When I got up. I put on the sandals Devin gave me and went to return my room key. He was happy to see me. "Leaving to soon" he said. "Yes and this is yours" I said giving him the room key. "Will I ever see you again" he said smiling. "One day but I have to go or im a miss my bus" I said. He gave me a hug and I left. I got on the bus and was on my way back home. When I arrived back in my city. I wanted to hurl. I didn't want to come back. Once I get these keys off I'm a disappear like not to long ago, but this time I won't be looking back. My main focus was to find a place to hide this duffle bag. I took a cab to my mothers house. When I got there I climbed thru my window. I closed my bedroom door than flipped my night stand upside down and taped the money under it. I than laid my other night stand down and attempted to duck tape twenty-four keys under it. I left one out because im a keep it to myself. This shit be having me feeling right. Some of the best cocaine I ever tasted. I put the night stands back how they was and I packed some clothes and called Kayla from the house phone and told her to pick me up from my house. I changed into something more comfortable with a pair of nike running shoes. When kayla pulled up she asked so many questions about where I been? Why I leave? Did I get hurt? Who was I with? Did I have fun? Why was I breathing so hard when I called? How did I get here? I had to tune her out. It was good to leave her guessing because letting Kayla know something is like telling your enemy your every move. Basically, in other words Kayla is a fuck up. I turned the radio all the up so I couldn't hear her voice. She was making my nerves bad. She was blowing my high. When we got to her apartment she showed me where I would be sleeping. I was worn out and finally I could sleep without thinking Brandon and his boys was coming after me. "Kayla later can you take me to buy a new phone" I asked her. "Yea what happen to your old one" she asked. "I lost it at a party" I said. I was going to change my number as well. I wasn't planning on staying here long either just for a little while and than I'm gone. I went to the back room and laid down on the bed.

I fell right to sleep.

After the club Rari got rid of his gun. He even had to get rid of his shoes, because he had blood on them. I just can't believe Rari shot him. I could care less about him dying its just I didnt want Rari to throw his life away because of me. What im a do if he go to jail. Its going to eat me up inside seeing my baby in jail. "Baby stop thinking about it" he said. "I can't what if they play the cameras and see us baby what im a do if something happen to you" I told him. "It was way to dark in that club and plus you gone be good if anything happen to me trust me love" he said. "I told you I got you and I ment that T" he said pulling me close. "Okay I want us to take our trip sooner Rari I need a break from here" I said. "I was thinking the same thing" he said flipping thru the tv channels. "Baby stop worring alright promise me you going to forgot about this your safe okay he cant hurt you nobody is going to come after me" he said looking me in my eyes. "I promise" I said. "If anyone ask say you dont know nothing shit I aint got to tell you what to say baby you already know whats up" he said. "Yea I know babe" I said to him. It wasnt that easy though. I can't just forget things, but im a try because its best.

Im a have to get used to his lifestyle.