《The Devil I Love | Jikook Smut |》Chapter 36: Paradise
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All of this, the way his heart pounded for Park Jimin to the way his face turned red at the sight or even the feeling of him, all tied into Jungkook's feelings that were developing towards Jimin. He let the older man lay over his body while they were still silent and thinking back at how good and gentle this session was. It was enough to fill Jungkook's stomach with butterflies every second he caressed his special partner with just a touch. Of course, he would only feel this way towards Jimin and he knew it.
"Ah, what am I doing... I can't make you stay here..." Jungkook whispered and pulled his hands away from Jimin's grasps to then roll his own blond hair back. "You're a celebrity, a busy one at that! I can't be selfish towards you like this."
"Jungkook..." Jimin whispered before raising his head to look Jungkook in the eyes and smile. "I'm not going back... I want to stay here and if I want something I will have it. The Director could lose his mind if I'm not there but I don't care. I've wanted a day off for a while now... but he never gave me one due to all of my work. Now, I'm taking it how I like it and he can't tell me otherwise."
Jimin was so sure that he wanted to stay with Jungkook. The young man was blushing at the thought but then remembered that Jimin was a clingy one when it came to him so he understood why Jimin was all in to stay. Jimin just didn't know that his feelings for the young man had yet to be known since he was so focused on the happiness he could gain from Jungkook every second. His feelings weren't in the mix only because Jimin was afraid to fall for someone. It was something about him that drew the line when it came to falling for someone and trusting said person, those were sensitive topics Jimin wanted to keep hidden away from Jungkook. Hidden because he had his own taste of pain in those categories and was scared to even touch it with anyone else. So with Jungkook, he only chased the happiness he longed to feel. Nothing more.
"Aren't you afraid your Director might punish you for something like that? Surely that man can't always let his little angel step all over him and do what he wants, right?" Jungkook asked in concern. Worrying about Jimin's career. But he didn't know the weight of his words that left Jimin silent and looking away.
"Don't say... things like that. I'm not his little angel anymore, I'm not an angel and I'll never be one as perfect as that.... You telling me I'm 'his little angel' isn't right. And I'm not afraid of him at all! I've been through worse and that man... that man doesn't scare me," Jimin replied. Hiding a few lies about the Director being someone that didn't scare him when in reality, he truly did. Jimin lied to come off more stronger than the weak little angel he was. He wanted to be seen differently by Jungkook when the world believed he was a saint.
Jungkook worried the moment Jimin silenced himself. Was there something going on in Jimin's life that the young man needed to know. He looked into the teary eyes Jimin carried and suddenly, ran his hand down his chin and pointed Jimin's face towards him. Instantly making the model's eyes widen once again. There it was, the action that made Jimin wake up in fear just the other night. Jungkook thought this was delicate, but it came off as a terrible familiarity to Jimin. He has seen this all before.
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"Jimin... are you okay? Talk to me..." Jungkook whispered as Jimin quickly sat up and pulled his face away from Jungkook's hand after he felt him point his face towards his direction with just the touch of his chin.
"I... I'm sleepy..." Jimin whispered and got off the young man to then lay on one side of the bed. Facing the opposite side of the room while Jungkook only stared in concern.
There wasn't a moment where Jungkook didn't worry about the way Jimin behaved. The light blond haired man was always cold towards some certain topics and became distant like he did now. However, Jungkook knew with the lack of communication and conversation the two shared given their 'special' relationship, he had no other choice but to drop his questions. But that didn't mean he would forget them. Jungkook was falling for Park Jimin, so anything that seemed off about the beautiful model, he would worry about now.
Since Jimin was extremely clingy to the young man at times even when they haven't seen each other in a while, Jungkook found it odd how a few words and a subtle touch to the chin would push him away. Jungkook just didn't know enough to connect the dots but kept every interaction tucked away in his thoughts.
By sunrise, Jungkook opened his eyes to see Jimin sitting on a chair, staring at him and already wearing his dress shirt tented over his naked body. His light blond hair was damp and his face lit up the moment Jungkook woke up. He was like a child; excited to see Jungkook wake up despite sleeping on the opposite side of the bed and not clinging onto the young man at all.
"Good morning, Jungkook~" Jimin said into a gentle smirk as Jungkook rubbed his eyes and sat up, noticing how Jimin got up and walked over to his side of the bed. Instantly, the older man leaned in and kissed him on his lips, pressing him down against the bed and feeling his warm lips against his in the early morning.
Jungkook blushed to the morning kiss he was given and smiled into it while his hands ran up his own dress shirt that looked bigger on Jimin's small body. The young man just didn't know how much he would enjoy the sight of someone wearing his white dress shirt over nothing. Not to mention, it was a little see-through too!
"Jimin... you're up so early," Jungkook whispered and looked at the charming man, caging him under with a bright smile. "Were you watching me sleep?"
"What's wrong with that?"
"I knew you were a little too clingy~" Jungkook teased but also kept it known that he did realize one of Jimin's knacks to cling onto the young man. Not that it bothered him as of right now, but he noticed it. Right there, Jimin continued to smile and look Jungkook in the eyes so charmingly. Feeling the ray of happiness shine on him while Jungkook's heart was pounding for someone who had yet to realize it all. Jimin was just too blinded by the happiness he wanted to chase after suffering for so long.
"Is that a problem, Jeon Jungkook? What are you going to do about it?" Jimin whispered and subtly brushed his lip over Jungkook's. "So what if I'm a little obsessed?"
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"-Ah, could you wait until I'm out of bed?" Jungkook asked as Jimin quickly sat over his hips. Not wanting to get off of him at all.
"Who said I wanted another round?~ if you want it, I'll never say no to you... you spoil me, I'll do the same to you."
"Jimin, you have a lot of energy in the morning... Did you sleep well?" Jungkook asked as Jimin nodded his head. "I feel like... I said something wrong yesterday, I wanted to say I'm sorry about that. I didn't know you didn't like being called that name," the young man quickly changed the conversation to see if Jimin would respond to it now. Leaving no other room for excuses. "If you don't want me to touch you there, I won't do it. Just tell me, Jimin. You know you could talk to me and I know that given our relationship, it's hard and-"
"You overthink so much, Jungkook~ aren't you just a cute one?" Jimin interrupted and leaned in to kiss him. Shutting down the conversation before it could even start. "I'll make us something to eat if you'd like~ I also took a shower so the whole bathroom is wet. Given how I've never lived in an apartment like this before, I didn't know how to use that type of shower, but now I do! It's a little messy though..."
Jimin got off of the young man. Changing the conversation and walking to the kitchen area of the small apartment as Jungkook laid there. Catching onto how swift Jimin pushed his own words away just to keep the atmosphere happy.
"Yeah... um... that's how showers are here... pretty normal for everyone actually," Jungkook added on. Tossing away those caring and comforting words he hoped to give to Jimin in a way to get to know him better. But he kept hitting a brick wall with Jimin. It was as if he refused to let Jungkook step a little closer even if he dared to. There was no way to get to know him better, but Jungkook was too determined and curious to even stop there.
"Given how I grew up with a silver spoon, I've only seen those showers on tv! I'm so used to my walk in shower, I didn't know the water gets on the sink, the toilet and the mirror!" Jimin continued. Knowing well that Jungkook wanted to continue talking to Jimin about what happened before they went to sleep, but Jimin refused to. He didn't want to let Jungkook in at all. So, he played it off well and Jungkook caught the signs to drop the conversation. For now, that is.
Jungkook watched Jimin set out a pan and the rice cooker before smiling to himself. Despite Jimin having everything handed to him, he was well aware of how to do things on his own. It was the freedom he was given by being with Jungkook that made him this happy. But Jungkook didn't know how Jimin viewed him at all. On the other hand, he was so sure how he viewed the charming model himself.
"Jungkook, I'm going to order Ingredients for you. Too many instant cups of ramen isn't that great for your body. I don't really see many things in here you could cook with..."
"Oh... you don't have to do that, I mostly eat takeout..."
"For a man with a great body like that, it's not a very good meal plan," Jimin replied and looked back with a smile. "Let me order things for you, Jungkook."
"You... already ordered the roses for me and sent me a check for the room that night at the love hotel. I don't want you to spend much on me, besides, wouldn't this show up in your transactions? I don't want someone to find out about us," Jungkook worried, but Jimin quickly shook his head and picked up his phone to turn it on after a long night of having it off.
"No one is going to know, I'm in control of my transaction history. You worry about the wrong things, Jungkook~ I do this because I want to," Jimin replied and looked down at his own phone to see the notifications pop up. There were many calls from Namjoon but they weren't enough to fill up his screen like the Director's texts and phone calls did. Jimin's blood went cold after seeing so many messages left behind and about fifty missed calls from the Director. Jimin gawked at his phone for a brief second as if his own little paradise came crumbling down.
Jimin froze in place just looking at the messages of the Director in the notification panel when suddenly, he didn't notice that Jungkook walked towards him and gave him a hug from the back. Gently wrapping his arms around his waist but keeping his hips held back from Jimin's rear. Knowing well that Jimin didn't like the feeling of Jungkook behind him given the position he told him he didn't like just earlier. Jungkook remembered what Jimin said about that and respected him. Not pressing his hips against Jimin and making him uncomfortable. He didn't know the reason why, but seeing how distant Jimin became when Jungkook touched his chin and called him the director's angel, made Jungkook afraid of making Jimin shut him out again.
Once Jimin felt Jungkook's arms wrap around his waist and the younger man's head pressed against his shoulder so carefully, Jimin set his phone down and looked back to see the blushing man smiling into the back hug. Giving Jimin the dose of happiness and protecting him from his demons the moment they came crawling back to him. Jungkook was there in Jimin's paradise. He was always there to make him happy. Jimin held the hands of the young man over his waist and smiled to himself. Forgetting the many missed calls and messages from his Director.
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