September year 1918

Reader Pov.

It's been 4 months since I've found out I'm a vampire. I still can't believe it. Trying to not drink 'human' blood is so hard.. Carlisle is trying to help me, but I almost had an accident 2 months ago.

2 MONTHS AGO

"Carlisle why are we out here?" i asked

"You've been stuck in the house for almost three months and we're running out of food." he said

"Well why are we in the forest then" i asked another question

"You need to learn to drink animal blood instead of human blood which i get from people who donates it." he said

'Animal blood' i thought, well i thought i said that in my head

"Yes animal blood that's how i survived until that day when i didn't hunt for a week because of work." he said

"And by the way you were thinking out loud." he said, before I could open my mouth to say anything. As we are walking in the woods I smelt human blood. It made me stop in my tracks.

"I thought no one would be here at this time." Carlisle said out loud

"Well it seems as if some people like to take mid night walks." I said as I was struggling not to run off, but I couldn't help it. I ran off to the smell of blood. I could feel Carlisle behind me as I was getting closer to the smell. Next thing I know I'm being knocked forward on the ground. I look to see who did it only to find Carlisle pinning me down and me struggling to break free.

"LET ME GO!" i yelled

"No i need you to calm down please." he told me

" I am trying......I have to get out of here." i beg

"Ok I will let you go and we will go farther in the woods ok?" he said. Stopping my struggling he got off me. Holding out his hand to help me up, which I took. Still struggling a little bit i spoke

"Ok" i said

We began running the opposite way of which I ran to.

End Of Flashback

Since then we only go when it's misty and when it's less light. Nothing seems to happen lately as i can't go to sleep anymore. I don't eat regular food. i realized i have abilities like: telepathy, lie detection which explain why i can tell if Carlisle is lying to me, and subjective precognition that hasn't happened yet, but i'm waiting for it to see what happens. I was reading a book in the living room until I heard the front door open. I looked up to see Carlisle walking in looking terrified more like if he was ashamed of himself. I got up off the couch and slowly approached him.

"Are you ok Carlisle what is wrong?" i asked slowly

".......I.....I" he couldn't get the words out

"It's ok you can take your time." i said while directing him to the couch to sit down. He put his head in his hands.

"I did it again" he said lowly almost low that i couldn't hear

"What did you do again Carlisle?" i asked

He looked up at me with guilt. I've seen that look before, it can't be true.

"What did you do Carlisle?" i asked again trying to eliminate the possibility of it not being what i think it was he did.

"I had to or they would've died." he said to himself again

'They' i thought

"They was going to die. I had to."

"Please tell me you didn't turn them?" I asked looking at him. Him still staring at me, he only nodded his head. Knowing he wasn't lying especially not about this. I couldn't change what had happened to them. So I only sat down next to Carlisle.

"What are their names?" i asked

He looked at me as if he was relieved at what i said

'What she's not mad at me or disappointed'. Yes I'm disappointed in him, but what's done has been written on the pages with ink ,can't change that now.

"Their names are Esme and Edward."

"Edward and Esme." I repeated their names to remember it. And to see how their name would feel on my tongue. Looks like we'll have more people in our growing family. Taking a minute to take everything in, finally I looked at Carlisle, I asked.

"When will I be able to meet them?"