"Where's jieun?" - I said with no emotion

I don't know, I feel so angry, sad and jealous but yeah why? I have no rights to feel this fucking emotions. I'm just his bestfriend right?

I sigh.

He look at me then he walk closer to me then he kiss my forehead.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He wrap his arms around my waist, he pulled me to hug.

I blushed but I don't know, I'm not happy.

I heard him sigh.

"Let's go home" - he said

"My home" - I said and pulled away

We're now walking to my house.

Silent.

Silent.

Silent.

It's awkward. We didn't talk, we just walking. I don't know but I don't want to talk to him.

I'm angry at myself, I hate myself. Why am I like this?

"Thank you" - I said

I was about to walk to the door when..

"Angel..."

I sigh and looked down then I turned around.

I look at him. He look sad, but why? Well, you're just assuming taehyung.

"Why?"

"Can I stayover?"

I smiled at him, then he smiled at me.

"No, go home. Your mom waits you" - I said then I enter at my house

I sigh sadly.

"Hey son? You okay?"

"Yes mom" - I smiled at her

I walked upstairs then I shower.

I lay in my bed, thinking about what happen in my first day of school.

I rolled my eyes. I hate this feeling.

I look at the bunny stuffed toy beside me.

"You hurt me again.. but I can't blame you because it's my fault.. it's my fault to fall in love with you"

I suddenly felt a tear in the corner of my eyes.

I quickly wipe my tears.

"I'm OA" - I laugh at myself

"Why are you so angry, sad and jealous? You shouldn't be feel that tae because you have no rights. Remember you're just his friend, his bestfriend" - I said to myself

*tok tok

"Jinnie hyung?"

Jin hyung enter at my room then he sit beside me.

"How's first day of school?" - jin smiled at me

I suddenly remember what happen.

I sigh and smiled a bit.

"Nothing, it's same"

"It's same? Wait, why do you look sad?"

"Huh? N-no. I'm not sad, I'm just tired" - I smiled at him

"Did you meet my boyfriend?"

"OMG! Yes I meet him and he's my prof! Why you didn't tell me that you have a handsome, tall boyfriend?!" - I shout at him

"Ssshhh taebear.. Don't shout"

"He's so handsome and the way he smile, his dimple is so deep ohymgod hyungie"

"I'm planning to invite him in our house"

I look at Jin hyung and smiled widely.

"Ohmygod yes hyung! Invite him! So mom can meet him"

"Thank you taebear" - Jin hyung hug me

"Don't worry, I will invite gguk too"

I pulled away to him and quickly shook my head.

"N-no! Don't"

"Why?"

"Just don't. It's you and your boyfriend time, so don't invite him"

"But I want to invite him" - jin hyung smiled at me

He's teasing me -.-

"Jinnie hyung don't okay?"

"Okay okay"

He chuckled and I hug him again.

"Sleep now"

"Goodnight Jinnie hyung"

"Goodnight taebear"

/

It's already 11 pm and I'm still awake.

My mind is thinking about taehyung.

I don't know what happen to him but I do feel that he's sad. Is he sad because of that bogum? Or me?

I suddenly remember what happen.

"Where's jieun?" - he said with no emotion

What is his problem? Is he jealous of her? I smirk internally.

He sigh.

I look at him then I walk closer to him then I kiss his forehead.

I wrap my arms around his waist. I hug him.

I miss his hug, my home.

"Let's go home" - I said

"My home" - he said then he pulled away

He walk away, leaving me here. I bite my lips.

I sigh and look down.

What did I do?

We're now walking to his house.

Silent.

Silent.

Silent.

We didn't talk, we just walking. I don't know but I feel he's mad at me. But why?

I want to wrap my arms around him but I don't know how... I think if I do that he will pulled away.. I want to start the conversation but I can't. I don't know what to say..

"Thank you" - he said

He was about to walk to the door but I called him.

"Angel..."

He stop and looked down then he look at me.

I look at him. He look sad, but why?

"Why?"

"Can I stayover?"

He smiled at me, finally. I smiled at him too.

"No, go home. Your mom waits you" - he said then he enter at his house

My smile drop. I was speechless. Did I do something wrong?

I sigh and walk away.

"Kim Taehyung.... If I'm the reason why you sad, please forgive ggukie... and let me know what happens" - I said while staring at my bracelet

"Goodnight angel.."

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