It's already 6:48pm, and here we are indian seat form a circle here in sand beach. Jin hyung and Hoseok hyung is beside me. I look at tae, he's infront of me. He looks so happy while me I'm hurting..

"Are you okay gguk?"

I snap my thoughts and look at yoongi and just smiled.

"Y-Yeah.. I'm okay.."

"By the way gguk! You composed the song that Justin Bieber released right?"

I look at Jieun and smiled.

"Yeah I am.."

"Woah! That song is so very heart touching..." - hoseok said

"Yeah, it's looks like a heartbreak song. Why is that Jungkook haha" - Namjoon said

I just smiled at them. I look back to tae, he's just looking at me and he quickly look away. I bite my lips.

"Do y'all want me to sing that song?" - I suddenly said

I don't know why, but I want to sing this for him..

"Yeah gguk please! Sing it tonight come on, I'll play the instrumental" - hoseok smiled

I look at them confuse and smiled a bit.

"What? You have instrumental?" - I chuckled

"Ofcourse I have! Come on, sing it now"

I shook my head and chuckled.

"Go gguk, sing it" - Namjoon chuckled

I smiled and look to taehyung, he's looking at me. I sigh and nod.

"Play it now hyung" - I said to hoseok while looking to taehyung

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

[PLAY: Nothing Like Us - Jungkook cover]

"Ohh...Ohhh....uh..."

"Lately I've been thinkin',

Thinkin' bout what we had,"

"I know it was hard,

It was all that we knew, yeah"

I just look at him while singing. My heart is aching...

"Have you been drinkin'

To take all the pain away?"

Di he feel my pain too?

"I wish that I could give you what you deserve..."

I suddenly felt my chest tighten.

"Cause nothing can ever,

Ever replace you...

Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah..."

I suddenly felt my tears building in the corner of my eyes. I just look at him.

"You know there's no one

I can relate to...

And know we won't find a love that's so true..."

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

My heart beats fast while looking to him.

"There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together through the storm...."

Yeah.. There's nothing like us...

"There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together, oh.."

I look at his eyes that looking at mine, I can see that there's a tears that building in the corner of his eyes too. I want to know if he's hurt too... but I don't know..

"I gave you everything, baby,

Everything I had to give...

Boy, why would you push me away, yeah?"

Why would you push me away taehyung? Why....

"Lost in confusion,

Like an illusion,

You know I'm used to making your day..."

I suddenly felt my tears fall, I heard them gasp and taehyung still looking at me, worried but why...

"But that is the past now,

We didn't last now,

I guess that this is meant to be, yeah..."

"Tell me, was it worth it?

We were so perfect...

But, baby, I just want you to see..."

I bite my lips and smiled sadly at him.

"There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together through the storm...

There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together, oh...

There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together through the storm.

There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together, oh..."

I smiled sadly at him and look back to squads and wipe my tears.

"Awwww gguuuuk!" - chim said

"Why did you cry man?" - Namjoon chuckled

"Woah. It's so much nice if you're the one who sing and released that song" - Yoongi chuckled

"He change the lyrics from girl to boy haha! Why is that gguk!" - hoseok chuckled

I just smiled and bite my lips.

"You really feel it gguk" - Jieun smiled

I just smiled at them and I feel Jin hyung patted my back.

"I just feel the song guys.." - I chuckled

I bite my lips and look back to taehyung, he's just biting his lips while looking the squads, smiling a bit. I sigh and look down.

/

The squads is on the room in resort now, resting and sleeping. Taehyung is in our room too, but here I am alone in this sand looking to the silent sea...

I felt a pang on my chest and just sigh. I felt my tears fall.

"I'm crying again.." - I smiled sadly

"Why I feel so hurt... Why am I the one hurting... I didn't do anything wrong right?"

"I want to be okay again... I want us to be okay again... I-I want my baby back to me..."

I sigh and look down, tears keep flowing.

/

"Gguk..."

I suddenly woke up when someone tapping my face.

"Hmmmmm"

"Gguk.."

I open my eyes and knitted my eyebrows and quickly sit up.

"O-Oh tae.."

He look at me and sit in the bed.

"We need to prepare, we're going home now.."

I just nod and smiled a bit. He stand up then prepare. I stand up too then walk to bathroom first.

/

"Bye Jinnie hyung!"

"Bye gguk" - they said

I just smiled and waved our hands.

/

3 weeks has passed and it's still the same... I'm still hurting day by day... I'm here sitting in sofa waiting for taehyung.. I know when he walked downstairs he will leave already...

*tok tok

I furrowed my eyebrows and stand up then walk to door. I open the door and I raised my eyebrow.

"Yes?"

"Is taehyung here? I'll pick him up"

I hit my tounge in the wall of my cheeks. What is he doing here? He come to pick up my baby?

"Why?" - I said in cold tone

He look at me, smiling and confuse.

"Taehyung text me to pick him up" - he smiled at me

I felt a pang on my chest. Taehyung text him to pick him up?

"Oh bogummie?!"

I turned around and saw him already dress. I bite my lips, heart still aching. He look at me and smiled a bit.

"Ah gguk, we have to go now.."

I just nod and look away. Then I heard the close door and the sound of car. I just still standing while looking at the wall. I felt my heart is ripped...

My tears suddenly fall.. I walk to bathroom and sit on the bathtub, still heart is hurt...

I suddenly burst out to tears..

"AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!"

"FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!"

I shout while my tears are keep flowing.

"I-I can't do this anymore..."

"I WANT TO DIE!!!!!"

I put my hands on face, crying and crying. My heart feels so heavy and full of hurt..

"I want to be okay...." - I mumbled

"B-But when... w-when will be I feel okay..."

I wipe my tears, sniffing. But my tears keep flowing and flowing.

"Taehyung text me to pick him up"

I stare at the wall while my tears keep falling...

I don't want to accept... but why do I feel that he doesn't love me anymore... And I don't know why... I don't know why he can't just said the truth to me.. I'm hurt... I'm really hurt.. It's fucking hurts...

I sigh and put my head down on my knee, thinking and thinking what should I do... Did I deserved all this pain?

After 4 hours, I stand up in bathtub and walk to mirror.. I stare at myself. My eyes is red and swollen.. my hair is messy. I look like a fucking mess. I chuckled at myself.

"He don't love you anymore..." - I mumbled

/

It's already 8pm, and I'm here sitting on sofa, a fucking hurt and look like a mess but still always wait for him to come home..

*ting

I pick up my phone then I open the message.

"It's chim?"

'Hey gguk? What is this? Why taehyung is with bogum hyung in our school? Look'

I knitted my eyebrows and click the image. I felt a pang on my chest when I see him in the picture, smiling while talking to bogum. What are they doing to school?

I sigh and put my phone down.

I put my hands on my face.

I don't know what do I feel anymore... All I know is it's hurts...

*bzzzzzz/vibrate

I sigh and just don't mind my phone.

*bzzzzzz/vibrate

*bzzzzzz/vibrate

*bzzzzzz/vibrate

I rolled my eyes and pick my phone call.

"What the heck Jeon!"

"And what the fuck too you"

"Jeon pick up your baby!"

I smiled sadly.

"What the fuck Jungkook? Are you blind? Did you not see the picture that i send to you?"

"I see that.. And what am I going to do hmm?"

I said in a calm tone, but deep inside I want to shout.. I want to shout because I'm fucking hurt...

"The heck Jeon! I'm here at school and I see bogum kiss taehyung!"

My eyes grew big and quickly stand up.

"W-What?!"

"What the fuck Jeon? What happen to the both of you?! Why is taehyung looks okay with kissing bogum?! The fuck?!"

I felt a pang on my chest when I heard Jimin, he's okay while kissing bogum? But we're not break right? he's the one who said we're still together, he just need space... B-But what is this...

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I suddenly felt my tears fall.

"Hey Jeon?!"

"H-He look okay?"

"Fuck yes Jeon! Now pick him up!"

I chuckled fakely..

"N-No it's okay..."

"What the fuck, okay?! What's wrong with you Jungkook?!"

I smiled sadly, tears keep flowing.

"I-If he's okay... then I-I'm okay too.."

I bite my lips because If I didn't, I will burst out to tears.

"The fuck Jungkook?! Pick him up now! Come on fuck!"

"N-No Jimin.."

"Fuck Jungkook?! I don't know what happen to the both of you but you will give up already? The fuck Jungkook?! Fix this! I know you two will fix this! Come on, I know you gguk... You love taehyung right? So please bring him back to you... Don't give up.."

My tears keep flowing while listening to him.

He's right... I can't just give up easily.. I'll bring my baby back..

"Y-Yeah chim... I-I'll go to him.."

I quickly hang up and wipe my tears. I quickly grab my keys and walk outside and went to my car to go to Bighit School, our school.

"P-Please baby don't leave me..."

After 20 minutes, I'm already here, but I need to run. I quickly get out to the car and run to school.

My heart still aching but I keep running and running for him... I want him back to me... I want my baby back to me..

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

My heart beats so fast and still aching.

After 2 minutes of running, I'm finally here in school, panting. I sigh and walk to gate.

I quickly walk inside but quickly stop, my heart beats fast when I see him.

prepare your hearts :(