Waiting for you quite patiently since so long

I knew it would always be you for me all along

The little star in myself dimmed when you left me

Now I am not able light it like before and get free

You came back, you apologized to me genuinely

I'm supposed to forgive you and smile cheerfully

But why is it confusing? Why are things not the same?

Why are our chats shorter even after you came?

So many days I prayed for you to talk to me again

Later started loosing hope and thought it was in vain

But you did keep your promise, you did come back

I wonder what else does our friendship now lack?

Both are stuck in painfully awkward conversations

Where did our sisterly bond go? Are they in vacations?

Both of us are scared of hurting each other again

Both of us afraid of letting the other experience pain

When I reply to your text maybe a few hours late

You think I am angry, your mistake cost your mate

You did hurt me and loose some trust not gonna lie

But it surely wasn't enough to tell you a final bye

I just wish things could go back to the way as before

I want to forgive you and be able to trust you more

What we have going on right now is hurting us a lot

Lets light up our galaxies together with what we got

-Niki

I hope everyone is doing alright and taking good care of themselves

Thanks for reading!❣️❣️