He's my lover

To me he's nothing but a dust cover

I hate him, yet I can't get over him

I wish he was dim

So I didn't have to see him

Sadly, he is as bright as a rim

I secretly watch over this love I can't get over

He is like my special three leaf clover

I watch him from afar to check if he's okay

My stupid self should check myself since I'm not okay

My heart is slowly starting to decay

I just want to talk

While we walk

Instead I just stalk

Watching him like a hawk

Not in a creepy way

Just checking if he is okay

I hate him just as much as I love him

I hate myself more

I wish I could just ignore

This feeling inside

I wish I could just decide

And put these feelings aside

I hate myself

I used a person to get over him

It just made my situation worse

This is like a curse

I hate him

He's a cheater

I am just a weeper

He's a liar

Have I just became blinder?

He's a player

I fell for his games

I complain

I don't mean the words I say

I want to find a way

T

o get him to stay

I want him away at the same time

This is apart of mankind

I'm sick of coming up with a these ryhmes

For each pointless line

He obviously doesn't care

He is rare

My friends tell me "there are other fish in the sea"

None of the fish are like him, I see

The ocean is filled with debris

Whoops! Those are idiotic boys! My mistake!

Sadly he's one of the idiotic boys

Who played with me like I'm some sort of toy

I'm a toy that will destroy

His fragile heart I will have destroyed

Why destroy something he doesn't have? What a joy!

He's obviously a playboy

That I like to annoy

He is such a killjoy

But if I'm honest

I just want to talk

While we walk

Instead I just stalk

Watching him like a hawk

Not in a creepy way

Just checking if he's okay

I care about him deeply

If his eyes land on me, I look away quickly

I check up on him every weekday

Just checking if he's okay

But, I'm not okay...

Somebody please help me