It's 8 pm and here I am alone at quadrangle waiting for gguk, gguk is in sports room with his coach.

"Why are you still here?"

I turned around to see who is that.

"Jieun"

I smiled at her but she rolled her eyes on me. AGAIN?!

"W-What is your problem?" - I ask

"You"

She smirk at me then she walk to me.

"Do you know how me and gguk met?"

I furrowed my eyebrows. Yeah, how?

"Well I guess you didn't know" - she smirk at me

"We met in a dating site year 2015, we always talking at social media although we didn't met in personal"

Dating site????

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"You hear me? I said dating site, so it means there's something between me and gguk" - she smiled at me

There's something between him and her?

I gulp.

"I-I don't care?" - I said

"Oh you really don't care?" - she smirk

"Oh tae.. I know you like him and I don't like it. Can you stop feeling cute or beautiful to him, because you're not. It's disgusting"

What??? What is happening to her?

"Y-Yah! I-

"And if you think he will like or love you, oh faggot it will never gonna happen" - she laughed at me

I felt a pang on my chest.

"I know he likes me, oh should I say... he loves me?" - she smirk and I just blink, furrowing my brows at her

"I can feel he have a feelings for me, so now tae. Can you please distance away from my gguk? You didn't notice? He doesn't like you, he doesn't like when you're with him or being clingy, he doesn't like a faggot. So can you please distance?"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

I sigh and I close my eyes. Don't mind her taehyung, don't mind her...

"YAH! I said look at yourself, open your eyes and look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just faggot, ggukie doesn't deserved you"

I felt a pang on my chest. I open my eyes and I look at her.

I'm used to heard that words in the students and yes it fucking hurts but still, I didn't mind them... But It's more hurts when it comes to her.. Because I thought she's my friend..

I don't know but when someone is insulting me, I feel weak. I can't fight for myself, and I hate it.

"Y-yah! S-stop insulting me!"

"Oh and why not? you gonna fight with me? Then why you didn't fight with the students when they insulting you? A faggot - she smiled at me

I just look at her, mouth shut... Yeah she's right... When someone is insulting me.. I didn't fight for myself... I just didn't mind them.. I am weak. weak...

I felt my tears are going to flow, but I can't. I can't cry infront of her. Come on tae, don't cry!

"Bye bitch" - then she walks away

I released a heavy sigh and my tears suddenly fall.

I don't know but I'm crying. I'm just a crybaby. FUCK IT!

I quickly walk away from school to get home... I didn't wait gguk.

*blag

"Hey, you okay?"

"B-Boggumie?"

"Oh tae! What happen? Wait- Why are you crying?"

Bogum quickly help me to stand up. I smiled a bit.

"N-Nothing hyung... I-I'm going now"

"No, I'll take you home, come on, get in the car"

"It's okay h-hyung"

"I insist, please tae"

I just nod at him.

/

I am staring now at wall for hours...

I remember what Jieun said to me.

"And if you think he will like or love you, oh sis that would never gonna happen"

"I can feel he have a feelings for me, so now tae. Can you please distance away from my gguk? You didn't notice? He doesn't like you, he doesn't like when you're with him or being clingy, he doesn't like a faggot. So can you please distance?"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"YAH! I said look at yourself, open your eyes and look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just faggot, ggukie doesn't deserved you"

I felt my tears fall. I'm right here, crying now.

Is Gguk really doesn't like me? But I'm his bestfriend right? Yeah. He likes me because I'm his bestfriend right?

But yeah.. she's right... I don't deserved gguk.. Gguk doesn't deserved me..

I buried my face to my pillow and I cry silently.

I heard the words that some students and Jieun said to me...

"No, why do you think Jungkook will like him? Look, he's faggot and look at him he's thin and ugly. No way"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"ggukie doesn't deserved you"

"ggukie doesn't deserved you"

"S-stop.. s-stop..."

I cry and cry, I feel weak. I don't know but I think they are right.. she's right...

"Oh Jieun, why are you still here? did you see tae?"

"Ah yes, I see them earlier, he's with Sir Bogum and I think Sir Bogum take him home. I'm waiting for you, are you going home now? Let's go?"

I furrowed my eyebrows. Bogum?

"No, I'm going somewhere. Go home, take care"

"Wait gguk-

I quickly walk away then I ran so fast.

I feel so suddenly angry at myself. That Bogum.

"Why he didn't wait me" - I said to myself

I'm here now at his house.

*tok tok

No response.

*tok tok

Still no response.

I check the time on my phone. Mygod, it's 1 am already? I think they are sleeping now.

I sigh.

Tomorrow I will ask him.

/

"Hey Jimin, where's tae?"

"I don't know? I'm waiting him too"

I nod and sigh.

"You're still working?"

I look at Jimin. Why is he suddenly ask this?

"No chim, I'm going to focus in studies. Why?"

"Wow Jeon. Nothing, just askin" - chim laugh

I laugh at him too.

I look at the time, it's 8am already and the class will start, but tae is still not here.

I took my phone, I look at my wallpaper for a minutes. I smiled.

I'm going to text him.

"Please reply..."

"You text him?"

"Yeah chim"

"Maybe he still sleep, you know tae is still a baby haha"

I look at chim and smiled. Yeah, my angel is still a baby, my baby.

"I hope so.. but I don't know I feel worried"

Jimin look at me confuse.

"Why?"

"He didn't wait me last night, and jieun said bogum take him home last night.." - I sigh

"Oooh someone jealous, well maybe he just want to go quickly in his house because he's sleepy?"

I look at chim. Is that possible? Yeah maybe, but he still should wait me. Ugh.

"Hi ggukieeeee"

I turned around and smiled a bit.

"Oh Jieun"

"What are you guys doing here? Come on, let's go to our room"

"We're waiting tae" - chim said

"You can wait him inside the room you know? And i don't think he's going to school. Duh" - Jieun rolled her eyes

I look at her, confuse.

"I-I mean, it's 8am already, taehyung is always on the time right?"

I just nod at her. Yeah, taehyung is always on time.

But why he didn't go to school today? Maybe later he will come, I'll wait him.

meT.T