《My Abusive Husband|P.JM✔️》End1-21: We Can't Be Together
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You didn't make it far when you felt someone wrap their arms around you and rest a head on your should making you stop dead in your tracks. You knew only too well who it was. Your heart ached feeling his arms around you again. You heard his voice whisper in your ear.
"Please hold me tight again."
You could feel other people's eyes on you as panicked at the feeling of Jimin's arms around you again. You quickly slipped out of them and said "I'm sorry I don't know you." That was the most pathetic excuse I could come up with. You started to walk forwards again but you felt a hand tightly hold your wrist and spin you back around. You widened your eyes at how close Jimin had pulled you towards him. Your faces were extremely close to each other.
"Have you forgotten your husband already?" Jimin said and tilted his head. You could hear gasps behind you. You hung your head down not wanting to look into his eyes. "Have you forgotten me already?" Jimin continued. "Have you moved on from me?"
You stayed silent not wanting to answer or look at him again. It hurts to much just at the sight of you. Jimin noticed that you were avoiding his eye contact and said "Do you hate me that much that you can't even look at me?"
No. It's not that.
You hesitated before whispering "I...I love you too much that I'm afraid to fall deeper for you if I look at you." You rested your gaze on your hand which was tightly wrapped in Jimin's.
Jimin looked at you who was gazing down. He sighed before putting a hand on your chin and lifting your head up to face him. You blinked before your eyes met Jimin's. You saw sadness and tears in his eyes. "Y/N-"
You pulled your wrist out of Jimin's grip before he could continue speaking. "No. No Jimin. Jimin we can't...we can't be together anymore" You said as tears started to run down your face once again. "We weren't supposed to be together."
Jimin took a deep breath and said nothing for a moment. He had been waiting to finally speak to you for 2 years. He didn't try and force his way to see you like unexpectedly showing up at your doorstep, he waited for a time where you were willing to listen to him. And this was his chance right now.
Jimin looked back you and said "Y/N, you once said that fate never wanted us to be together. That we weren't supposed to be. That we were trying to make something work that wasn't supposed to." You clearly remember the day you said that. The day you left Jimin. The day you left your miseries behind only to discover a whole new world of miseries ahead.
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"But Y/N, what if fate's changed it mind?" You were slighty confused by what he said. So he continued "I know you've been trying to forget me. I've been trying to forget you too. Jaemin told me that you haven't found anyone else and neither have I. We've spent the past 2 years without each other just grieving over one another. So what if...what if fate has realised that after all this time we just...can't be happy without one another. What if fate has decided to let us be happy together?" Jimin stopped for a moment and took a deep breath. You watched as tears fell from his eyes and so did yours. He really has a way his words, and it's working. I don't want it to because he will hurt me if I go back to him but...how can I not when he's saying things like this.
"Y/N do you know what day it is today?" Jimin asked looking deep into your eyes. You took a deep breath. "Of course I know. How could I forget?" You replied quietly. Indeed today was a special day. "It's our wedding anniversary" You said looking down. You didn't want to meet Jimin's alluring eyes. You felt a hand softly hold your own. You looked down to see Jimin holding your hand with your wedding ring on it. Jimin also had his ring on his hand which held yours. "Yes. Today is the day we became husband and wife years ago" Jimin said as he brushed his fingers over your wedding ring as memories of that day filled your head.
"Y/N, if you think about our past, every life changing event has happened on this day." You furrowed your eyebrows slightly confused but let him continue. Jimin brought his gaze back up to you. "The first time I met and fell for you was on this date...We became a couple on this date...I married you on this date...You left me years ago on this date...and here we are right in front of each other after 2 years on this day" Jimin said, listing everything that happened. You blinked through your tears at the emotional things he kept saying. You had no idea how Jimin realised all that but in all honestly it was surprising. How big of a coincidence could it be that all these important events happened on this date?
"How is that not fate behind all this?" Jimin asked softly. "I mean think about it...after 2 years of me not knowing where you were or what you've been doing, here you are. Standing right in front of me. All because of a company collaboration. And I doubt you knew I was going to be here tonight. I doubt you knew I was the CEO of the other company you just made a deal with. Who doesn't know what company they were working with for the past few months. Isn't this all too big of a coincidence?"
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You let Jimin's words sink in. It was true what he said. It's too big of coincidence that after 2 years here you both were by mistake. Jimin looked at you with teary eyes. "What if fate's changed it mind about us?"
You wanted what he said to be true but the same time you wanted to deny him. Before you could react Jimin took a step closer to you and wrapped his arms you again, engulfing you in a tight, long overdue hug. You were completely taken aback and surprised. You started to panic as your heart started beating like crazy at the feeling of Jimin's body around your figure again. At the feeling of him pressed against you. At the feeling of him hugging you and not wanting to let go. You didn't know what to do or how to react but slowly you found your arms moving around Jimin too.
"I've missed you" His soft and angelic voice filled your ear. "Haven't you missed me?" You broke into tears again, crying loudly with your head in Jimin's chest. "I've missed you so much" You mumbled. "My mind...hasn't...left you...since the day I left you" You stuttered through your cries. "I only think about you. All I want...is to be with you again."
You sobbed in Jimin's arms for a moment then suddenly pushed him away. "But we can't be together. We just can't" You said through your tears. "You may think hurting me was your biggest mistake. Well my biggest mistake.....my biggest mistake was loving you."
You could tell that hurt Jimin a lot. You could tell that he really regretted a lot of things which he couldn't take back now. "I tried so hard to be the perfect wife for you! I tried so hard to the perfect mother for our son! But all you did was hurt me." You wiped away your tears as your vision started to get blurry but the tears came back down your face. "I tried so hard to forget you! I tried so hard to move on from you! But you had to steal my heart! You made me love you so much that I just couldn't think about anyone else but you! I loved you so much despite everything you did. And I hate myself for that."
You stood there looking at Jimin and cried. "Y/N..." Jimin took a step closer to you but you immediately took a step back and put your hands in front of you shielding yourself. "No. Jimin please. Please just leave me" You begged. In your heart you wanted him to ignore you but in your mind you knew you couldn't be with him. "Please...I don't want to see you anymore. I don't want to speak to you anymore. We're over Jimin. There's nothing in between us anymore. I don't want to see you again."
What you said tore your heart. You never expected yourself to be saying those words. But you had to. For your own good and Jaemin's.
Jimin looked deep into your eyes. "Are you asking for a divorce?"
You froze.
D...Divorce. What. No. I don't...I never said...I never wanted... Divorce!?
Jimin looked down heartbroken. You saw his tears run down his face 2 times faster. He lifted his right hand up to wipe them away only for more tears to run down. Heartbroken, torn, devastated were all understatements of how he looked and felt.
"...Ok. I get it."
What, no! I never said anything about divorce!
You wanted to speak but you just couldn't. You want to stop. You opened your mouth but nothing came out of it.
Jimin looked everywhere but at you. He then closed his eyes and you watched as his tears one by one trickled down his soft cheeks. He opened his eyes and locked them back in with yours. "I...I don't know why I thought you'd still want me. I don't know why I still had hope" He said in a broken voice.
Jimin took a step closer to you. He lifted his left hand up to touch your cheek. Your heart pace sped up and you held your breath waiting to feel his touch again.
But Jimin retracted his hand away right before it was about to touch you and put it back beside him. You felt your heart rate drop immediately. "I...I'm afraid that if I touch you...I won't be able to let go of you again." Jimin paused for a second and admired your eyes one last time. "If I could reverse time...I'd change a lot of things."
Before you could react Jimin turned around and walked away without looking back. His tears didn't stop leaving his eyes as he quickly headed out the door and in no time he was gone.
I...I never asked for a divorce. I never wanted a divorce Jimin.
Why a divorce?
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