I knock on the door and Donna answers, she hugs me tightly then pulls me into the house, "i cooked up some snacks!" Donna says happily.

"Hey there!" Donnas boyfriend smiles.

I shake his hand, "Hey how are you?" I question.

"Not bad actually, what about you?" His white teeth show and is brighter then his tanned skin.

"Same as you, lets eat shall we?" I smirk.

I had dinner with Donnas family. I'm still not overly happy but glad to be alive, although i still worry about my mother being in the picture.

"So what do you guys want for Christmas?" I asked Grace and Zane that are in my kitchen.

Its been a few months since I've last seen Jason and my mother. "You gave us this house basically so don't even worry about it." Grace smiles.

The last few months were a bit stressful, i helped Shorty and his crew move houses. We had a few party's and I've basically been working, although i did meet someone but i don't really want a relationship with him. "I insist on getting you guys something." I smirk.

I never asked for anything for Christmas, especially after my dad died, so people would just give me money. "Well we won't even be here for Christmas." Zane sighs.

"I'll just give you guys money." I chuckle. I didn't tell them that the money i gave them was basically all of my money, so I've been working overtime and not stealing money but just earning it.

"Faith you don't need to do that, honestly." Grace says before taking a sip from the tea i made her.

"No its fine!" I smile.

"Then what do you want for Christmas?" Zane wanted coffee so i made that for him, I'm currently drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows in it.

"Nothing, i have everything i need." I yawn.

Grace looks at Zane for a moment as Zane looks at her and sighs, "can i go check out your gaming room?" He asked.

I nod as he got up and left. "Faith you look like shit, when's the last time you actually got a proper sleep?" Grace stares at me.

I roll my eyes then smirked, "Grace, i've always gotten sleepy while drinking hot chocolate." I eat one of the marshmallows.

"Faith whats going on?" Grace stands up and opens my cupboard where my food is, "you barely have any food." Grace closes it then opens my fridge.

"Okay I get your point!" I closed the fridge, "I've had the boys over and a guy over, we eat all the time." I sip some of the hot chocolate.

"I've noticed that you've been working more lately." Grace sits down, i look at the time.

"Speaking of working, i have to go." I put my cup in the sink, "just leave the mess, I'll clean it when i get back." I say.

Grace grabs my arm, "you need to rest, you seriously need it." I understand her worry.

"I understand your concern but i like working, i know its hard to believe but its true. Now i need to go." I smile then she lets go of me. I walk to my room and dressed then left for work.

I get home around 3 o'clock in the morning and started cleaning up any mess that was left in my kitchen. My phone starts ringing so i answer it, "Faith you forgot your bag." My boss says.

"Okay I'm coming back to pick it up." I say softly.

He hangs up after saying bye, so i get back in my car and yawned. I get my bag and somehow managed to get back home around 4 o'clock in the morning, which leaves me a two hour sleep until i need to work again. I get into my room and unpacked my bag then got dressed. My phone buzzes, its the guy i met at a bar, he wants to hook up for the night.

~Abel~

>Yeah sure, when?

>Yeah sure, what time?

>I'll text you after work.

>Nice little face, is it the size of your dick?

>Yeah very funny, see ya Abel.

I turn my phone off and lay on my bed after putting my phone on charge. My alarm goes off, i wake up and yawned loudly.

I get dressed then packed whatever i needed. I went into my kitchen and made myself some toast, "Hey Faith, someone's here to see you." Grace opens her side of the door.

I see Rebecca walk through the open doors. "Thanks Grace." I say before Grace closed the doors.

"I know your pissed off at me but i need you to understand." Rebecca walks closer to the kitchen, i see bruises all over her.

"Whats the excuse this time? You killed Donna and Emma? Then ran for it?" I cleaned up my little amount of mess.

"I would never hurt them, i had to deal with things and I didn't want you to be apart of it." Rebecca sighs.

"I'm already apart of it!" I say loudly, "two months ago your stupid fucking crew tried to kill me or fucking hurt me! I'm sure i would prefer to be dead." Seeing Rebecca, my mother, standing in front of me trying to ruin my life most likely.

"I'm sorry i didn't know." Rebeccas body starts shaking.

"None of this would've happened if you didn't show up in my life!" I check the time, "I need to work so whatever you want to say hurry up and say it!" I spit.

I can't be using my energy over this, i need it for work. "I want to know my daughter better, I've put everything behind me." She says.

"So did you put the fact that your crew and most likely you too, kill my dads brother!?" I'm close to Rebecca but not overly close. Its a good distance to punch her in the face if i needed to.

"I wasn't there! And i had no control over that!" Her voice gets louder.

"So were you screwing him? Just like every other piece of shit in your life? Or is it just the people in the mafia? Because you definitely made a name for yourself!" I spat, " what was it they called you again?" I questioned, i have no idea why I'm being such a cunt to Rebecca out of nowhere but it felt good. "Thats right! a fucking whore or was it a slut!?" I shouted.

Rebecca slaps me hard across the face, its a great wake up call. "Don't speak to your mother like that!" She points.

I rub my face then looked at her, "Rebecca, you were never my mother and probably never will." I say calmly.

She looks at me with disbelief and hurt, i couldn't blame her for that because it wasn't my place to say those kind of things. "Look if you pick up your act then I'll consider you as my full time mum, do you think you can manage that?" I may be mean but I'm not that mean.

"I'm sorry for slapping you." Rebecca goes to hug me but i step away.

"A hand shake first, I'm not a hugging type of person." I hold my hand out as we shake hands. "How did you get here anyway?" I asked.

"A taxi, i didn't want people to follow my car." She says.

"I'll drop you off on the way to work." I grab my car keys.

I drop Rebecca off then went to work. A few times at work I almost fell asleep. Its lunch break and i have two more hours at work, which means I've been working all day. Its currently 4 in the afternoon. "Miss Walker." My boss stands in front of my table.

I look at him with my sleepy eyes. My eyes widen, "yes sir?" I ask

"Why don't you take the rest of the day off, you look exhausted." He smirks.

I sigh, "no I'm okay sir." The boss sits down and faces me.

"Faith you need to rest, you've been working nonstop and i don't know how much sleep you get at home but by the looks of your eyes, it says different." His smile is sweet and calm same as his voice.

"Its okay boss I'll pull through." I pack my lunch back in my bag.

"Faith its not a offer." He stands up and stops me from packing my bag.

"I can't possibly risk the hours, i mean look at the team." I point to the lazy workers.

"I'm sure we'll be fine by ourselves, your our hard worker but not when you don't take care of yourself." Harry moves his hand from my bag.

"Har-"

"Faith please, otherwise I'll fire you." He smirks.

I roll my eyes playfully, "okay fine, but you'll call me if there's any problems!" I point.

"Well besides me taking the weekend off starting from Friday, so you'll have someone else for four days." Its a holiday weekend but I decided to work it.

"Great, have fun though." I smile.

"Always do, take care of yourself Faith." Harry walks to the lazy workers, "Alright lazy fucks, Faith isn't here to save your ass so get working!" He shouts.

I laugh to myself and went home. I get up and showered then put my work clothes in the wash. After a while of cleaning my clothes I decided to bring out some alcohol for myself and Abel then i texted him saying its cool to head over. I hear the door bell ring so i run to answer it, "Hey!" I didn't even allow myself to have a nap or anything, I'm against having naps during the day, i never could have naps. I could only sleep into the day not during.

"Hey!" Abel walks into the house.

We went straight to my room and had the alcohol before having more fun. I wake up to the sound of my shower. I look around and see the sun shining through, "oh shit!" I get up to check the time. "I'm so fired." The time is 12 o'clock in the afternoon.

Abel walks into the room with a towel wrapped around his waist, "Morning." He smiles, "your boss called this morning." He sighs.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry." I put on my clothes, "am i fired?" I look at him as he dresses.

"No your not fired, he said that you needed rest anyway, but he is struggling with lazy workers?" The last thing he said confused him.

I chuckled, "there's lazy workers at my work, did he say to be there today?" I question.

"Yeah around 2ish." Abel is completely dressed.

"Okay thank you, sorry you had to deal with that." I sighed.

"Its fine, I gotta go to my work." He chuckles.

I walk with him downstairs and to the front door, "have fun at your work." I laugh.

"Yeah, I'll see you later, just know that you should get better wine next time." He winks, "bye." He gets into his car and leaves.

I went back into my room and got ready for work. I get to work and looked at the lazy people, i see some of them drinking. "Guys don't make me snitch on you." I lean on a car near them.

"Come on Faith." They all say at the same time.

"I did last night." I laughed as they did, "at least get two cars done today, each." I crossed my arms.

They sigh, "fine but you owe us." They stand up.

"I owe you?" I point to myself, "no you owe me, little shits, but listen next weekend I'll host a party and you guys get to go but you have to do work until then." I smirk.

They look happy about what i said, "okay we agree with your terms, lets go boys!" The main guy shouts.

They walk off and actually did work, "I'm going to ask for your secrets Miss Walker." Harry chuckles.

I start working on my cars i need to fix, "well I've been around those type of boys most of my life so I know how to get them to work." I say.

"Well thank you, I'll see you later." He walks away.