08/05/2022

So this is random, but I sort of just had a big breakthrough.

I'm recent months, maybe even the last year, I've been waiting for the writing mood to strike so that I don't force my writing, which is a good thing, but it hasn't been coming as much as it used to.

When I first started writing, I used to write daily on my phone and it flowed like water. I thought maybe that changed cause I'm older now, I have more responsibilities and I stress about things more, I don't know.

But I just sort of accepted that that's how I am now.

Today, I'm lying in bed, bouncing between manga and my Kindle app, looking hard for a book to just scratch the itch I want and I can't find it anywhere. Like I've read so much good stuff that's it's getting hard to find quality stuff.

So I open up the Wattpad app on my phone, go to writing and start typing.

That was exactly what I did when I was 15 and started writing Alpha Mates.

I thought I read all the good stuff on Wattpad, I was frustrated with looking for more, so I started to write what I wanted to read.

I just did that again for a Delicate Extra and I'm already at 2000 words without even knowing it.

I haven't felt like this in a long time, but it kind of just clicked with me again that instead of reading all the time, maybe I should start writing what I want to read.

So yeah, sort of freaking out in an amazing way, and that Delicate Extra will hopefully be out for all this coming week❤️

I'm going to post this in my notebook so that I remember this feeling whenever I'm a bit lost.