When I said that I love Harry...it was just out of my selfishness ...for my foundation...but as the days passed and I get to see the real Harry being uncovered from all the glamorous layers that he was wrapped into ...I get to know the real Harry...may be there is a lot more than I actually now...but one thing is sure...he is the kind of guy..that I would love to spend my whole life with...I would love to be part of his joy and sadness...though I was not so sure about my feelings for him..but the moment when I kissed him last night...I knew that my heart belongs to Harry...as an Indian it's a really big deal for a girl to kiss a guy..and specially for a girl like me who never trust someone so easily ...if I did it..he is very special for me...he is the one for me...from now onwards it's not for my foundation...not for anyone...no more pretending to love Harry..because I don't need to...I'm already in love with him..

I will do everything to make him happy..and will try everything to free him from all his burdens ...

All these thoughts rambled in my head when I was lying in the bed of the guest room..it filled me euphoria ...and I couldn't keep the excitement to myself ...so I decided to share this news with my best friend ... I quickly called her..the phone was picked after 4 rings..

Look whose calling ..finally someone remembered me..she said in taunting voice..

Shut up Ang..I said laughing ..I can never forget u...

Yeah...that's why ..u are calling nearly after 3 weeks of being in London ...such a caring friend..

She said

Ohh .godddddd...Ang will u stop taunting me like that .I was busy here ..sorry I didn't get to call u ..I answered

Busy with ur fake love ??she laughed

I rolled my eyes..though I know she can't see me.

About that...I have something that I want to tell you ??and suddenly I felt nervous and became completely silent

Hello .?..Naina..ur there??

Yeah...aa..it's it's...I was not able to complete my sentence

Oh...just spit it...she said irritatedly

Ok fine...I'm in love I said covering my eyes out of the nervousness

With whom..she asked coldly..

I rolled my eyes again..this girl will never understand what I want to say..and they say best friends can communicate through signs ..I huffed

With Harry..I said ..as soon as I left the word from my mouth I heard Ang chocking on something ..maybe she was eating while taking..I giggled

U can't be serious ...how's that possible ...she asked completely stunned

I don't know...but it happened ..as I get to know him more..he seemed to be a very nice gentleman ..just like what I dreamed in a man..simple...passionate ..caring ..I said slightly blushing .

Harry's pov

I really felt guilty about the way I treated her ..throughout her visit to UK ...she's my love and I was supposed to treat her good but instead I made her feel like crap..like she is momentary for me...sincerely I didn't mean to make her feel that way but with so much pain that I was going through I took that on Naina ..and today Gemma came and made it worse...

I shouldn't have done that ...my love trusted me and came along with me all the way from India to London..just to make sure I was okay...she was always by my side and was trying so hard to comfort me..and I did just the opposite with her...left her uncomfortable and lonely...

I decided ..that it's time I should tell everything about myself and should open up everything that weighs me down to her...after all she's my love...she deserves to know all about me ..though our relationship is just few months old..but I feel like her know her from many years..she is the one with whom I imagine my future ..she's is definitely the one for me...

I got up and made 2 cups of hot chocolate and made my way towards her room (my guestroom ) I was about to knock the door when I found that it was already open..and from the minute crack I can see that she was talking to someone on the phone with her head faced towards window away from me

.I smiled at her sight and as I was about to approach I heard something that stopped me..

Yes ...I accepted his proposal because I wanted him to be there for the foundation and not because I loved him...he is completely opposite of me..and I can never fall in love with him ...she said and laughed

As soon as I heard those words...I felt completely numb ...my heart kept pounding hard in my chest and my head kept spinning ..I felt like I was about to puke..I held the door knob quietly for a support...my tears made the images in front of me completely blurrr....I knew that if I stood for long..I will fell down ...so I quietly moved away from there and walked towards my room ..and locked the door and broke down right then and there...cups still in my hand ...

I couldn't believe the girl who looked so innocent and pure from outside was full of dirt and selfishness on the inside...throughout the time when I was busy loving her so dedicatedly...she was busy using me for her fucking foundation .when I said that words of love to her with pure devotion ..it was just selfishness from her..how could you Naina ?? .godddddddd....why always me...I yelled and kicked my leg to nothing in particular ...the pain that I was going through within myself was something that I can't explain...I felt like I will die right then and there ...everyone ..everyone around me is sent to cause me pain and trouble...one girl ..whom.i thought will never hurt me caused me the most heart wrenching deathly kind of pain...all these time.when she held me ..she comforted me..she hugged and smiled around me and my mother...she kissed me back ..it was all for her selfishness ..for her foundation...what kind of girl is this ...she is nowhere less than a slut... And I was about

to unevil my weakness in front of a girl...thank God..I was saved from doing that..

I looked down and the tray with hot chocolate cups was still in my hand..I stood up and put it aside..and went to wash my face.as soon as my eyes were on the mirror ..I was shocked..I was looking so terrible..messy ...my eyes were all puffy ...and bulged out with blood redness in them ..

I din't blame that girl for it...I am responsible for my state..I gave her the freedom to destroy.me..i loved her so damn much that she had this affect on me...I deserve this ....I quickly washed my face ...and was walking towards my bed when I was interrupted with a slight knock on the door ..

I really didn't want to talk to anyone right now.. I ignored it and continued to walk towards bed when the knock became much more harder and desperate ...I sighed and walked towards the door and opened it..to be met by a girl whose innocent face ..took my heart ..Naina ..she was smiling and her eyes had a different kind of sparkle..

One hour before if I would have encountered this sight it would have given me immense pleasure and satisfaction but right now I felt like I want to kill her right then and there..but I had to control myself..I have to act in front of my so brilliantly acting lover ...

Hey baby..you didn't sleep??I asked with a small smile..

I couldn't ..with a pout

I nodded ..come on get in ..I said and let her inside the room...

Is someone here? She inquired pointing towards 2 completely filled cups of hot chocolate..

No...I was about to bring it to your room..to drink it together.

Awww....how's sweet....thank u..she said and kissed my cheek..I was loosing my control

I wanted to push her aside and splash the cup of chocolate on her ...but I controlled with everything that i had in myself

What's wrong baby..she said noticing a unusual look on my face...

Nothing baby...just not feeling well....I said and took her hands in mine...

She smiled and released from my hand to take the tray..

Don't take that..its cold I will make another for u I said and was about to walk to kitchen ..when she stopped me by grabbing my wrist...I mentally sighed..this girl is testing my patience and I don't know how long can I play along with it

No need...it's okay ..she said and took one cup from it and handed me ..

Though I like cold chocolate I obliged and took it and she was staring at me with a smile ..

Aren't u drinking I asked ??

We'll drink from the same cup..she said and smiled..

This girl is something ...she really is double faced..shouldn't waste her time and should try in some Hollywood movies ..may win an Oscar.. I thought to myself

I drank a bit from it and handed it to her..she smilingly took it and drank from it looking straight in my eyes ..and I smiled though it was completely fake..

After few our fake cup love session we decided to take a walk in the park...we both were silently walking when she suddenly stopped and looked straight in my eyes..

Whats wrong ..? I inquired

She held my hand and kissed it...why is she doing all this now..I thought to myself..

Harry...I love u...I'm saying it from the bottom of my heart with God as witness between us....I have never loved anyone and will never love anyone more than u...ur my everything.....she said with tears in her eyes..

I would have fallen into her buttery words earlier but now it doesn't fucking matter to me ....I know her real side..and the fact that she is acting in front of me..when a few hours ago..she was busy laughing with someone about the fact that how she used me ....how i was nothing but a substance that will.make her foundation to shine better..

I wanted to slap her...I wanted to yell at her ...I wanted to show her my real side so that she never dare to play with me again..but..not so easily ..she broke my heart...I will broke her soul...I will damage her piece by piece..and will take everything that's important to her...I will destroy her through love ...I promise to give u 100 times more pain than u have given me tonight baby..I vowed in my mind

I love u too baby ...alot...more than u can ever imagine...and I will give u so many suprises that u can't even imagine ....just wait..and watch..I said and kissed her forward..she hugged me and I hugged her back..

She thought that she is fooling me..but you have no idea ..in how much trouble u have put in for yourself by messing with Harry styles..I smiled evily through the hug