The door opened to reveal a very naked Christian. I groaned with lust flaring throughout my entire being but I fought to reign it in. As delectable as he looked, I couldn't risk hurting him which is bound to happen if I fuck him. There is nothing gentle about me at this time. Not when I am feeling this furious, helpless, scared.... Chris must have noted the struggle I am going through, because he darted back and came holding the clothes I presumed he had stripped. After locking the door, Chris walked directly in my arms.

" Chris..." I growled when he attempted to kiss me. " Please... not now baby... not now." I begged pulling him off my lap, but the stubborn boy bounced right back. " Look at me Alex," he demanded when I closed my eyes in frustration.

" I love you, all of you." He cupped my face with his soft slender fingers.

" Don't be gentle with me tonight, " I tried to protest but he hushed me and went on. "Vent all your frustrations with me babe, " I shook my head furiously, " I can't do that Chris, not with you. " My cock had other thoughts and Chris's ass sitting firmly on it is not helping.

"You need this Alex, you need to vent. And I want it to be with me. "

" You have no idea what you are asking me to do. " I countered as my cock strained in my pants.

" I need this Alex, I need you to let me in and help you the only way I can. If it were within my powers I would break Liam out of that hell hole they threw him in and bring him home to us. But I can't, no one can until he serves his sentence. What I can do though, is help you get your mind off it because I know it's killing you. So please, baby let me do this for you, for us... Please. "

" I may hurt you."

" I don't care. "

Without prior promoting I flipped us and peeled off my clothing. I leaned in and captured his lips for a quick kiss which turned heated when my boy gripped the back of my neck and pulled me flush against him. I sucked, licked and bit his lips, grinding our cocks together. Chris locked his legs on my waist buckling his hips for more friction. I pulled my lips away panting harshly as my hands sought the bottle of I lube I keep on the bedside table. I popped the lid and smeared my fingers and directed them to his warm entrance.

With my eyes locked on his, I started nudging his hole with my fingers slicking him up. His eyes tapered, breath coming out in short pants as he shamelessly thrust back on my fingers wantonly. " Please... put in Alex..." he groaned holding tightly onto the sheets. I ignored his pleas and pumped faster capturing his lips while my other hand rubbed on his nipples relentlessly. When his orgasm hit, Chris tore his mouth from mine, harshly, curses falling from his lips.

" I wanted your cock dammit!" He moaned, reaching for my cock but I pulled back. " ...This was supposed to be for you," He lamented. I smirked spreading his legs wider.

" And I intend to give it to you " I aligned my needy cock with his cavern and pushed forward unhurriedly loving the look of pure contentment on my boy's face. "Let it loose baby, let your demons free. " He wiggled his hips to show me how okay he was with it, and I didn't hold back.

I pulled out only to plunge back harder, earning a moan from him. I lifted his legs and placed them on my shoulders opening him up more. My breath laboured as his hole gripped my cock tighter. With my knees planted firmly, I rocked my hips to and fro creating a tempo with balls slapping sloppily on his ass cheeks.

I felt restrained having Chris's legs on me so I stilled, unwrapped them, flipped him over to his knees, arched his ass and plunged into him. " Stay still, " I ordered, holding him in place as I pulled out and back in, leisurely. I used his body over and over and he welcomed it gladly...

When it was over none bothered to clean up as we slumped in bed exhausted. " Thank you," I whispered pulling closer and kissed his head. " I needed that, are you okay?"

" Are you?" He countered

" I am better than before," I admitted truly, for I was far from okay.

" Then I am okay. All I wanted was to give my future husband some pleasure. " Chris informed, pulling up to brush his swollen lips against mine. " I love you and can't wait to marry you. "

" About that, " I cut in softly. "...I think we should... " I hesitated considering my choice of words to avoid giving the wrong idea. " You know I love you, right?" I asked earnestly.

" I do, baby." He smiled lovingly, " And before you ask, yes we will wait for Liam. I don't mind postponing the wedding for a few months. It wouldn't change anything between us, you will still love me and I you." I fell harder for the boy in my arms.

" Oh baby, " I whispered burying my head on his shoulders. " Thank you, for being so understanding."

" Our day cannot be complete without your best man. Plus I love Liam too, and I want him present on our wedding day. "

" I am fucking lucky to have you," I told him sincerely. I drew strength from Chris and thanked heavens for sending him my way. This gorgeous boy has become the most important person in a short time. "How do you think he is doing in there?" I managed to voice out my worries in question form.

"I am worried for him,"

" I fear for his life, that kid can't throw a punch to save his life. I should have fought harder to keep him out of prison." I felt like a failure.

" You did all you could, thanks to you and your uncle, Liam is facing six months. It would have been worse if he was charged with first degree murder." Chris tried to reason but all I felt was rage. Towards that scumbag, Spencer.

"I will pull every possible string to make Spencer's life hard in that prison. " I vowed.

"Alex,"

"I will, I have to, that bastard set Liam up for a crime he didn't commit. He deserves worse. " I argued

" I agree baby, but let karma handle that shit. Let's just concentrate on Liam, he needs us more than ever. Your uncle needs you too, you and Liam are all the family he got, can't be easy on him." Chris finished softly yawning in the process. I tugged the duvet to cover us and rubbed his back soothingly, luring him to sleep. I pecked his lips and he snuggled closer, going out cold." I love you," I whispered following Chris to the dreamland.