I have no idea why i feel so empty all the time

Neither studies nor my hobbies make me better

I wish I can laugh and be happy like others sometime

Just want my life to be exciting and sweeter

I have no idea why I find it easy to avoid my friends

I am losing interest, in literally almost everything

I don't know what I want to do when schooling ends

I honestly feel like a crybaby and a weakling

I wish I could be that perfect kid

Hate the fact that I am not who I want to be

All these sad feelings I really want to get rid

Would some savior listen to these pleas

Wish I could have my feelings under control

I feel so weak and vulnerable

Will I ever come out of this hole

I just want to stop feeling so miserable

-Niki