Fall:

I was a mess, not even exaggerating. Summer went by really fast. It didn't help that my parents made me attend formal parties and we went to France for a couple weeks. I had a blast, but Paris is apparently the city of Love and everywhere we went there had to be a happy couple.

 It kept reminding me of Ryder and all those horrible things I said to him before summer started. I haven't talked to him at all. We've seen each other at some parties, but he'd just pretend like I wasn't there. I guess I shouldn't be upset about it, I told him to do that.

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Technically fall starts on September 22, in England but since the school year starts before that we just call it Fall. Tomorrow is the big day I move in with Ryder, near Oxford. All of the houses have been arranged by the riches'. I got some horrible news relating to that, this morning.

Earlier:

As I was sitting down reading a book, my mother rushed in. "Ivy! You need to start packing, you leave tomorrow."

"Yes mother. Oh! Didn't you say you wanted to talk to me about something?" I asked

"Oh yes darling. Us adults decided to change the layouts of the houses this year." She exclaimed

"Whadya mean?" 

"Well...you know how in the houses there are usually 2 rooms, a storage room, two bathrooms, and a movie room." She began

"Yeaa?"

"Well they decided to make it one room. They made it one room. We think that if you kids shared a room together, you guys would be able to bond more". She smiled innocently

"WHAT?!"

She started to walk out, "Stop being dramatic. We obviously do not encourage any sexual behavior before marriage, but the decision had already been made. Sorry we didn't inform you sooner."

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Clearly the adults have gotten insane. I've gotten over the fact that I'm going to have to share a room/bed with Ryder, because I'm going to sleep on the floor. But I think the adults are just asking for grandchildren because what type of hormonal teens aren't going to use 'Living alone together' as an excuse to do the deed. 

I am currently sitting in the middle of my room surrounded by clothes and personal belongings. I have already packed a suitcase with my formal wear and swim wear. I had to pack shirts, sweaters, jeans,leggings, jackets.... *i am so tired*. I only took a short break to eat dinner, in my room because I was too tired to have dinner in the dinning hall with my parents.

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I FINISHED PACKING. THANK GOD! It is literally 1 am, and my parents thought I was asleep. But now all that stress is over. Ivy went to sleep with her clothes on. She kept thinking of possible scenarios about the next day, hoping for the best.