❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

|Being rude is not necessary|

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A dozen or so TV screens are on the walls, all showing different things yet all of them showing the exact same thing. Her. Leanna. One shows her sleeping in a bed while another one shows her playing some games. Another one is showing how she's talking to herself. All of them are on repeat expect one, as if these are GIFs but there is one that continues which I can only guess is live of her right now. She's lying down on a mattress and staring up at the ceiling, and talking to herself.

The camera shows the entire room and there is no one there. It's a room that I've never seen before but then again he would not have her where I would know. Her wrists are chained up which makes the anger inside me even angrier. Once again they hold her in chains and take away her freedom, the one that I had gifted to her but now she's back in chains. "You okay, man?" Ace asks me but I shake my head. My fingers hold the gun even tighter and I'm inches away from shooting this. But I can't stop looking at her.

It's been so long since I've seen her, and her beauty never seems to fail to enchant me in ways that no one has ever done before. Seeing her there brings out these feeling out in me that are only there when I'm around her. The softness inside my heart that Leanna was able to thaw is there and my eyes have a hard time to look away from her now. "No" I answer him with the anger at the tip of my tongue and ready to claw at the world for what it has done to her.

We can't hear what she's saying but I see how she moves her lips and how she smiles to herself, something that I've come to enjoy. However, I wish I could hear her voice and listen to the words that she has to say, even if they are complete nonsense. "Get them in here to trace this shit" I order him and he nods his head as he picks up his phone. I continue to look at her through the screen where it's happening now. How dare he leave her alone in chains like that? Just thinking about it brings the beast's fury out and it wants blood, his blood.

When I get my hands on him, he will regret ever being born and ever touching what belongs to me. I hold my gun tighter to the point where my fingers are white but that doesn't matter to me. She's out there, suffering but I'm going to find her and when I do I will kill them all for what they have done. I will kill every single one of those bastards but he will be the one that I will torture for a long time. I smirk knowing how much pain he will feel once I find him.

Ace enters the room once again. "They're going to come here but they doubt they will be able to trace this. All of this is mockery, I don't think this can be traced at all. It was meant to be found" He tells me but I already knew everything that he just said. He's mocking me. But soon I will have the upper hand. Now that there is a direct link to Leanna, I will b e able to monitor what they do to her and how her behavior is with him.

Like always Leanna is the wildcard that none truly know what will do next but I've come to realize her tells. "It can be traced, somehow" I say. More to myself than him but I don't break eye contact with the screen that shows her. She's moving, sitting up and trying to stand up but the chains prevent her from doing so. She's in pain and it brings this intense pain throughout my whole body knowing that she's suffering and I'm not there to take away the pain from her and bring her the happiness that she deserves and needs.

I narrow my eyes on the chains and glare at them as if I'm trying to burn them out of existence and maybe when I find her I will. To show that I would never chain her up like they do, like he does. I don't know what she's doing but she's trying to stand up. She then goes back down to a seating position where she starts to play with her fingers, doing random shapes and fidgets with them for some time. Like she's in her own little world, yet then again she's always lost in another world that she has created.

She's talking or whispering or mumbling, I don't know but she's speaking something. Her lips are moving and it looks like she's having a conversation with herself. Despite her being there and in that state she's as adorable as ever. "They will be here in some minutes but I think it's best that we give them some space to work" Ace tells me. I already knew that I had to stop watching and looking at her eventually but how can I? How can I stop looking at the one woman that has made my heart whole.

Tearing my eyes away from her is like a bullet entering into my heart and killing me little by little, the agonizing pain that follows travels throughout my whole body like electricity that jumps around with so much intense pain that I can barely even stand on my two feet. I walk out of the room and into the darkness once more. I glare at everything as I walk out of there, and everyone when they walk past me to trace where she is. I go outside and nearly punch a tree from the rage that is making it hard to even breathe along with the pain.

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Bill and Bill enter the door and I smile and giggle when I see them walk over to me. "Can I have cake now?" I ask them, Adam said I could have cake but I've not gotten any and that is cheating. I should've gotten cake and I'm hungry. I want to eat cake and I want to play games. Both of them just stand near me but don't say anything. They don't speak much and they're always standing, they must get very tired of it, I think I would want to sit down if I were standing so much but it is their life I suppose, they can do what they want.

The door then slams open and Adam walks inside, he's angry. I see that happen often and he's so scary but it's all right because when his blood is all over the place by my hand he won't be angry anymore, he will be free. I smile thinking about how much blood will be painted all over the walls, like the prettiest painting that has ever been painted and I will be the one that creates it, it will be amazing.

He walks over to me and stands in front of me but he looks up at the wall and chuckles. Then he faces me. "We're going to take a little field trip" He tells me. Adam takes something out of his pocket and bends down. "Now, Lea, you're going to be a good girl and not fight me or I will have these men hurt you and I'd hate to see your lovely skin dotted in bruises. Now, you wouldn't want that, now do you?" He asks me. I gulp and nod my head, even when I know that Bill and Bill won't hurt me.

They're nice. I think. Adam uses a key to take the chains off my hands but now I'm only wearing my handcuffs. "Where will we go?" I ask him as I look at him with a small smile. "A surprise" He tells me but doesn't say anything else and I don't think he's going to. I frown as he helps me stand up. I like Adam when he wants top play games but there are times that he's just boring and doesn't know anything, I think he's just lost and needs to die.

Adam makes me walk out of the room and into a hallway, I don't like going anywhere else but anything is better than being on the floor. It hurts and I could not do anything. No one even wanted to talk to me. How awful is that? We walk the hallway and the floor is so cold that I let out a shiver. It's always so cold here. I want to be in the warmth. With Silas. He's warm and he can bring me more warmth than anyone that I've ever known. We walk until he leads me into a room that is even colder than the hallway.

I don't know why they don't put a normal heating system in here since that would be amazing and it would ensure that those who are here aren't freezing all the time. Adam makes me sit down in a chair and then chains me down in that like he always does, he's so rude. He doesn't even say anything. We're in a small room that is poorly lit since there is only light above the chair that I'm in. I think I'm going to the dentist because this is a chair that look exactly like that one.

Adam then leaves the room without saying a word and I'm left all alone except for Bill and Bill but that doesn't matter. "When I was little I had a toothache and my mom told me that it was because of how much candy I ate. I love candy" I tell them. They're standing by the chair and one of them is staring at me. I think he's the nicer Bill but I don't really know. They're still very boring either way since they don't do anything but stand there and do not move or speak that much.

"My dad used to sneak some candy to me when my mom wasn't looking and I wasn't supposed to tell but I think my mom knew about it anyway but she let it happen because she loves me and I love her" I tell them but they don't even say anything to that. Why are they so rude? I'm trying to speak to them and they don't say anything. When I'm back to working at the prison I think that they need to come so that we could have a session because I think they will need one or perhaps a dozen or so.

The smile that was on my face is now upside down as they are boring, I don't like boring men. I like Silas because he's always doing something fun and I like that he has a beach and the ocean and just everything. I love it. I love him. The door opens and a man walks inside the room. He looks at me and gives me a smile that makes shivers run down my spine for a reason that5 I don't understand I think that I don't want to understand this feeling that I have inside me now.

"Ms. Russell. Such a pleasure putting a face to a name and might I say that yours is a famous one" The man speaks, his voice is annoyingly high as if he has used helium on his own voice. "I'm not famous or I would be around the whole world and not here" I tell him but he just chuckles. He turns to look at Bill and Bill and they nod at him before they leave the room. "If only it were that simple but I don't mean international famous, Ms. Russell" He speaks as he walks over to me.

He touches my hair. "I meant your brain. Such wonders inside your head. Your case is certainly an interesting one. The way that you work is extraordinary" He tells me. The frown on my face grows even more frowny. Is that word? I don't know but that word alone makes me smile a bit which is strange because I'm trying to frown but that is hard. I don't like frowning. I like smiling. "I'm not a machine that works. I'm human" I tell him. He drops his hand and looks offended at that. Good. He should be.

No. I should be because he said that I was a machine that is working. "Forgive me, Ms. Russell. Though do tell me, if I would hand you a fork what would you do?" He asks me. I give him a very confused look. "A fork?" I ask him and he nods his head. I think about this for a minute but it reminds me of a session that Silas and I had when he said that a fork is a dangerous weapon which I use every single day. I don't know how I can answer that since I don't want to tell him about silence.

He hasn't even told me his name and he's asking me a question. That is just rude. He knows my name but I don't know his'. "Brush my hair" I tell him and let out a laugh, I giggle to myself for thinking this. The little mermaid did it, so why can't I? Because I don't want to tell him about Silas or the session that we had. I can't speak about my patients to anyone anyway. This man is giving me a strange look but I don't care about that, he's the one that is rude, not me.

"And what would you do if I handed you a gun?" He asks me. I give him a smile as I look at him dead in the eyes. I find myself satisfied when I see the look of terror on his face. Serves him right for being rude. Didn't his parents raise him well enough to know not be rude. "I would shoot you of course. How can you even ask? Honestly I think just stupid to ask anyway, it's so easy to answer, even a child could guess it. It is a gun" I say to him in a 'duh' tone.

Yet my eyes never break away from him. He backs away from me which makes my smile even wider. "W-where would you s-shoot me?" He then asks me. I giggle once again. This man doesn't know a thing. I suppose I will have to teach him. Still, it would be much better to just kill him. "In the heart or head. It depends but I think the head because it would paint a better picture than a puddle" I tell him with a smile on my face but just as I said those words he runs out of the house. Well, that was rude.