One day I'll look up to the sky,

With hot tears falling down,

Down to the earth, where my body will lay,

Waiting for you, after I drown.

I'll look up with a smile, and I will know it is my time,

Cause this smile that I've been wearing was just a pretty lie,

I'll stand behind the others, waiting in the line,

Ready to hold your hand one day, to spread our wings and fly.

I know you cared about me,

I'm sorry for doing it,

I just couldn't no more, I just needed to be free,

I'm sorry for giving up, I'm sorry that I quit,

But if you knew my reasons, I know that you'd agree.

February 22th 2021