After the fight things went kind of left. It's like nikki disappeared off the face of the earth. She won't show her face but she could send a text.

Everybody found out that nikki was pregnant . I was starting to think everything was a lie but Kayla told Hakeem and Instead of Hakeem telling Rari or Chris he told everybody. Kayla stupid ass fuck though the baby could be Hakeems I mean him and nikki did have sex so let's keep that in mind.

My only problem is Rari didn't even tell me. I found out from a text message from his phone.

The rumors had got so bad Rari finally broke down and told me like it was a surprise or some shit. Than come to find out the message was old whoever told him told him way before.

He didn't know that I already knew . I felt like he should of been told me I'm his girlfriend, but when he told me I wanted to smack fire from his ass. I just looked at him and walked away. Ever since than shit aint been going right.

That baby really got me bugging. The stress has really brought me even lower. After class I went to the library. I usually wait on my boyfriend or should I say "Nikki's baby father". I rolled my eyes at the thought of it. I looked at my vibrating phone which read my love. "Hello" i said almost in a whisper. "Where are you im at your locker" Rari said in a worry. "Im in the libary" i said. "Im on my way" he said. "Babe no im-" i was cut off. He hung up. I put my phone into my pocket and started to study. I was trying so hard but all i could think about is Nikki and the baby. What if it is Rari baby. How far along is she. Is Rari going to leave me. Do he still have feelings for her. I mean a baby needs their father right. "Baby you good" Rari said breaking my thoughts. "Yea im fine just studying" i said. "Whats on your mind" he asked. "Nothing" i said keeping the conversation short and simple. I didn't want to get on the baby subject. "Tell me how you feel T no secrets remember" he said. "No secrets" i said repeating him. "Yea thats what i said" he said looking lost. "You kept Nikki pregnancy away from me but no secrets right" i said getting a little loud. "I told you baby" he said. "No i been fucking knew i seen the message" i said to him in frustration. "I was going to tell you i just needed the right time" he said throwing his hands up. "Oh so the right time is after hearing all the rumors after fucking weeks of hiding the fact my fucking sister is pregnant with my boy friends first born" i said yelling at him. I was holding back to much shit and i had to let it out. I was so fed up with everything and everyone. I done took to much shit. A young girl can only take so much. "Im sorry but i was with her first i mean we fucked so many times with out a condom this shit was bound to happen at some point but baby i love you but if that baby is mine im doing everything in my power-" i cut him off. "Everything in your power huh well you do that i hope that shit makes you happy next time wrap it up" i said grabbing my bag and books. I left Rari there looking dumb. At this moment fuck everyone and everything. Im tired of taking shit from people. I put my things right in my locker and left the school. I plugged my head phones in and walked. I didnt know where i was going or how far i was going i just walked. Rari blew my phone up but i didnt stop i just kept walking. After a while my feet started to hurt i was walking so fast and long. I took a seat on the bus to the beach where Rari first took me that night of the party.

I stared at the beautiful sky. I took my shoes off and walked thru the sand. This place is so peaceful. "Im sorry" someone said grabbing my waist from behind. I turned around and looked Rari in his eyes. "This is really stressing me out" i said. Rari pulled me onto his lap while he sat in the sad. I laid my head on his chest. "There is no happiness for me like what did i do to earn this fucked up life" i said kicking sand from between my toes. "Look at me" Rari said grabbing my face."You aint did shit baby girl you are the best thing that has ever happened to me" Rari said touching his lips to mines. "You mean that Rari" i said. "I mean everything i tell you baby" he said smiling. I smiled. "Its me and you forever" he added. "You say that and than the next thing i know your gone" i said speaking the truth. "What else more do i have to do to prove to you that your all i need Terra you are far from perfect" he said. I looked him in his eyes and tried to read him. "I love you Rari" I said wrapping my arms around him. "I love you more" he said wrapping his arms around my waist. We talked for a minute more and I got tired. Rari stood up and picked me up off my feet. "Rari what are you doing put me down" I yelled.

"You better not fucking drop me" I yelled. He laughed and started spinning in circles.

"Baby I ain't gone drop your scary ass" he said putting me down.

"I aint trying to leave yet" I said. "When we graduate we should take a trip to the Bahamas or some I want to get out for a while before we go off to college what you think" he said.

"I would love too rari ill travel anywhere with you" I said kissing his lips.

"How did I become so lucky"? He asked.

I shrugged my shoulders "you tell me".