him in. He feared Jungkook finding out so much about his past to the point where Jimin would trust him and something would go wrong the next. In a way to keep Jungkook, Jimin refused to let him in.
"Everything should stay as it is... I can't bear the thought if I let you know so much... I could scare you away and miss the sound of your voice. You made my day happier and I want to keep it that way, Jungkook..." Jimin spoke to himself as he distracted himself further so the memories he locked away wouldn't resurface.
If it meant keeping a special and a passionate relationship with Jungkook to make him stay and keep him from seeing all the tears the young idol shed, then Jimin was willing to do so. He had issues when it came to trusting others due to his past with a certain someone who harmed him before. So keeping Jungkook at this level with him for the moment until he knew he would stay, seemed like a good way to go. Not perfect, but just good enough to ease his troubled mind.
Aside from Jimin, Jungkook was able to sleep well after adding Jimin to his contacts. He woke up feeling as if he knocked out a few pounds off his mind. But he couldn't help but to wonder if he was really going to meet up with Jimin just to share another passionate moment with him. Even if Jungkook had clarity of how Jimin felt yesterday, he began to realize that Jimin was willing to feed into a special relationship they had. Jungkook knew that if he had feelings for Yoongi, he would stop right here with Jimin. But deep down, Jungkook couldn't find any words to describe the way he admired Yoongi. His heart would still beat for the man, but he spent the time distracted by Jimin. Challenging the feelings Jungkook thought he had for his employee at the end of every day.
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