Jungkook POV

I felt myself smile in my sleep as I felt him trace his finger across my cheek. I opened my eyes slightly, and looked into his eyes as he stared at me and smiled.

"Good morning." He said he traced my cheek sending a wave of shivers through my body.

"Morning." I replied and closed my eyes, relaxing at the feel of his touch.

"How do you feel?" He asked as he ran his fingers through my hair.

"Not as bad as I did yesterday." I replied as I smiled.

"Hmm. And is there a specific reason as to why you're in my bed?" He asked causing me to chuckle as I snuggled closer into his embrace.

"Does it bother you?" I asked as I opened my eyes and looked into his once more.

"Not in the slightest." He replied and nuzzled his nose against mine.

I smiled and reached up, placing my hand on the side of his face and traced his bottom lip with my thumb. I looked back into his eyes when a thought suddenly crossed my mind.

"Hey, about what I said last night, you really don-"

"It's fine. Really. And I meant it. I might have been a bit out if it, but I totally meant it." He replied, making me smile as I leaned in and pressed my lips against his.

I felt him smile against my mouth as he placed his hand behind my head and deepened the kiss before he pulled away and pecked my nose.

"So did I." I replied and smiled at him.

"I hate to ruin the moment, but I really need to pee." He said making me laugh as I rolled out of his embrace trying my best not to hurt myself in the process.

I shook my head as I watched him get off the bed and run to the bathroom, trying my best not to laugh at him. I yawned and stretched slightly as I got up from the bed, feeling like I had to move since my muscles felt so stiff. I smiled slightly as I looked around the room and thought..

I had never been in his room before.

I knew it was wrong to pry, but I just couldn't help it as I walked around the room and touched a few things. I walked to the bookshelf and ran my finger along the spines of the books he kept there. I didn't know that he liked to read, well if comics counted as reading.

I walked back to the bed and sat down as I looked at my reflection in the mirror of his dresser and for some reason, my eyes fell to a small compartment at the bottom. I narrowed my eyes knowing that no furniture in this household had that kind of compartment.

My curiosity got the better of me and I stood up from the bed and walked to the dresser. I bent down and placed my hand underneath it, moving it around to confirm my suspicions were indeed correct.

There was something there.

I looked up and found his knife and gun on the dresser and grabbed the knife. I used it to break open the compartment, finding in it a few letters and pictures that were turned upside down. For some reason, the letters did not spark any interest in me as much as the photos did and when I turned them around, it felt like my breath had literally left my body.

I stumbled back and looked at the photos wide eyed, unable to breathe, if anything, it felt as though I was going to have a panic attack, mainly because I had seen the face I thought I would never ever see again.

"Jimin" I whispered as I looked at the photo of him embracing Taehyung as he he smiled at the camera.

I had no idea what to think, and nothing I thought made any sense. I panicked as I heard the sound of the flusher and the bathroom door opening and did the first thing my mind told me to do. I grabbed the gun and turned to face Taehyung, aiming it at him.

"Who the fuck are you!" I yelled as I faced the gun at him, but even then I could not wrap my mind around it.

"Jungkook, what's going on? What are you talking about?" He replied as he held his hands up.

"Don't fuck with me! Tell me the truth!" I yelled as I held the gun with shaky hands.

I hadn't even noticed that my voice was shaking too, and my vision became blurry. I blinked a few times in effort to clear it only to feel my own tears roll down my face as I looked at Taehyung.

He seemed confused by my actions and I watched as his eyes found their way to the photos that were scattered on the floor. He widened his eyes in realization and turned back to me.

"I can explain. Just calm down okay." He said as he moved closer to me causing me to move back as I shook my head.

"Do not fucking come closer! Stay there!"

"Okay, I won't. But please. Just listen to me." He said softly as he held his hands up.

"How did you know Jimin! And do not lie or I will blow your head off " I yelled.

"I won't. I promise." He replied and looked into my eyes which just made me feel sick.

"Jimin.." he said and looked as if he couldn't fine the right words to word it out.

"..was my brother." He said, making me widen my eyes at what he was saying.

"That's not true. He didn't have any siblings. You're lying." I said as I shook my head.

"We had the same father. Jimin found me when I was thirteen. I too had no idea that I had a brother. He had looked me up and made me contact with me then, I swear I'm telling you the truth." He said.

"You knew. All this time you knew! Did you have fun watching me fall apart! Tell me! What do you want! To kill me!" I screamed as my hands shook as I held the gun.

"Jungkook listen to me! I would never hurt you, I promise. That's not what Jimin wanted and it's not what I want either." He replied, causing me frown in confusion as my tears rolled down my face.

"Jimin came to me one day, telling me that he needed me to protect you. That he couldn't tell me everything then but that one day I would understand. But he kept on saying that I should protect you. I had no idea what he meant or who you were, I didn't even know what you looked like then." He said as he came closer to me, causing me to walk back until my back hit the wall.

"Believe when I tell you that I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to lie to you either. Since I had come here, I had come with the soul purpose of protecting you and if that meant concealing the truth from you then so be it. It was never my intention to feel this way about you and believe me, I feel as though I'm betraying Jimin everyday." He said as he looked at closely.

"I was never supposed to fall in love with you."

I shook and held the gun at him, until he placed his hands over mine and lowered it until it fell on the ground.

"I love you, so much. And I don't even know how it happened. Heck I came here thinking I was in love with my best friend, and then suddenly you're all that matters to me. You became everything to me, someone I felt like I couldn't live without. And I'm so sorry for not telling you, but I need you believe me right now. " he said as he raised his hand and cupped the side of my face, making me flinch slightly.

"Take your hands off me." I replied and tried to press myself against the wall to get far away from him as possible.

"Please. Jungkook please. Don't hate me. Not you." He whispered as he closed his eyes and placed his forehead against mine. I closed my eyes and let the tears roll down my face as he continued to whisper about how sorry he was.

I honestly felt so confused.

There was a part of me that wanted to believe him. The part that had fallen for him and the part that knew he could do no wrong, while the other part of me was slapping me in the face and telling me to wake the fuck up. That it was staring me right in face. It felt like I had my own war going on inside my head.

I clenched my hands and balled them into fists when I felt him press his lips against mine. I tried with everything that I had, not to give into what my heart was telling as I let him kiss me and when he pulled away and looked at me with his eyes filled with tears, I knew what I had to do. Which part of my body I had to listen to.

"I want you to leave and never come back. I don't want to ever see you again." I said as I moved out of his grip and looked at him sternly before I left the room, wiping away my tears as I walked out.

I stood in my room, looking out the window for I don't know how long, before I heard the door opening. I closed my eyes when I heard those soft footsteps knowing exactly who it was. My entire body tensed up and for the first time in my life, I had no idea what to do.

"He wanted me to give you this." He said before he sighed and turned to leave the room.

I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding when I heard the door close again. I turned around and saw that he had placed a letter on the table in the center of my room.

I walked and picked up the letter, gasping when I saw Jimin's neat handwriting and dropped the letter on the table. Despite my brain telling me I did the right thing, there was the nagging voice somewhere, telling me..

That I had fucked up yet again,

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Photos Jungkook had seen.👇🏻