she is attracted to toxicity,

maybe she isn't anymore.

you can't choose who you like

whether it's someone toxic or someone actually really fine.

so maybe I don't fall into the "she is into bad guys" typical type

maybe bad guys are nothing but a headache and it's more of a hype.

I'm not afraid to be hurt,

So picked someone who is worth to being hurt for.

I've liked guys before,

But never felt like he would say another sentence and I would like him more.

I was scared of ruining the friendship

He is scared of ruining moments,

We ruined neither.