"Dear Taehyung,

Can I tell you a secret? I started harming myself last night.

It's not bad though! I just take a dull knife and swipe across my thighs. It doesn't draw blood, but it feels nice. I've never had control over something this big before. I like having control, I don't get that often. I really, really like it.

Please, don't feel bad. There's nothing you could have possibly done to stop me unless you pried the knife from my hands. I'm not even doing anything that bad! I'm not crazy, not crazy. I'm just sad!

I know you'll feel bad, but all you can do is read this. If you read this.

Sincerely,

Fanboy

PS: I love you."