When i woke up the next morning my freaking knees was killing me. I guess when Rari grabbed me i hit my knees on the ground to hard. I gathered all my things and took the bus home. When i got home the door was unlocked. It usually be locked due to the neighborhood we stay in. It was dark and empty. The only light was from the window. I sat my things in my closet and grabbed my blanket. I took a seat on the couch and found myself falling back to sleep.

"Wake your fat ass up" i heard a voice say. I rolled over to find myself looking staight in the eyes of my sister. "You was at the mall with my nigga" she said. "No what are you talking about" i said. "Look at the pictures bitch what was so funny i want to laugh too" she said showing me the pictures of me and Rari at the mall laughing. I looked at nikki and she was full of anger "Look let me explain nikki i was sitting down and rari came up to me because i was eating alone" i said standing up. "No need to explain bitch" she said spitting straight in my face. I was in shock. How can you spit on someone that is the most disgusting thing a person can ever do to someone. Especially with nikki spit she a hoe no telling who seman she just wasted on my face. "Nikki we are just friends" I yelled at her holding back the tears. I began to walk off and she grabbed me by my hair and yanked me to the ground. She than got on top of me and started wailing on me. "Nikki stop" i said. I tried to cover my face and fight back but i couldn't she over powered me. She than started dragging me through the house. I finally got to my feet and yanked away from her hold. She than tried to run back up on me but i ran to the kitchen. I ran because i never defended myself before. I dont know how to fight not one bit. "Why you running bitch" she said throwing shit at me. Then my moma walked through the door saving my ass. When she seen her house the way it was. She got mad. "What the fuck going on" she said. "Your fat ass daughter was caught with my man at the mall the other day i asked her what happened and she acted stupid so i beat her ass" Nikki yelled. "But i wasnt with him i came with someone else he came up to me i dont want your man" I said spitting blood in the sink from my mouth.

"How you go to the mall" my moma asked. I lied "i was with my friend China and her moma she was looking for a job" i said.

"Look yall need to get my fucking house back together and you need to get your own man that sloppy second shit is not accepted in my house" my moma said.

I limped to the bathroom pushing past my Nikki. I had a swollen eye and a fucking black eye. My nose was bleeding from my piercing. I had some scratches on my neck. My top lip was busted. Plus a swollen jaw. I was fucked and school was in the morning. My own fucking moma basically didnt even give to fucks about me or nikki jumping on me. She always taking up for nikki. I closed my eyes and tears fell repeatedly. I slammed the bathroom door shut when I seen my Chris looking at me. Within thirty minutes of pouring my eyes out i heard the door knob turning. "Someone is in here" i said. It opened anyways and i looked up in a annoyed manner. "You good" Chris asked giving me a ice pack.

I took the ice pack from Chris hands. I pushed him away from the door and shut it. I know it was rude but where was his help when nikki was going all upside my head just a minute ago. I got mopped through the house and he ain't do shit. I am so sick and tired of staying in this house.

I cleaned myself up and stayed in the bathroom until my eye attempted to go down. I looked in the mirror and pulled strings of hair out my head. She literally pulled out my real hair. I'm surprised I didn't have a bald spot. "Terra just a few more months" I told myself in encouragement.

I cut the light off and went to the couch and laid back down. I stayed up for a little while on alert for nikki just incase she try to sneak me or some but, soon i felt myself drifting asleep.