She started puking the saliva and talking something but I don't know what she is trying to say

I only heard

About whom she is talking

Am I the one she is talking about

I held her arms and tried to get her senses back

She tried to push me like a mad women

I tried to shush her but she is nowhere to listen

I held her near to my chest

Even though she is hitting my chest with her hands I did not leave the grip on her.Slowly she stopped protesting and she fainted

I held her cheeks and started shaking her but she is not at all reacting

I don't know what to do now and I can't see her like this

I'm stupid to ask such questions

Tears started flowing

I quickly made her lie on the bed and banged aarnav's door

He opened the door while rubbing his sleepy eyes

We both ran towards our room

He checked her pulse and body temperature

He sighed

I nodded my head in yes

He looked elsewhere and took a deep breath

He checked her bag and brought some medicines

I never know she is still on medications

Such a worst husband you are siddhartha

I hate myself for doing all this

I was in huge guilt as I again tried to touch her past

I'm irresponsible

In this world I only have Amrutha on my side now I can't leave her.

How much my mom wants to meet me but couldn't do it

I don't care even if you love me or not

From now I don't want you to bother about anything only happiness will be your part

And for the happiness I can go to any extent

I prepared for the worst cases

But I need Amrutha to be happy

I turned around to see aarnav put his hand on my shoulder

I again started crying for her by covering my face with palms in shame and guilt

I nodded my head and slept on the bed staring at her

Her pale face reminds me her dreadful state which I have seen just few hours ago

I held her hand and kissed it with all the love.I caressed her hair and kissed her forehead

With that I went to deep slumber

Sunrays hit my face I just looked at ammu who is sleeping

I loved my morning as I saw her next to me

I gazed her lily eyes and baby pink lips

Her breathe is so intoxicating

I loved the way she is breathing and the sound is my favorite music

I completed my morning routine and saw her sitting on the bed with gloomy face

I want her charming smile which always distracts my mind and left a beautiful impression on my heart forever

I passed a smile

She answered weekly

She nodded and went into the washroom

Meanwhile I went out and planning the places to go

I saw ammu and others too reached

We had our breakfast with hot idly in banana leaf with coconut chutney

Later we started going to Paderu,kataki waterfalls

When we are visiting waterfalls

I again saw the smile on ammu face which is the best view for my eyes

We all took many pictures and enjoyed alot

My gang asked us for one couple pic but before ammu can say no I denied because she will feel bad

How much I may love her but she is not sure about me

It will be better if I give her time to confess about her thoughts

I know she loves me but something is stopping her I need to do my ground work in order to find what's bothering her

While I was in my thoughts I saw ammu is going to slip into the water

I held her but my thoughts in my mind didn't help and we both had fallen into the water

Taking the chance my friends started clicking our pics

We both got completely drenched

Automatically my eyes led to look at her curves which her wet dress is providing

She caught me red handed and I looked away scratching my neck

But something which caught my attention is random men stares which I hate the most

I passed them a hard glare and they averted their gaze

Later in toilets we changed our dresses thankfully we got another pair of dress for our safety

During lunch time we went to bongu chicken biriyani very famous in aaruku

They will put the chicken and all ingredients necessary for chicken biriyani in bamboo sticks and they heat up for preparation

It tasted yummy I still remember how Amrutha used to steal the chicken pieces from my plate which she thought I don't know about her activity

I smiled at her remembering our days

Surprisingly she reflected my expression

I don't want to dig more so I kept myself calm and stable until I detect the proper reason

Thinking about ways to find the truth we all enjoyed aaruku by going to different places

Today we enjoyed alot

I don't know why sid was not intrested to take pics with me

I got hurt with his rejection but covered well

When I was about to fall then he held me but unfortunately we both had fallen down. He looked at me with awe which made me blush more

Yesterday night he asked me about the reason so I planned to tell him soon

Whatever might be he is sweet to me and mainly we both are in a relationship called marriage

I should try to work on it

I don't think he is acting now but my past experiences were not so good with him

Irrespective of past and present I love him that decides my future

His side of story what I heard literally made me feel shame but I can't help as everything about is against him

Once in a life I wanted to give him a chance

I wanted to believe him my heart badly wants to hug him and console him saying I'm with you sid,you are never alone...I will stand with you

Amrutha you love him love is always unconditional so go ahead

I decided I won't leave sid as I love him if he is a playboy then I will change him but I know I can only love him

After visiting many places in aaruku we went to the resort

It's already 11:30pm I just wanted to change my dress and barged into the washroom

After getting myself refreshed I went inside the room to find its completely dark.Again and again I switched the light but for no use

I started panicking because of dark room only sounds were just the tree leaves rapid friction and movement of window curtain giving me all the devilish fears

I tried to voice out but I did not find his trace

I looked around for my phone but I did not find it

I opened the door quickly and tried to reach some of my friends

Where the hell these people went

I checked other rooms but there is no sign of power

I saw rithika in the garden talking to someone

I tried to call her

But suddenly a hand on my shoulder made to startle

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