❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

|Who is in control?|

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'You really want to meet the man that literally tortured you for years?' The voice asks me and I nearly roll my eyes. Silas had gone to get a wheelchair that I could sit in. Since I did not want him to exhaust himself holding me everywhere, and I'm not well enough to be able to walk. So, I'm left alone in the room with her as company, which is great since she's an amazing company, but it's rather boring when she asks me strange things like that. And for the record Adam did not torture me. As soon as I have said that she only scoffs at my words.

'Are you trying to convince yourself of that fact or me?' She asks me. I thought you were me. She doesn't say anything after that which is good. She's learning her place. Not that it is any of your business, but I need to see Adam, so I will be able to close that chapter of my life and move on with Silas, and besides he shot me. I need to shoot him or at least hurt him for what he did to me. Getting shot hurts, and he needs to feel it too and know what he did to me.

Silas enters the room and wheels a wheelchair inside. He helps me sit down before he wheels me. Though one of his hands rests on my shoulder which I really do like since I find that his touch makes me feel whole and that is all that I need to make me smile. "Did Adam torture me for years?" I ask Silas as I look up at him. My question makes him freeze and look down at me and into my eyes, where I stare into his kohl black ones that I love.

Since she had asked me that question I have been thinking about it, wondering if she is speaking the truth. That Adam did torture me for years, I don't know if she is telling the truth about that or not. He made me think that I loved him for all those years, but I don't think that counts. He did play games with me, and he did make me feel happy, though now I know that only Silas can make me happy, and he will always be the only one that can make me happy.

"N-no" He speaks. 'He hesitated' She says to me. "You hesitated" I say to him when I realize that she's right about that. The look which Silas is giving me softens. "You don't have to worry about that ever again. I will be right by your side the whole time, he can't do anything to you anymore. And if he tries anything I will cut of his arms and feed them to him" Silas says and right when he's speak about that I find that my body grows warm all over and especially down between my thighs.

'You're horny' The voice says, and I nearly choke on my own saliva when she says that in my head. We don't talk about such things here. "I would like that" I say to him and give him a smile. Silas only chuckles at me before he continues to wheel me. We're going to the basement. I've never seen the basement before. The hallways are the same as they had been here before, and I feel like the months that happened when we were apart never even happened for I feel like I'm home, and I've been here this entire time.

"One day you will get a chance to do all the things that you want in this world. I will take you anywhere that you desire to go and for the first time you will be able to experience the world like you were always meant to" Silas tell me. This beeping smile comes to my face when he says that, it's honestly hard not to smile around him. "That would be the most amazing thing in the world. Other than the fact that we're together" I say to him. He chuckles at my words.

He stops in front of a door, it's a double door. "Does this door lead to the basement?" I ask him when he just stands there, not moving, and he does not even say anything. "Technically the door does nothing but open but the elevator that is behind the door does" He tells me and I don't have to look up at him to see that he's smirking. His voice and his accent also makes everything that he says better. As if the language was designed only for him to speak for he says it so perfectly and it makes the heart inside my chest beat faster.

'Oh, you have a heart?' The annoying, yes annoying voice speak in my head. Much to my dismay. I wish there was an off button. Even if for only a short couple of minutes. That would be highly appreciated. 'You're mean' She says. You started it and besides, I'm trying to have a moment with the man that I love so stay out of it or else. "You know what I mean" I say to Silas and he once again chuckles. Can he just never stop making that sound? It's beautiful in every way.

"Will he be buried alive?" I ask him and just as I say that the elevator door opens, and I see there a silvery shiny elevator. I really thought that this house was old and did not have this elevator or an elevator for that matter. I know very well that it does have hidden passageways which are much more impressive than an elevator. "I can give you all in the world but that I will not give you. He will die by my hands and my hands only" He tells me and I give him a look.

He wheels me into the elevator and the doors soon close, and we're in there together in that small space, and I've never wanted to kiss him more than I do now. Well, I think I have wanted to kiss him often before, but I have this strange longing to need to kiss him. It takes everything in me to not stand up and kiss him right here and now. We're in this small space together, and we're all alone, and I have these feelings inside me that I want to use, and I want to express myself and let them out.

"Leanna, when we go down there, you're going to see a lot of dangerous people. All of them kept under lock and key, but I want you to understand that these people will hurt you if given the change" Silas tells me, but I just giggle. "If they try to hurt me then I will hurt them worse. I will show them what pain truly feels like so that they will know just who they are messing with" I tell him with a happy smile on my face, not even lying about it. I will do those things to people if they try to hurt me or do anything to me or Silas.

Let them try to get us, but I will always be there to protect us and I will dance and laugh as they bleed out and die by my hands and I will have enjoyed every second if it. "I know you will. Perhaps they should get a warning about you" He says, and I give him a small smirk. "Best not. The element of surprise is always the best. Besides, I don't want them to know much about me anyway" I say to him.

The elevator is rather slow but when it does open I'm met with a hallway. It's brighter than I had thought it was going to be as it's lit up and is made out of concrete, at least the walls are. I had thought this place was dirty and was filled with bodies, but it turns out that it isn't. "Is this where you torture people?" I ask him and he chuckles. "That is one word for it" He tells me. He wheels me down that hallway and I notice that there are doors and there are people in the rooms.

This hallway does remind me of the hallways that were in the place that Adam had me, but I know that I will never be on the other side of those doors except being the one that is in control. "Who are all of these people?" I ask him, but then I stop myself when I see someone looking at me from the bars of the door and I smirk. It's one of the people that were mean to me before when I was with Adam, it's nice to see that she's now suffering. She was mean and said means things to me.

"Our enemies. Everyone that has ever threatened us have been struck down and are kept here. Where no one can find them and then their bodies will never be found" He says and when I look at him, he winks at me and I smile. "I love you" I say to him. That man gets more handsome each time that I look at him and I can't wait for us to live happily ever after. He wheels me down the hallway I there is one thing that I do notice which I find rather odd, but I suppose that is just how he does things.

The further that we go the worse is the enemy, this I do notice and I wonder if Silas had this planned the whole time. We are all alone in the hallway without counting the people that are in the room or should I say cells. They are prisoners. Our prisoners and that makes me only smile and laugh and I love it. There are not even guards that are guarding them. "Is Adam in the furthest cell?" I ask him and he nods his head. I giggle. "He deserves it" I say and once again he nods at me.

'Of course he deserves it. Don't forget that he made your life a living hell for years when all you wanted to do was to be out in the world and let's not forget about how he kept you away from Silas' The voice in my head says. She's right, he did do all of those things but there were times that he was kind to me, and he was fun to play around with. I know that he loves me and I know that he feels sorry for the things that he has done to me.

Also, Adam did take care of them for a long time and while he did hurt me as well, and he did shoot me, I know that I won't ever be able to kill him. Even when I know that Silas will one day end his life. However, he did hurt me and that goes on top of everything and is my priority, I will do worse things to him than he has done to me. That is just how things will have to be and he and the rest of the world will just have to come to terms with it.

'Let me at him. Please let me at him!' She speaks, her voice higher than normally and if she were a person (other than myself of course) then I know that she would be smirking right now. She giggles in my mind. What will you do if I allow you at him? 'You will just see. I will give him just what he deserves and when I'm done with him, he won't even know his own name, let alone know why this beautiful person is torturing him' She says and while I should be afraid of her, I'm not. I actually like her ideas.

I look straight ahead, and I can see the room that is the furthest and I smirk, knowing very well that he's in there. As I stare at there I feel that I'm being pushed into the back of my mind and someone else is taking over my body. I let out a giggle. "This will be fun" I speak, but I don't sound like myself, it's the voice that has spoken, and she is in control over my body. I can feel it, and yet I don't really care much about it. She is me and I am her.

The wheelchair comes closer to the door and once it is so close that I can almost feel it inside me that he's there, Silas stops, and he pulls out a key and opens the door. This will be so much fun. I'm going to play with him more than I've ever played with anyone. I'm going to watch his blood on the walls and on myself. It will be such a pretty painting that I wish I could hang on the wall forever. Maybe I will use his bones for art to hang on the walls or built into furniture.

That is an idea that I'm going to have to think about doing. Once he opens the door the scent of blood finds me and I can only smirk. The voice has me excited. 'He's going to hurt' She says, and I can feel how excited she is to get her hands on him and I must say that I am as well. "Are you really up for it?" Silas ask me as he was about to wheel me inside, but I just giggle at his question.

I look up at him with a wild look which I know he can see, and I see that his kohl black eyes darken. There is this desire in them. "I just want to play" I tell him and let out a laugh. This is going to be so much fun. "And that you shall" He says, and then he wheels me inside the room. The smile on my face only widens when I see Adam. The look of terror on his face when his eye looks at me, he does not have two eyes anymore. Such a shame, his eyes were pleasant to look into.

Not as pleasant as it is to look into Silas' eyes, but I suppose they were nice to look at. Adam tries to speak but all that comes from him is blood that leaks down from his mouth. It would appear he's been through quite the journey. Why not make it longer? He who does not have a rock on his road is not worthy of walking barefoot on it. I giggle as I made that myself, I'm so funny I crack myself up. "Now Adam, we're going to play. But don't worry, it will only hurt... a lot" I say as the look on my face darkness, but the smirk widens and my laughter becomes more wicked.