"How's our lion today?" Mustafa asked as he plopped himself down beside me on the couch.

"He's doing just great my Mustafa" I grinned up at my husband who grinned right back.

"What about you Nasira? Are you even supposed to be out of bed yet?" He asked placing his hand on my cheek making me sigh happily and lean more into his hand.

"I'm alright don't worry beside I have to get up anyways or did you forget that we're leaving tomorrow" I chuckled a little as our son flailed his arms even more almost excitedly to get out of this problem-filled castle.

"I didn't but if you're not feeling well I could ask the sultan for a couple more day's for you to rest" he sounded really concerned.

"I'm fine Mustafa don't worry" I smiled warmly at him. I looked at Karla who understood immediately and came over to take Mehmed from me before leaving us alone.

"I'm just worried about you," Mustafa said pulling me closer to him.

"I'm just fine" I grinned before getting up from the couch and taking his hand leading him over to the bed, I laid down and pulled him with me, I laid on his chest hugging him tightly missing his warmth in the last couple of days.

"Are you ready sultana?" Malin asked me as they took the last box out of the room.

"Yeah let me say goodbye to Hatice sultan first," I said leaving my room and walking to the Harem where I found Hatice sultan.

"Wish us luck sultana" I kissed the back of her hand as she patted my head.

"Good luck and may Allah be with you," she said as I straightened my back just before Hurrem walked in.

"Seems it's time for you to leave," she said smirking at me while her daughter stood behind her quietly.

"It seems so sultana, I hope you stay safe and in good health until next time," I said bowing ready to leave but she stopped me by holding my upper arm harshly.

"I will never forget how you broke my son's heart for the rest of my life," she said before letting go harshly making me almost lose my balance.

"Now leave" she ordered as of I was some servant to her.

"I am the wife of the Othman prince and a mother to a prince and before that, I was a princess to a European country, but you Hürrem who were you before the sultan married you and you bore him children?" I asked raising my eyebrow as a smirk painted my lips.

"I'll answer that, No one Hurrem no one," I said glaring at her as she looking embarrassed and angry at me.

"Now Leave" I ordered her, she glared at me before looking around the harem in embarrassment.

"I won't forget this humiliation Nasira I promise you," she said angrily before leaving the harem with her daughter trailing behind her almost like her shadow.

"That was good Nasira you have to be strong here to survive especially around Hürrem" Hatice sultan said before leaving.

I bowed to her before looking at madam who was smiling at me proudly knowing I got this strong personality from my father.

I looked at the harem girls who either wore a shocked expression or a happy one. I walked out as they all bowed to me in respect and went straight to my room where I got my headscarf put on before leaving to the awaiting carriages that were ready to take us to our new home Amasya.

I got in where Mahidevran sultan was already sitting waiting for me with a huge smile on her face probably having already heard what had happened in the harem from the maids.

It took three days before we arrived in Amasya, I was given my own room with enough space for the maids my baby and many more if we had any.

After sitting here for a week I started feeling something different going on like they were hiding some secret from me and it's not just one person but also Mustafa and Mahidevran Sultan too.

"Mustafa please tell what you've been hiding, I thought there were no secrets between us" I pleaded placing my hands on top of his.

"Fine but you promise to be open-minded about it," he said, I nodded my head a little.

"There is this maid in the harem, my harem, she's pregnant," he said. I felt like I couldn't breathe anymore as the information got to my head.

I pulled my hands away from his making him look down at his now empty hands.

"You cheated on me" I mumbled getting up from the couch and taking a couple of steps away from Mustafa.

"I didn't cheat, there is no such thing here, I can have the woman I want in the harem," Mustafa said angrily making me feel angry too.

"Well not all of them, from now on I don't want to see your face ever again in my life," I said angrily before storming off to my room walking past Mahidevran sultan without even bowing to her.

I pushed my doors open angrily making madam who was organizing some of the dress jump and run over to me worriedly.

"What happened sultana?" She asked hurriedly looking over me to see any injuries on my body but finding none.

"After all of this love he cheated on me" I mumbled looking at her shocked face.

"Wait what, I can't seem to understand what you just said, he cheated after everything?" She asked pulling me to the bed and sat me down just as another maid who's name was Malak walked in who I also trusted because she was truthful and very nice.

"HE CHEATED ME! WHY! WHAT HAVE I DONE?!" I yelled angrily and sad at the same time. Madam pulled me in for a hug as I screamed and yelled angrily and in pain.