Rams P.O.V

I wake up the next day. I look around and see Kurt next to me. Well he isn't really next to me, we are cuddled up against each other. I turn red at this. After I'm done blushing I scoot away from him then wake him up. "What time is it?" He says groggily. I look at the clock "12:24" we both get up from bed and get dressed.

"Better start getting things ready" he says and I nod. We head the the kitchen and eat breakfast. I smirk as I open my parents liquor cabinet. "Forgot to lock it again?" Kurt says with a small laugh. "Yep!" I respond. I take out as much alcohol as I can carry and set it on the table.

After all the alcohol was emptied from the cabinet me and Kurt drove to 7-11 to get snacks. We walk in and hear a familiar voice "Hey Gays" I turn my head to see the new kid, JD. "We're just here to get some snacks for the party. We aren't trying to start a fight in the middle of 7-11" I retort. "Fine. Hurry up though, I can't stand even seeing you two dumbasses" he says very chill.

I roll my eyes and me and Kurt walk over to the snack aisle. We grab around 15 bags of chips and some candy. We go back to the counter and JD smirks. "What?" Kurt says. "Nothing" He says very suspiciously. We pay for the stuff and drive back home.

Everyone is drunk. Heather Chandler is currently giving me a lap dance for some reason. I don't want to do anything so I push her off and go to the kitchen. I make another drink. Suddenly Martha out of all people walks over to me. She puts a note in my hand.

I read it and mentally gag then say "what the fuck?" She suddenly comes closer to me. "So you've been thinking of the old days huh?~" she says in a seducing tone. Since I'm drunk as fuck I don't know what to say besides "No" I guess she didn't hear me because she leans up to me and starts making out with me. I push her away and yell "WHAT THE FUCK!? EW!" She giggles and says "what?~" after some struggling I get away from her.

I walk up to Heather Chandler again and we start making out. I suddenly think of Kurt. I wish I could kiss him. My head tells me: SHUT UP FAG! LOOK KISS THIS GIRL HERE! I focus on kissing Heather. Soon we're in my bedroom. I have to get the Gay out of me.

__________________

I'm drunk. Really drunk. Sometimes I just impulsively drink. It's only when I'm sad or there's a problem I can't fix. In this case it's my love for Ram. I know it'll never happen.

Soon enough I spot Ram taking Heather to his room. I chuckle to myself and get another drink. I wish I could be in Heathers spot. It makes me really sad that I can't have him. It really sucks. I need to get the Gay out of me. I walk over to Mac and we make out.

Out of the corner of my eye I see Ram and Heather coming down the stairs. I pull away from Mac and go to Ram. "Let's go to my room" Ram says. "Okay." I say back. We go to his room and I sit on the floor while he flops on the bed.

"Girls sometimes" Ram says. I shrug and we sit there. "Have you ever loved someone and never been able to tell them, afraid of them hating you?" I say "Yep" Ram replies "did you ever tell them?" I ask "I haven't yet...I probably won't anyways" he says sounding very sad. "Why not?" I question "They don't love me back..it's not worth it for me to ruin a friendship" he says still sad "I see" I simply reply with.

We sit there for a while longer then I say "I hope you have the courage to tell them" "Maybe one day" he replies with. After a long time of sitting up stairs we both go back down to get drinks. I grab another beer and chug it, he does the same.

We walk back upstairs sick of the party. Ram closes the door and says "I really want to kiss you then blame it on the alcohol" "What? Are you being serious right now?" I say very confused "I'm being serious" he replies. I sit on the bed next to him then say "We can kiss." Before I know it, his lips are on mine.