❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

|Death has come knocking on my door|

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"Did you hear that?" He asks me as I press the button. I don't look at him as my gaze is at the wall that begins to open up for us which makes me smirk. She's in there, I just know it. "Hear what?" I ask him as I turn to face him, barely even acknowledging the hallway that is in front of us. "A gun shot" He speaks and sounds frightened but I just raise an eyebrow at him. "We are in the middle of a war, of course there are going to be gun shots" I tell him.

He only gives me a look of fright as he stares into the hallway. "No. I heard it coming from down there" He speaks and gestures at the hallway that we stand in front of. At that I find myself paling. For if Leanna is there then she has either shot from that gun or has been shot. I need to control my rage for there has to be a reason for that gun shot. We start to walk the hallway and stop at every single door. I pick the doors open and he checks to see if there is anyone in there.

The hallway is long and it carries many doors. "How far was the gun shot?" I ask him but he shakes his head as he tires to walk further. I notice that there is blood flowing to the ground and there is a trail to where w had come from and where we have gone. Seeing how he can barely even stand I force him to the ground and sit down, not caring for him to answer the question that I had asked him. "Stay here" I order him and he nods his head, knowing he barely has the strength in him to speak.

I will not lose the best second in command that I have ever had and I will not lose my friend. Ace is more than just my second in command, he's my friend. Despite my ever-growing urge to shoot him every time he opens his mouth. With my guns I walk the hallway. There is no one here and the silence is almost disturbing but I can feel it that she's here somewhere. The doors all look the same but I notice that none of them are locked.

Still, she could be in any of those rooms. They all look the same. They carry a table and a chair and a car where I know that the chains that they keep her in would be going to keep her place. As if she were nothing but a mere wild animal that they need to control. Leanna is not an animal, she is mine and she can do whatever she wishes without anyone telling her that she can't. Unless it is putting her own life at state, that is where I draw the line. I would not be able to bear to see her hurt in any way.

As I'm walking I start to hear voices but not any voices. A voice that I know all too well. Leanna's voice. She's around here somewhere but it is impossible for me to know where her voice is coming from for it is muffled and the hallway echoes each time that a sound is heard. However, her voice speaks to my heart and soul as if it is guiding me towards her and perhaps it is. I can't hear the words that she speaks but I think I can tell that her voice is angry.

I smirk knowing that whenever Leanna is angry there is Hell to pay and I would hate to be the bastard that has to suffer her wrath for much like myself, she shows no mercy and there is no way that she's going to allow anyone to boss her around. Besides, whenever her anger is out, the true Leanna comes out. The violent person that they have been using drugs to keep down but not any more. Thanks to me she is herself again and no drug will ever be able to reverse it this time.

I come across a door that is locked and there I can hear her voice much clear but still, I can't hear the words that she says. Only the giggle that follows almost every sentence that she speaks. Her giggle showing exactly how wicked she can be but also how adorable Leanna truly is. The bullet in my shoulder makes it hard for me to even use my arm but despite the pain I continue to try to open the door. This is much more difficult to open than the other ones, and I suppose that it's not even the same kind of door.

The more I seem to be trying to open the door, the more it wants to stay close which only makes me more angry than ever. There is only a small door between the woman that I love and myself. I need to get in there and I need to be with her. She might be hurt and I would not be able to live with myself if she were to die. I can't even think about it. Th thought brings pain to my heart which I try to use to open the door.

Every but of strength that I have inside me, I try to use on this door. My injured shoulder is the one that I would mostly use and is stronger than the other one. I point one of my guns at the door knob to try and shoot it off but the bullet only bounces into the wall, just barely missing my other shoulder while doing so. Groaning out of frustration I slam my body as hard as I can, on my injured shoulder at the door and only then does it break and I enter the room to see a horrifying sight.

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As soon as he shot, I move as fast as I can and move the chain and the handcuffs directly in where the bullet would go. I don't see the bullet but I do hear when the handcuffs as well as the chain does break apart but then I find that my body falls backwards from this force that I have never felt before. Electrical pain jumps through my entire body as I fall top the ground, having a hard time breathing and yet I find that this pain is lovely. It is flowing through my veins like never before.

I gasp as I find myself feeling so much pain in my stomach but I also laugh, but this cough comes up. I look down at my stomach to see that there is blood soaking into the clothes that I wear but I can only giggle as I touch the blood. It's so much and it's flowing out from my body. I look up at Adam to see hims taring at me with a shocked expression and he's frozen. "I told you that you were weak but you did not even listen" I say to him and giggle.

I find it hilarious how he was so weak that he shot me. I thought he loved me but I knew that his own love could be the very thing that will kill him and now that he has shot me and I'm free of these chains and the handcuffs, I'm going to make him suffer in the worst ways imaginable. I'm going to love every second of it, even if I'm bleeding but that will only add up to the excitement anyway and besides my blood is going to paint a pretty picture along with his blood.

"Lea" He says as he lets go of the gun and falls to his knees as he takes me into his arms but I just laugh at him. "I'm so sorry" He begins to say to me over and over again. I don't like his arms around me. I only like it when Silas holds me. Only he can have me in his arms and there I will feel safe and there the pain will not touch me anymore. I know that he will take all the pain away, he always does and this pain, however is going to be something that I will use.

Every thought of mine is just sort of muddled together as it blends with this agony that I feel, and I'm so confused at my own thoughts. "You don't love me" I say and giggle. I love giggling. The sound is so good and proud and I love it when it comes from me. I love looking at Adam's broken face as he sees what he has done to me. He said that he would never hurt me but it turns out that he did. "You hurt me" I say to him, my voice almost breaking but my giggling doesn't.

Speaking is becoming harder and harder to do but I don't care about that. I want him to suffer and his love will be the very thing that makes that happen. "I didn't mean to. I never wanted to shoot you. I'm so sorry, Lea" Adam says as tears are rolling down his face but they only make him weak. I have been shot and I don't cry from the pain. Even when there is water in my eyes, I don't cry because I'm not weak. I'm not pathetic. I'm strong, much more stronger than I used to be before.

"I know you wanted to hurt me, Adam. You always have... you always wanted to hurt me so much because deep down you hate me. You never loved me and I never loved you. It was always like that and you can't change that. I can't change that" I speak but I lose myself while trying to speak and I giggle and laugh and I find that I'm being taken into another world where he doesn't touch me, where I'm safe and sound and there is nothing that can harm me again for I'm just me.

Everything around me is starting to turn white and I'm just in. A world that is filled with happiness. I think my lips are speaking but I don't hear nor even know what I'm saying. This happiness grips me and takes me away somewhere, that I can't even know where is. I giggle and laugh when I see the unicorns and the rainbows that are there. I love rainbows. I love unicorns. I want this happiness. My fingers try to grab it but I feel it slip past my fingers which makes me frown but I laugh at it.

I hear some banging but it is so far away from me that I can barely even hear it, I just want to have this happiness. It will bring me Silas and I know that it will bring us more happiness than even I know. I continue to laugh as this white lights is taking over my vision. It shows me these colors that are so blinding and yet I can keep my eyes open but I feel that they are about to close. I want them to close so that I can capture this whole thing.

Adam's voice speaks something but like all the other sounds, they are so far gone that I can barely even hear them and I don't want to hear them. Except for Silas' voice. I think that I can hear that but I don't know where it is coming from but I'm certain that the unicorns will lead me to him eventually. After all w belong together and we deserve to have one another for all our life and that means that nothing and no one can break us apart ever again. I will make sure of that.

The voices are speaking around me before this cold feeling run everywhere as I find my body shaking from the cold. It is striking at me and I want the warmth. I try to find it it but it's nowhere to be found. Only then do I find that breathing is harder to do and I can't giggle or laugh anymore. My lungs are burning with pain as does the rest of my body. This pain is too great for me to handle and now the white everywhere is taking over me. My eyes can't see the unicorns or the light anymore, only white.

I want it to go away. I want to see the happiness again but there is no happiness around here. I can't see very well and I don't know what is happening to me. All I can think about is the pain. It hurts so much that I find myself crying. It hurts. The pain is taking over me body and I don't like it anymore. Before I liked it and I wanted to feel it but now I want to to go away. Yet, this agony is trying to take me away into the light.

The light is so pretty and I want it to take me away but then I keep hearing Silas' voice. I don't know what he's saying but I can hear it and his voice fills me up with glee. It takes some of the pain away but not all of it. I want him to take it all away. This coldness and the pin inside me trying to kill me. I know that Silas is there to make sure that it doesn't succeed. He is going to save me and then I'm going to shoot him for what he has done.

All of a sudden this warmth takes over my whole body and I find that it chases away the cold. It is able to light my whole world and I do not know how but this warmth. My heart craves to feel it inside me and I wish that I could bottle it and take it with m wherever I go. The warmth is so inviting that I snuggle closer. I don't know what this warmth is but I want to hold it, even for only a couple of more moments. I want to bring me back to reality, where I know I'm safe.

I hear his voice speak to me but the words are so far away from me that I can't hear them. Silas is here and I know that things are going to be all right. I just know it. That is why I know that I can close my eyes. The white light is suddenly replaced with darkness as I finally surround myself over to the pain when I close my eyes, feeling that things will get better from now on. With Silas here and his arms holding me, brining me this warmth, I know that I am safe and there is nothing and no one that can ever hurt me again.