My tears are still falling as the end credits roll. I'm now sat on Timothée's sofa in front of his big flat screen TV, with a box of tissues in my lap.

I look at Timothée and see him laughing at my reaction to the ending of Little Women. "It's not funny Timothée, Laurie and Jo need to be together" I sob into my hands causing him to laugh even louder.

I playfully slap him on the arm as I continue to cry. Timothée is only 3 shots into the night while I'm about 7. It's safe to say I'm a little too drunk.

Timothée leans over and wraps his arms around me as I cry. "It's okay" he tries to calm me down as he's still laughing.

"No it's not your horrible" I pout pulling away from his embrace. "And Amy is a snake. I've known that since she burned Jo's pages"

"Hey I just play the role" he says putting his hands up defensively.

My tears eventually subside and my sobs turn into laughs as Timothèe tells me stories about filming little women.

We continue to talk about a variety of subjects as I feel my eyes grow heavy. "I should get going" I yawn, standing up from the couch but plopping right back down due to my drunken state.

"Maybe you should just sleep here" Timothée offered seeing as I clearly am not sober enough to walk back to my dorm. "I have an extra bedroom"

I easily agree due to the fact that I'm so exhausted and I don't feel like walking back to my dorm.

I slightly nod as Timothée helps me stand up from the couch and leads me to the guest bedroom. It's simple. It has a bed in the center with white sheets and a white comforter. To the left of the bed is a window overlooking the city with a desk underneath. To the right is the attached bathroom.

Timothée retrieves a t-shirt and a pair of boxers for me to change into and wishes me a goodnight.

As soon as I change and wash my makeup off as best I can with only water, I tie my hair in a loose bun and think about the night as I'm consumed with sleep.

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PRIVATE TEXT MESSAGE

🧑🏼‍🦲

Timmy

Who is that girl on

you're instagram story?

🧑🏼‍🦲

a friend

Don't be vague

Do you like her?

🧑🏼‍🦲

armie i can have

non romantic friends

You guys seem quite

flirty on instagram

🧑🏼‍🦲

i don't know

i think i'm starting to like her

as more than a friend

but i can't be in a relationship

right now

Why not, if you like

her than why shouldn't

you be in a relationship

with her

🧑🏼‍🦲

well i don't know if

she even likes me like that

plus it was just announced

that Lilly and i broke up

didn't you guys break

up over 2 months ago?

🧑🏼‍🦲

yea but the news just

broke to the public so it could

look really bad if i get

into another relationship that

quickly

Timmy if you like

this Adeline girl you

should make a move. Who

gives a shit about what

the public thinks

🧑🏼‍🦲

i guess

but i still don't know

if Adeline likes me like that

and she's 5 years younger

than me

You made out with

me for months and I'm

9 years older than you

🧑🏼‍🦲

armie that is so

different

is it though

🧑🏼‍🦲

yes it is

you have a wife

and kids

doesn't that make it

even more weird

🧑🏼‍🦲

you know what i meant

armie i really need help

what do i do

I think that if you

really like her then you

should just go for it

🧑🏼‍🦲

i think i'll just wait

and see what happens

i need to be certain that she

feels the same way before

i make any moves

Just don't wait too

long Timmy

😔