I sigh as I unlock the door to my dorm room ready to just relax after my day that I've had today.

I had early classes this morning, then I had a few meetings about my modeling, and then I had a photo shoot. All back to back and I'm exhausted.

Not to mention Timothée has been in Los Angeles for the past few days and I start to lose my sanity when I don't see him for a while.

I walk in and my two roommates immediately meet their eyes with mine. I scan their eyes with a questioning look.

"Someone misses you" Ashley speaks up nodding her head towards my bed.

My eyes widen at the sight. There was a bouquet of white roses, my favorite, with some chocolate and a note.

I approach the scene with a smile on my face as I pick up the note and read it aloud.

"I was just thinking about you and decided to send you a little something. I miss you and I'm going insane without seeing you. Hope to see you the second I get back to New York.

-T" I smile as I read through the note feeling like a little girl in high school.

"Holy shit Addy that's literally so cute" Eden gawks at me.

"You have to talk to him when he gets back it's been too long for you not to be official" Ashley mentions as I nod my head in agreement.

"I know. I always get nervous when I try to bring it up and then I end up never saying anything" I slightly frown, now remembering the multiple times I tried to spark the conversation before he left for LA.

"Don't be scared of the conversation, you guys can't stay in this weird talking phase forever" Eden adds into the conversation.

I nod, tuning out their concerns, knowing that I'll talk about it with him. when I'm comfortable. I pick up the flowers with a smile, studying the beautiful white rose petals.

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As the end credits to little women roll i sniffle up my tears. No matter how many times I watch it, the heartbreak never gets easier.

Eden and Ashley are out for the night and quite frankly I just didn't feel like going. Between school, my meetings and my shoot today I really couldn't be bothered to go out and pretend to have fun.

I ponder of things I could do when I get an idea.

I'll have my own photo shoot.

I open my MacBook laptop and launch the photo booth app and pose in many different ways for the camera.

I laugh at how lame my life is currently but I don't seem to mind.

I finally pick a photo that satisfies me and I post it to my instagram.

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holy shit I wish I was with you right now

timmy is cheesing so hard at this picture right now

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I can confirm

I don't know if I should hate her or love her

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I smile at Timothée's comment knowing that deep down I only posted that picture for him to see.

I continue to scroll through my Instagram feed when my phone rings and Timothée's contact pops up.

I quickly accept the call and smile as he greets me. "You are so insanely beautiful and I cannot wait to be back in New York with you" he says as soon as I answer.

"Well hello to you too Timothée" I laugh at his sudden outburst, but also enjoying the hype.

"Your evil for posting that when I'm on the opposite side of the country" he slightly laughs along with me.

"And why's that?" I ask knowing exactly what he meant.

"Adeline" he whines like a baby into the phone causing me to fully laugh now.

"I watched little women again" I mention, changing the subject off of Timothée's hormones.

He laughs slightly at my random topic change. "Did you cry this time?"

I nod my head even though he can't see me. "Yep and I ate the chocolates that you sent while I cried"

"Did you like them?" He asks as I hear shifting in the background.

"Yes and the flowers were beautiful. It made my day" I say truthfully.

"Have you been taking your antibiotics for your foot?" He asks now switching into nurse Timothée mode.

I sigh as I stare down at the clearly infected wound on my foot. "Yes and I've been cleaning it but it's only getting worse. I think it's infected"

"Have you been using your crutches" he questions further, knowing the answer already.

"No Timothée I'm not crunching around New York" I state as a matter of factly. "Plus they make my back hurt"

"Adeline the doctor told you to crutch until the wound is completely healed" he says sternly.

"Okay mom" I sarcastically respond, knowing that he only scolds me because he cares.

With that I yawn through the phone earning a laugh from the boy on the other end of the call. "I take it you're tired"

"Wow your such a good guesser" I laugh climbing under the covers to my bed and shutting of the lights.

"Well I'll let you go to bed" Timothée speaks as I hear chatter in the background of his end of the call.

"Is that Armie?" I ask still tiredly but now a little more awake.

"Is that the Adeline Hayes?" I now hear a more rough voice on the phone, contrasting greatly from Timothée's soft and calming voice.

"Timothée's worlds are totally colliding right now" I joke, causing the man to laugh.

"Ha Ha very funny. Weren't you going to sleep Addy" Timothée intervenes.

I let out another yawn at the thought of falling asleep. "Yea I guess" I sigh. "Hey Timothée?"

"Yes Adeline?"

"I wish you were here" I let my words slip out before thinking about them. "I'm so lonely tonight" I laugh to cover up the truth.

"Where is Ashley and Eden?" He asks with more shifting in the background. "Armie stop spying on me" I hear Timothée speak away from the phone.

I let out a laugh, picturing an annoyed Timothée and a curios Armie. "They're clubbing, per usual" I say flipping on my side, my eyes growing heavy.

"They seem to do that a lot" he points out.

"Yea. I don't really care but sometimes I wish I didn't spend every night alone" I confess. "But it's whatever"

My eyes are now shut and I'm practically sleep talking at this point.

"You're asleep aren't you Adeline?" he laughs causing my heart to speed up.

"Mhmm"

"Goodnight Addy" he whispers.

"Goodnight Timothée" I whisper back.