It has been a few weeks since my amazing nights with Tae. Even with the symptoms and after effects of the craving long gone he still keeps me as close as he can as often as he can. I love it. Between him, Yoongi and Jungkook, as of right now I am showered with so much attention and care that I almost can't stand it.

It also brings up an important fact I can't avoid forever, the fact that there is only one of me. I am singular in my uniqueness to the group bonded souls. How can I realistically expect to be able to satisfy seven men? Does us being soulmates equate to automatically being physically compatible with each other? Those questions are a constant in my recent train of thoughts.

I was reading yet another rejection email from one of the nine I've sent my resume too and was beginning to feel disheartened. This was my fourth rejection in the last two weeks. I was sitting in the living room scoffing at my laptop before slamming it shut and tossing it away from me onto another part of the large sectional. I pulled the throw keeping my legs warm over my head and grunted in pure frustration.

A male voice startled my presence, I knew some of the guys were home but I had not seen much of anyone all afternoon so I forgot. I pulled the blanket off my face, messing my hair in the process. I pushed back the loosened strands and looked up to see a handsome face with newly dyed hair. It was a natural blonde with highlights to make it look voluminous and shiny now instead of the pretty pink I'd grown accustomed to.

"Aww what's the matter with the baby?"

"Were the same age" I huffed, playfully rolling my eyes

"I know but you're still our cute little baby" he sat next to me and threw his arm over my shoulder to give me a side hug. He's been super nice and sweet to me too. He seems to always pop up when I'm not feeling too great, guess our emotional connection is the real deal.

"I'm okay Jimin and thank you" he kissed my temple. I hate that I worry him, and Hobi so much sometimes. It's not on purpose I just can't hold my feeling in like I used to now that I'm connected

"I know you are, I just thought you could also use a hug" he explained, with his arm still over me. It felt nice. I've learned that I am actually a HUGE fan of physical affection, I fucking love it. I live for their hugs, kisses, random touches here and there, it's my favorite serotonin boost. Who would've guessed that? Certainly not me.

"I'm sorry, How are you Jimin? Every time we have a conversation I'm the topic and that's not fair. Please talk to me about you" I turned to face him more and to see that beautiful smile he wears, making him unable to see just like mine does to me.

"I don't mind, you're interesting and I love being someone you can talk to freely."

"I know but I still want to hear about you, what is going on in Jimin's world today?" I held my chin up with a fist, giving him a questioning look "Tell me"

"Well, today I was feeling sad about that performance we recorded two days ago. I'm not happy with my dancing" he looked away for the first time since he sat down. "Everyone says I was perfect but I couldn't see it and I feel like I messed up and made everyone else work harder because of me"

"Let me see it" I know they review their practices like hyper fixated maniacs so I'm positive he's got it on his phone. Jimin pulls out his device and pulls up the video. I can feel him watching me watching it, anxious as my face had not given him a hint of what I was thinking. It ended and I pushed my lips to the side

"I knew it! I was all over the place an-" my burst of laughter shut him up as well as confused him, I think I detected a hint of anger as well. I smacked him upside the head ""

"You are a fool. You did amazing Jimin! What exactly do you think was so bad about the performance? You looked as in sync as ever and smooth, I'm struggling to see the invisible problem"

"You're just saying that to make me feel better"

"No I am not. One thing you should know about me by now, is that I will not lie to make you happy. That only leads to more heartache or disappointment in the end. Sweetheart, you are such a beautiful talent and I really hate when you guys beat yourselves up unnecessarily. Your dancing was great Jimin and you know I believe that because you are one of the few people on this earth I am physically unable to lie to. You did a great job so get out of your head" I said, pushing his hair back

'"But-"

"But nothing, there are no buts. You did exactly what you were supposed to do with that Jimin style I have learned to look forward to"

"Jimin style?" he questions with crinkled eyebrows

"Mmhmm. The way you add a piece of yourself to everything you do and make it look smoother and sexier. You know exactly what I'm talking about, it's your appeal. From the looks you give to the fluid motions of a body roll to the way to speak. Babe you're talent is so obvious and pure and I know you've worked hard to refine it over the years so have more faith in yourself and your abilities. You're a phenomenal dancer and here's a secret, even when you do mess up it's still okay because that's life. We won't be perfect or great every single time but this time, this time you were superb" I smiled at him.

Jimin stared at me for a while, I was wondering if my pep talk was for nought until I felt his pillowy soft lips on my. The initial shock wore off in 0.2 seconds and I moved my mouth to sync with his. This was not my first kiss with Jimin but it was my first kiss with Jimin. I opened my mouth to allow his tongue to enter and I was so glad I did, it moved like a sexy snake. A moan emitted from somewhere when I felt his hands cup my breast, I knew where this was going and I welcomed it.

"Are you wearing a bra?"

"No" he grinned and took my lips again, his right hand was now underneath the hoodie I wore, caressing my naked mounds, making me moan again. He pushed me back onto the sofa cushion and threw the blanket down to the floor.

"Hoodie off. Now" were his next words so I obeyed him "Good girl" he groaned, licking his ridiculously kissable lips while gaping at my bare chest that was presented just for him. Jimin took turns kissing all over each one, slowly dragging his warm wet muscle in circular motions from the swell to the little peak that he flicked with the tip of his tongue.

After what felt like hours of teasing he took one into his mouth, the right one. His right hand covered my left tit, squeezing it and pinching my nipple sending tingle to my womanhood that was now wet, near dripping. I loved the way he made my body respond to his touch, the heat from his skin touching me left my body begging for more. His right hand began travelling down my body until it reached the leg opening of my shorts and I felt his fingers brush the damp gusset of my panties. Jimin's mouth switched to my right breast giving it the same attention he gave it's twin.

"Jimin..." I whispered feeling the sharp bite of his teeth, not too hard but with my nipples being as hard and sensitive as they were all sensations increased.

His nibbles only made me want more. My heated core throbbed and clenched around nothing as he made out with my breasts, leaving no part untouched. One of my hands dropped to his hair, my fingers running through the silky tresses while his finger still danced on the outside of my underwear.

"Can I touch you here?" he pressed my cotton covered southern lips further messing my panties with my warm juices that were seeping through the absorbent fabric.

"Please, uuhhhhh" I moaned. Jimin pushed my panties to the side and played with my wetness, spreading it all over my lips then dividing them and gently rubbing up the length of my slit, not touching my clit yet.

He was building me up, teasing me. I was panting and having trouble keeping my eyes open. I rolled my hips trying to force more pressure and friction but he lessened his touch at my attempt to rush him. My baby face soulmate hovered above me, leaving my erected buds wet with his saliva and kissing my lips up top again. This kiss was hot and sloppy and so perfect. He peppered softer kisses on my neck and right shoulder then just when I was about to call his name again he pushed one finger in, curling it over and over again. I was climbing the mountain and near the peak when he added a second, using them in tandem to bring me to the brink of orgasm.

"You're clenching so hard"

"Make me cum, please Jimin" I begged in a whimper. He sat up right and looked down at his fingers working my core, my juices spilling over onto his hands and shorts. "Oh, oh... god" I moaned, smashing half of my face into the back pillow.

His thumb pressed on my clit as he continued to finger me and I couldn't hold on any longer. I screwed my eyes shut and my mouth held an O-shape when the coiled snapped and my orgasm shook my legs. Jimin kept going until my body sank into the cushions and I snapped my thighs shut on his hand until I was sure the last wave washed over me. My legs fell open and he slowly pulled his fingers from my core and stuck both in his sexy mouth, sucking off the honey I drizzled on them, licking up what dripped down his hand and wrist.

"You are delicious" his voice was deeper than I remembered. I was spent and he looked proud that he was the reason "Tell me how I made you feel"

"So, so good. That was so good" I breathed. He smirked then leaned over me to grab my hoodie to help me put it back on. I felt limp and sleepy so I yawned

"Nap time?" I nodded with my lips pouted out which he kissed before pulling me between his legs, I was able to reach the blankets on the floor and placed it over us "I love holding you like this"

"I love it when you hold me, you're really comfortable" he chuckled and kissed my temple while wrapping his arms around me

"Thank you Ma-ri, for saying what you said, for being honest with me. Your confidence in me is needed and appreciated, with all of your by my side and behind me I feel like I can really do anything"

"You can babe, I'm proud of you all the time" My eyes were closed and I was beyond comfortable in his warm embrace, it was only seconds later that I was asleep slowly fading out of consciousness but not before I heard his last words

"I love you already"

***

A few days later I was checking my emails, hopeful that at least one publishing company would want an interview but I was met with rejection again. I couldn't understand why none of them even wanted to talk or meet with me. I was well versed in Korean literature, when I decided to study Literature I minored in Korean/Asian Lit as well and I was a great editor. I didn't want to assume that ALL the companies were rejecting me for the same and obvious reason but the possibility was there.

I wanted to give the benefit of the doubt like I was expecting. I had been cooped up in my bedroom since yesterday afternoon, the lack of a job situation put me in a funk and I didn't feel very social so I kind of avoided everyone. My stomach started growling so I popped out into a mostly quiet house and made my way to the kitchen. I didn't really want to cook, I wanted takeout which reminded me that I've been pigging out ever since I moved back, I need to get back on track...but not today.

I stood with the refrigerator door open looking over what ingredients we had but I had already convinced myself to order food I didn't really need. Oh well! I closed the door, almost jumping out of my skin to see Jin standing behind it.

" You scared the hell out of me" I say with my hand over my chest feeling the heavy thudding of my heart

"Sorry, I thought you heard me coming in" he said as I stepped away from the stainless steel appliance. He reached in to grab a bottle of water "Hungry?"

"Yeah but I already decided to order food for delivery" he simply nodded after taking a gulp of the cold liquid. I was about to go back to my room to order my food when he spoke again

"Are you having any luck with finding a job?" I couldn't tell if he was asking out of genuine interest or because he was tired of me being home all day, either way he had no sting to his tone so I engaged

"Uhh not yet. Unfortunately, all I have received so far are rejection emails but something is bound to come through eventually. I expanded my skill levels to include online media publishing as well so I'm hopeful"

"I'm sure you'll land a job soon"

"Thanks" he turned to leave and I really wanted him to stay but I didn't want to push him so I kept quiet. I think that was the longest conversation we've had so far.

The extent of my relationship with Jin is like two roommates that barely know each other but only one likes it that way. I still don't even know what type of connection we have which is weird. I should have felt something by now from him yet there was radio silence. Almost three week ago he and Hoseok were going at it and I hoped I would get a hint but nothing, from Jin at least. I checked off the physical connection, I thought maybe it was a mental connection but he shut that down saying he never once dreamed of me or thought of me prior and after meeting me and I didn't feel our brain waves syncing up so I 86'd that leaving the emotional bond. I watched him for days trying to feel anything similar to what he was expressing and again I was left unknowing and confused.

Could we possibly be soulmates without a connection? He has the mark so we must connect in some way, I needed to do more research. I stood in the kitchen thinking for I don't know how long when Jimin and Taehyung came in together

"Oh, just the person we were looking for," Jimin smiled, jumping off of Tae's back and kissing my cheek. Taehyung opted for my lips

"What's up?" I asked while ordering my food, finally.

"Would you be disappointed if we combined our dates and both took you out at the same time?" Taehyung asked, the sleeves of his t-shirt were rolled up revealing his lean arms

"No I wouldn't, what do you two have in mind?"

"A spa day, complete relaxation and luxurious pampering from head to toe for the three of us on Sunday"

"Ooh that sounds perfect, I've been stressed out about my job situation and everything else so I could definitely use it"

"Excellent" Jimin clapped "I can't wait"

"Me either" Tae added, he looked me up and down with a mischievous smirk. I had no idea what he was thinking but it must have been something naughty.

Even since my experiences with Jimin and Taehyung I've been wanting more. Several nights I wanted to knock on Tae's door and spread myself for him but I was still nervous to initiate the first move. On both occasions the first move was made for me so all I had to do was go with the flow but I knew I couldn't always wait for someone else to step up to the plate. I needed to talk to my sister, maybe she could help me out. I decided to call her after I ate and get her advice.

"Baby are you okay? You're spacing out?" Tae asked, standing in front of me

"Sorry, yeah I'm fine. Just thinking is all" I offered a small smile to him.

"I miss you" his voice hummed

"I haven't gone anywhere silly" his smirk returned and his hands grabbed my hips, immediately I felt warmer

"I meant sexually" he ran one hand up my inner thigh, stopping just before reaching my center but I'm positive he could feel the heat radiating from me. "My door is always open, baby. Always"

"Mine too" Jimin said sneaking up behind me

If my food appetite didn't outweigh my sexual one I might've let them take me right there in the kitchen. I needed to talk to Minji, fast!