❦ SESSIONS ❦ WITH ❦ LOVE❦

Chapter 26

|A secret has gone out|

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The secret passageway is not that secret anymore since I know about it, though it's narrow, and it's really dark in here. Would it kill him if he put some lights in here? This place does not have to feel like a trip down below. It is an escape way after all and should feel like one. If I were to escape through this tunnel I would be far too scared to even do anything, I'm not even sure why I would even escape at all since it's pretty obvious that I will do anything for Silas.

Despite him hurting me, but he's going to pay for that anyway, and then we can move on with our lives. I will not forgive and forget it that easily though. This I will hold on against him for a long time. Just if he thinks that he is free when I see him, and I've finished punishing him. Silas may be the man that I love, but that does not mean that he is immune to everything. Every relationship has to have rules and this one is no different. He will understand them sooner or later.

As I walk the hallway I can barely even see anything at all but Silas had told me that this way is a straight path that leads outside, and it also works going the opposite way. I don't touch anything and I would rather not want to. There is something that I strongly dislike about these secret passageways that Silas has, and it is the fact that they are smelly and disgusting, and they are gross. There are most likely some kind of disgusting animals in here like rats and spiders and everything that is disgusting and wants to crawl on my body.

I just really wish that Silas had made the hallway a bit better and maybe animal proof. Unless you're talking about unicorns, and then you can allow them to be as they are the ones that rule the world and are allowed to be anywhere that they like. I don't think that unicorns want to be in a smelly place like this at all, their coat can't get dirtied, and it's such a shame that there is a lot of filth down here. Though the tunnel is quite nice if you think about it in that sense.

It's straight and leads exactly to the place that I want to be where no one would be able to see me coming. There are no sounds that come from the house down here and there are no sounds that I make that will touch their ears up there. Which is rather nice, so they won't hear me when I come. That would really ruin the surprise effect that I'm going for here, and it's not that fun anyway if people know that. It's like a surprise birthday party, there is no fun in it if the person already knows about it.

It ruins the surprise for everyone and people are left with frowns because they wanted it to be a surprise, and it will never be like that if they already know about it. The tunnel here is completely secret and no one knows of me coming up to find Silas and punishing him for what he has done to me and the pain that he has caused. No one will be safe from me after they have hurt me, they should know that and if they don't know about it then this is their time to learn about it in fine details.

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"Man, you're a mess" Ace speaks annoyingly when he enters my office. The same office that is in ruins now. After I drove her away, I needed to let the anger out. It deeply pains me that she's not here and the anger inside me is only growing the longer it is and without her to calm me down I don't know what I will do next, but I will show them who is the boss and that no one messes with me and lives. I glare daggers into his skull as he leans against the wall with punch holes all over.

"You might want to do something about that" He tells me, but I only glare at him, and I'm ready to punch him right this second. "I mean, even you are above glory holes" He speaks and smirks at me. That's it. I rush over to him and with everything I punch him in the jaw. He nearly falls backwards but is able to catch himself. This time he will, but next time he won't be able to stand. He laughs. "I thought you'd be stronger that this" Ace says. Is he really trying to get himself killed here?

"Anyway, I have a pissed off woman locked up in my room because she wants to see your woman which both of us know can't happen because you threw her out. Now, should I let her at you? I'm sure she's enough to clam down your anger, or at least knock you out for a couple of hours" He speaks to me and I glare at him even worse. Ready to punch him. I trained Trina, and she has yet to beat me. After all I've not shown her everything that I know about fighting or killing.

If I were to do that to people then it would be fairly easy to take everything away from me. Take her away from me. Never will I allow that to happen. I need to remind myself that I pushed her away. I did it to protect her and I could not convince her to leave. I saw first hand that she would do anything for me and that means dying. I will not be the cause of her death. I love her too much to see her die or hurt in any way. Yet, I hurt her.

The look on her face will forever haunt me, it broke her apart to have to do this to her, this I saw on her face and in her eyes. The face that I swore to myself that I would always make sure is laughing and smiling and enjoying life, I hurt her more than anyone else and I will regret it for the rest of my life I doubt she's ever coming back here again and if she does I will welcome her in a heartbeat for then she does love me as much as I love her for she came back.

I should shoot myself for what I have done to her. Leanna does not deserve to be hurt in this way, and I'm not worthy of her, I'm not worthy of being with her or her love. "Keep her in that room for now, we don't know whom we can trust" I say to him and give him a look to not question me. Trina may be her best friend but in a situation like the one that we're in now, no one is safe unless they can be proven to be safe. We're going to find this mole and when we do... let's just say that he will suffer greatly for it.

"Are you at least keeping taps on where she is?" He asks me, referring to the woman that I love. I chuckle as I sit down on my chair, the only thing that is left whole in this entire office as I've ruined everything else. Then I smirk. "I know where she is at all times" I tell him. There is no where that Leanna can go that I don't know about. Even when she tries to hide it from me, I know where she is, where she has been and where she will be. Right now, she's safe.

A woman like her can't be left out in the world without something to let me know where she is. I might have pushed her away, but that does not mean that I want nothing to do with her. I want the world with her. "Then where is she?" He asks me. I eye him wary. "She's in town" I tell him. He nods as he heads for the door. "I changed my mind, bring your woman over to me. I think she and I need to have a little chat" I tell him, and he nods his head and leave.

Before he has walked out of the door he turns around. "Do what you want with her but don't fuck it, that's my job" He speaks, and I roll my eyes as he smirks at me. Then he leaves and closes the door behind him, the door that is almost falling apart for it has many punch holes as well as the rest of the room. My knuckles are bleeding and bruised and possibly even broken on some places. The pain does not seem to touch me nor do I care for it.

All the pain in the world could be directed at me, and it would still not be enough. Without her by my side I deserve to have it running through my body. Leanna is the only one that can take away the pain and make me feel whole again. She's the only one that I would die for and would do anything for. Which I why I had to push her away. These are dangerous times and I will not let her get hurt because of a mole that wants to tear me down.

Anyone can figure out that Leanna is my weakness, and she can be used against me. I've already lost her once, I will not lose her again. Her heart stopped beating once and never again will that happen before her time. Leanna will grow old, and hopefully she will by my side. She deserves to go peacefully when she's old and gray and still I would love her. Even if she were old and gray my love for her would never disappear as it is eternal. It is forever and beyond that even. It is beyond anything.

A knock on the door breaks me from my thoughts and then the door opens and Trina walks inside. I smirk when I see that she's angry. Well, this is going to be a whole lot of fun. "Where is my best friend!?" She yells at me, ready to kill me right where I sit. I lean back on the chair. "She's gone" I tell her with a smirk, but she only grows angrier. "Where?!" She asks me, her glare does nothing to me. Just because she's an assassin does not mean that she frightens me with her silly anger.

If she wants to know anger then she has found the right man for I can show her what it means to be angry and the rage being so difficult to control that it becomes impossible even. "She's alive and well, if that is what you want to know" I tell her as I stand up. This woman in front of me is angry, but she should know who her boss is, and she cannot question and interrogate me as she would her victims. I'm not one of them, I'm the boss and I own her and everything that she is.

"You better chose your next words carefully, little girl, with a single wrong word your brain will be decorating this office" I tell her in a warning tone that she understands, and she backs a bit. A tone that she's seen me use before. Training her had been easy. Trina is an obedient one and will do anything to save herself from pain. That I know all too well. "You know she's not normal, she won't survive out there alone in the world. She needs guidance and help. Heck, she's never been anywhere without someone. She doesn't know how the world works" She speaks, calming down, but the rage is still there. Good, that can be useful.

"Of course I know how Leanna is and what kind of assistance she needs. Though now the only assistance that she needs is holding her back before she kills me" I speak calmly. It's clear that both of us want to kill one another, but we're trying to remain calm. If either one of us dies then Leanna will never forgive the other one, and I would rather not get on her bad side for I have seen how she kills all those that she does not agree with.

Trina eyes me and gives me a confused look. "What does that even mean? You said it yourself, she's in the town and alone" She asks me. I give her a smirk. "Yes, I did say that. Leanna was in the town before, but she's not there now. It would appear that she has returned, and she is inside this house. Do not try to find her because you will never be able to" I tell her, feeling satisfied when her face drops as the shock begins to take over her entire body.

"She's here?" She softly asks, but I only smirk at her. "Yes, right now with vengeance in mind. You are not going to be able to find her. No one is. Which is the way that I want to keep it" I tell her as I walk towards her. I take up my gun and point it at her. "You know, when I was told that there was a mole in the house, I thought it was one of my men. I never thought it would be someone I trusted" I speak to her as I force her up against a wall.

I watch as the shock is too much for her as she has figured out the same thing that I have, though I've known about that for some time. "I'm not this mole and neither is Leanna. We don't know anything" She speaks. Always defending Leanna, who does not have the betraying bone in her body. Someone in this house does, and I know who it is. It has taken a great amount of power to find out who but now that she's here standing in front of me, I know who it is. Trina just confirmed it to me.

"Of course you are not the mole. You don't have the contacts nor people in power to be able to. No, someone else is the mole. Has been for some time now. It all ends soon. Though, you will play a part in his capture and in the end his death. You play a bigger part than you know" I speak to her, and she gives me a confused look. "Who is it?" Trina asks me. I lower the gun that I had pointed at her head and smirk at her, loving how she's terrified of me and what I can do to her. "It's our mutual friend... Ace" I tell her and