《His Little Psycho》29- infinite darkness
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I drive back to the hotel. I grab my bottle of wine and go into the bathroom. I don't understand the purpose of killing yourselves in the bathtub. That seems to be what people like doing in movies. I start crying. Screaming. Yelling. It's the only way to get rid of my grudges.
I scream about how I hate my life.
I scream about how I hate myself.
I scream about how I hate my dad.
I scream about how I hate my mental illnesses.
I scream about the bullies at school.
I scream about everything.
It makes me mad.
It boils my blood.
It's what makes me pull out the box cutter in 0.2 seconds and start scraping as deep as I can. I make three deep cuts before blood starts dripping on the floor. I drink some of the wine. Then, I take some of the pills. Then I make four more cuts. More pills. More wine.
This isn't quick enough, though.
I want it over, already.
I want to die faster.
I chug the rest of the wine.
I make eight more deep cuts on my other arm.
My vision is blurring and my cuts prove that because they went from being straight to being slanted.
I take the rest of the pills in the bottle.
I begin to sweat really bad. My heart is pounding so fast and I'm wheezing. I begin finding it hard to breathe.
I set the box cutter and pill bottle beside me.
I take one last look at the horrifying scene in front of me, before looking at the ceiling.
"It's finally over." I mumble.
Then I close my eyes and let the infinite darkness take over for good.
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