I looked at the pregnancy test and read it over and over again "Pregnant I can't be pregnant Kayla" I said almost in tears.

"Look you and rari love each other he will understand I promise you" Kayla said rubbing my back.

"No Kayla I'm not crying because of that I'm crying because, the baby might not be Rari's" i said looking up at her.

"Okay that's fine just give Rari and him a DNA test but make sure they know about each other first" she said.

"No Kayla your not understanding me I cheated on Rari with multiple guys I don't know who baby this might be" I said being honest.

"How many guys Nikki" Kayla said.

I started to cry even harder. "Probably 2 or 3" I said.

"Okay in the last month or 6 months Nikki talk to me so we can do the math" Said Kayla.

"2 or 3 guys in a day sometimes or at times I have sex with 2 men at the same time. I couldn't tell you how many men I slept with this month because I don't know I just do" I said being honest.

"Nikki that's not good you should go to a clinic you should get checked and I'm not saying this to judge you I'm saying this because I love you Nikki I think you have a sex addiction or something all I know is that you should seek and get help" Kayla said looking me in my eyes.

"I don't need help nor a clinic I'm perfectly fine I feel great" I said. "I actually went to the health department not to long ago" I added lien. Honestly the last time I went to get a check up was when I was little probably a little after Terra father died. My mom didn't care much after he died she had got a new boy friend and got hooked on drugs. She stopped taking care of us in general all we did was stay in her house. I had to provide for myself physically and mentally even if that included stealing, fucking, or selling. I had to get it how I lived. That's when I met Rari. I didn't need to steal or suck and fuck no more. He took care of me, but I ain't need that I just needed love. Honestly I just think Rari loved what I did for him. So why treat him good and I felt used. So I started to use him. Only fucking with him when I need sex, weed, a ride, or money. I ain't do that for free tho. There has been plenty of times I done made sells for Rari. Picked his dope or money up when he needed me to.

I loved him. Even though he probably did use me just know deep down inside I got his heart. I took his virginity, I was his first kiss. I was his first everything.

"So what you going to do because now he with Terra" Kayla said.

"What do you mean he is with Terra" I said snatching her phone.

I looked and Rari made a tweet talking about out with the old and in with the new and have a picture of Terra sleep in his bed. He had so many comments. "This nigga told me he didn't even have a fucking Twitter but he can post this bitch" I said getting upset.

"Wow I can't believe she talking to your ex" Kayla said.

"When I see that bitch I'm a beat her ass" I said passing Kayla her phone back.

I grabbed my cell phone and tried to call Rari. "Girl this man done blocked my fucking number" I said smacking my hand on the wall.

I was beyond pissed. "Tell your boyfriend that I'm pregnant".

"Why" Kayla said.

"Use your head Kayla if you tell your boyfriend he gone tell my brother and Chris is going to tell Rari and he ain't gone have no choice but to get in touch with me" I explained.

"Oh okay but what if he tell Rari and he don't care and be like "why you telling me" you already know how Hakeem is. Why can't you just go tell Chris he your brother" she said.

"No because Chris is going to think I'm lien me and him be bumping heads at times" I explained.

"Fine" she said sending Hakeem a text.

"Make sure you only say I'm pregnant nun of that extra shit that you be doing Kayla" I told her. At times Kayla can run her mouth a little to much. I told her what I wanted her to know because if anyone find out about what I told her I'll know I can't trust this bitch and she a snake.

I'm testing her trust.