Flashback:

Life is like a marathon from dawn to dusk I got completely immersed in my project

As it is my final year I should not give up

Moreover I need to crack the gate exam in order to join the same college as of ammu

Day and night I'm working hard for my better future with ammu

My day starts at 4Am in the morning takes 1 hour for physical fitness and self sanitization

Coaching for gate exam starts at 5Am in the morning

Later college and other works

Again back to coaching in the evening continue till 10Pm

Finally after completing my other works day ends at 12Am

I'm eagerly waiting for all the exams and projects to complete soon and just land me infront of ammu

I know these days I'm not giving her time but god knows how badly I want to meet and spend time with her

She supports me even though I don't get any time to meet or talk

She asks me to meet once if I would get free but my heart doesn't listen to me

I had attempted gate exam and now I got free not completely but better than before

That's the reason I agreed to the plan of beach party

I'm hell excited to enjoy the party with my baby

That's when my phone started ringing its Nivedhitha

We live 4 buildings or mansions away

After nivi reached Roy mansion we both started on my bike

I planned on taking ammu for a long drive so I preferred bike

We both stopped the bike infront of a store as I need to buy chocolates for Amrutha

I smiled at the thought of gift I had taken

We saw a group of people standing with sticks and mangalsutra in their hands

One of them answered

Without paying any attention I started my bike they have taken the key and throwed it away

I got irritated with their behavior

Oh shit again a new drama

I tried to explain

Nivi started describing

How dare they call my baby sister like that

All of them started laughing at us then suddenly someone said something made nivi to shiver

Oh no it is going to be a big mess

One of them whistled seeing our panic faces

As nivi did not inform anyone about her boyfriend

Nivi is crying and I can't take as my baby sister is crying

Nivedhitha started crying

I slowly stared loosing my temper

I announced clearly

Ahhhhh!!!!

I can't listen to their blabber but I can't hit them as there is no chance of escape as whole surroundings were completely occupied

Non stop ganga river from nivi eyes and she is begging them like hell they are not even responding to us

I gritted my teeth

With that those fellows left with a winning smirk

I breathed out and checked ammu missed calls

I'm sorry Ammu

We started searching for the keys

I found the keys and about to take them

Stork like legs grabbed my attention the same heels I had seen earlier

Slowly I lifted my head only to find Amrutha with a pale face

Thats when it striked me she have seen everything

God please don't make her to leave me

She hugged me tightly without leaving an inch space

Later we all went to the beach party

We all started dancing and I'm dancing with my girl like there is no tomorrow

I gave her the rose flower with beautiful lights around it with all the heart sitting on my knees she has taken the flower and kissed my palms

She kept a small bracelet around my hand with our names on it

We both hugged eachother with an ecastic feeling

Nivi went along with her boyfriend

As anju and ayyan had a break up so they both were no where

After everyone left then we both are enjoying the beach view

I held her through waist with her head on my shoulder we started walking I felt like this is what I wanted for my whole life

For this peace I need not to go for any trip or vacation holding her close to me is enough for me it can alone make my stress to fly away

I just need it for my lifetime

My drug to breathe

My drug to be sane

She is my only drug and only medicine

AMRUTHA

loves

SIDDHARTHA

She started writing it on the sand where I'm busy in admiring the surreal beauty in the moonlight

Suddenly she throwed some sand water on me and started to run

We both started chasing eachother

Wet clothes with sand sticking our bodies

Madness reached a level

We both had fallen on the sand

Started laughing loudly without caring about anything

Within few minutes silence started ruling

Sea shore sounds,cool breeze and my heartbeats

I looked at her as she is busy in looking at the dark sky which is twinkling with stars and moon light reflecting her aesthetic face

With outlandish ideas I made her turn and cupped her face

I kissed her feeling all the essence of love

Biting nibbling pressing what not

She is mine the only feel making me go crazy

It's been months I kissed her

It's not just a kiss it is my love to her I didn't get the time to express

It is the love how I missed her

It is the love how I wanted to hug her

It is the love how I wanted to adore her

All together pouring into the kiss feeling her breathe

Attaching my body with her every movement is craving me for the further step

Sticky sand asking me to stick more

I love her madly

She is divine

She is goddesses

My goddess

Kissing eachother out of love is the best thing one can feel

kiss which make me go more and more crazy her

My tonic

My love tonic

With love I hugged her she kept her head on my chest listening to my heartbeat she is drawing circles

I kissed her hair and closed my eyes

After the long drive I left her near the hostel

Thankfully she has taken permission from warden saying she wanted to attend a friend wedding

Ammu's 2nd year classes will start soon

I have written gate exam but never know when the results were going to announce

After leaving her near her hostel I went to house and had a sound sleep

When I woke up I turned on mobile data for checking my messages I saw the results were out

I hurriedly opened the official site and searched my roll number only to dance on as I got scored well and cleared with a good rank

I thanked god for clearing the exam

Now no obstacle can divide us now

After completion of my studies I will marry her

Life set

I called ammu but her mobile is switched off

She might be sleeping afterall we stayed whole night with wide open eyes

So I messaged her saying the good news only to find her last seen today morning 8:00am

It's been 5 hours since she opened her account

This made me suspicious but I think she really got tired

Oh no what if she got attacked with fever

Wait let me reach her Hostel and check her if she is fine or not

I went to the hostel and called her again it is not reachable

Now I called her roommate

I never expected destruction in just few hours

What made her to leave?

Hot tears started brimming with the thought of her leaving me

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