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Draco's POV

I continued walking until I was finally in the Slytherin common room. After I walked in and the door shut behind me, I ran to my room. Once inside I closed the door as fast as I could. I leaned against the door, slowly sliding down until I sat on the floor. Thank Merlin everyone else was in class.

{WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST DO!?} he's going to kill me. He's straight. I know he's straight. I just couldn't control myself. Why did I have to go that far? I almost kissed him for fucks sake. He's going to tell everyone in Gryffindor house and they are going to hunt me down and put a curse me.

Okay, maybe that's a little over dramatic, but still I know he's going to tell Granger and that red headed imbecile. He is definitely going to want to kill me once he hears. Well he always wants to kill me.

Right before I could freak out anymore there was a sudden knock on the door. The doorknob started to jiggle but because I'm leaning against it the person couldn't get in. "Draco? Are you in there?" Blaise called from the other side of the door.

{oh thank Merlin. it's just Blaise} I thought feeling a rush of relief. I got up immediately fixing my clothes, combing my hair back with my fingers. I may be freaking out but I refuse to look like a slob in front of anyone, even my best friend. I opened the door seeing Blaise and Pansy standing on the other side with a questioning look. Pansy pushes past me and goes to sit on my bed. Normally girls aren't allowed in the boys dorms and Vice versa, but Pansy has been caught so many times all the prefects got tired of telling her not to. "Where have you been? We waited for you in class but you never came" she says getting comfortable.

"Yeah, what happened? You never skip class" Blaise says with an arched eyebrow also walking past me to sit down. I debated for a second about telling them what happened. they are my best friends and I have always told them everything. But I don't want to get to much into the details and I know Pansy. Her horny ass is going to want to know everything.

And I mean EVERYTHING.

I didn't even notice Pansy was trying to get my attention. By the time I snapped out of my thoughts she was yelling at the top of her lungs, making her face turn a bit red. "DRACO!!"

"What!?" I raised my voice back but not quite yelled.

"What the fuck happened? And what are you thinking so hard about?" She asked looking annoyed and concerned at the same time.

"Seriously it looks like your brain is going to catch on fire" Blaise says. I breathed out a big sigh and sat next to Pansy on my bed so I could tell them everything that happened. At one point Blaise burst out laughing which lead to a pillow being thrown at his face by Pansy and a threat from me. After that he shut up and listened like he was actually interested.

"WAIT!!" Pansy suddenly screamed. Blaise and I both jumped so bad that I hit my head on the headboard and he fell off the bed. "So Potters gay?"

"Ouch!" I said rubbing my head.

"What the hell Pansy!?" Blaise said slowly getting off the floor and glaring at her.

"What?" Pansy asks like she didn't just scream for no reason.

"Why did you yell!?" Me and Blaise both yell at the same time, obviously irritated that she scared both of us.

"Because I didn't know he's gay. I think that's a good reason to yell" she says crossing her arms over her chest, pointing her pug like noise in the air.

"I don't think he is" I say shaking my head with a frown on my face.

"Then why didn't he push you off?" She says throwing her hands in the air dramatically.

"I think he was to shocked to" I say {I mean that can be the only reason} I think to myself.

"Well whatever it was, I don't care" Blaise says shrugging with a bored expression on his face.

"Blaise!!" Pansy says loudly hitting his arm pretty hard.

"Oh come on. In first year we all would be laughing our asses off and now you two act like he's the hottest wizard ever born" he says looking between me and Pansy.

"Because he is" Pansy says in a serious tone.

I shoot her a glare and she immediately starts laughing. "Yeah, yeah. I know. he's yours" at that I stop glaring and smile a little. Just the thought of being able to call Potter mine makes me happy. "But just know that if he asked I would totally fuck him" she says chuckling but I know she's serious.

"Like you haven't tried" Blaise says and starts laughing hysterically, Pansy following short after. I just sit there uncomfortable and a little angry that she tried to get in Harry's pants.

"Oh come on Draco that was a long time ago" Pansy says once she noticed how upset I was.

"You were flirting with him three days ago" Blaise says. Pansy shot him a glare that clearly said 'shut up' which he replied with a shrug and a smirk.

"You what!?" I ask looking at her shocked, annoyed, and a bit pissed.

She slowly turns to me "it was just flirting" she says with an innocent smile.

"Just flirting!? What the hell is just flirting!?" I ask getting louder and more irritated the more she try's to defend herself.

"Wellll from what I saw 'just flirting' is getting really close, touching his chest and-" he got cut off by Pansy throwing another pillow at him.

"PANSY!!" I yell completely furious now.

"Okay, okay I'm sorry I got bored and he is very cute. Come on I heard everyone is at the three broomsticks. How about we get a butterbeer. I'll pay" she says like that makes everything okay.

"Yes!!" Blaise says practically jumping to the door. I give her a look trying to tell her I'm not interested, but she pulls my arms trying to drag me off the bed.

"Come on. A nice cold butterbeer will be amazing. Even though I do love seeing your jealous side. It can be pretty hilarious but I don't want it directed towards me. I don't want you putting a curse on me" she says like shes actually afraid even though we both know she's not.

"I agree. Come on let's have some fun" Blaise says smiling like an idiot.

"Alright, alright. I'll go. Only if you two shut up" I say pointing at both of them.

"Oh don't be such a downer just because your in love with a straight bloke" Blaise teases me.

"I'm not in love with him!!" I say quickly as I feel the heat rise in my checks.

"Whatever you say" Blaise says smiling and wiggling his brows. I really hate him sometimes.

When we walk into the three broomsticks a bunch of girls come running over but I just walk away ignoring them all. Some of them grumble and others just huff going back to their drinks. I see Crabbe and Goyle at a table, so I start walking over their way.

"DRACO!! Come join us!!" Yells Goyle. I can't tell if he is already tipsy or if he's perfectly fine. He always acts like a complete buffoon.

"Yes!! I'll get us all drinks" says Crabbe as he runs off at the speed of light. I don't know if he hangs around me because he's scared of me or if he respects me. Either way I'm fine with it, mostly because he does whatever I want.

"How long have you two been here?" Blaise asks looking at Goyle.

"Don't know really. Maybe an hour or two.....maybe more" he says. He has definitely had a few drinks.

"Did you not go to class today?" Pansy asks.

"No. why would we? All seventh years only had one class today anyways" he says completely serious.

"Maybe because your failing every class" she says in a 'matter of fact' tone.

"I don't think skipping class is why he's failing" Blaise says chuckling.

"Alright here we go" Crabbe says as he puts the mugs on the table. Everyone grabs theirs and starts drinking, laughing, and making fun of each other.

About 5 minutes later I hear the door open and girls screaming. I look over at the entrance only to see a huge crowd coming from inside and out trying to get to someone. "What the hell is that?" Asks Goyle.

"There is only one person who can draw in a crowd like that" Pansy says looking at me.

"I think we can all guess who that might be" Blaise says turning to me with a sly smile. I would love to just smack that smile right off his face right now. Everyone else also turns to me with a grin of their own. I look away and chug down my butter beer with a little bit of trouble.

What do you want from me? I don't drink often and when I do I'm much more civilized, but right now I couldn't give a rat ass if I looked improper.

I swear sometimes I want to go back and not tell them. I'm just grateful that Crabbe and Goyle don't say anything. Again because I think they are afraid of me but whatever.

I put the mug down and look over to see Potter walking away from the crowd and to a table right across from ours. I don't think he has seen me yet because...well because he's not putting a curse on me.

Soon after Weasley and Granger came running over to him like they were about to be eaten alive. They sat really close to Potter and started whispering about something. {what are they up to now?} Blaise was sitting right next to me and leans over so he could be right near my ear, which made me very uncomfortable.

"What are you staring at?" He whispers grinning and wiggling his eyebrows in a weird an irritating way.

"Shut up Zabini!" He smiled and lightly chuckled then turned back to the conversation everyone was having. I wasn't very interested in what they were saying. I noticed that I was zoning out while staring at Potter and when I snapped back to reality I saw that Potter was looking at me too. He quickly looks away and starts talk to his friends again.

I did noticed that he was blushing when he looked away. Like a LOT. I got very curious so I started to eavesdrop. "Oh wait. Please tell me you don't fancy him now" Weasley says in a pleading tone. I look to see who he is talking to and see he is looking right at Potter. {WAIT WHAT!? Did he just say him? As in Potter fancy's a bloke?}

"What!? Of course not" Potter says quickly. I feel really disappointed but I don't know why, I knew he doesn't like boys but I guess actually hearing him say it is a lot more difficult to hear then from my friends.

I continue to eavesdrop only to hear Granger whisper-yelling "Harry!!" I would never admit it but the girl even scares me sometimes. So I'm just hoping he answers whatever she asked honestly.

"Fine. Okay. I might think he's a little... cute" Potter says blushing a deep red. {so he does like boys!!} I got so excited for a second then I remembered that he hates me and that he probably thinks another guy is cute.

I was getting so angry, disappointed, and just an overwhelming amount of jealous. I haven't even taken my eyes off of Potter even though I know he's looking my way. I want to hit something or better yet whoever he fucking thinks is cute. He quickly looked back to his friends. I want to find out who the hell stole what's MINE!!

"I know and I support Harry no matter who he likes wether it's boy or girl" Weasley says defending himself. {WHO!? WHO THE FUCK DOES HE LIKE!?} I can't believe all this time I could have done something about my feelings. Maybe he would actually be with me and not be crushing on whoever the hell this random guy is. Now it's to late, he hates me and will never give me a chance.

"Ron!!" Granger and Potter say at the same time. Both speaking in a hushed tone looking like they are going to kill him.

"I'm sorry but I mean seriously? Draco Malfoy?" Ron says and I instantly froze. {wait... WHAT!!? Did he just say my name? Potter is crushing on ME!?} I just keep staring at them wide eyed not knowing what to do.

"Draco? Are you alright?" Crabbe asks waving his hand in front of my face to bring me back to earth.

"Hm? What?" I ask after shacking my head to focus my attention back on my friends.

"You've been staring into space for like ten minutes" Pansy says with a knowing grin. She knows exactly what or rather who I was staring at. The others are just to clueless to pick up the hints.

"Yeah I'm fine" I say looking back over to Potter. Who is currently chugging down his butter beer like it's water and he's ran 20 miles.

I'm so happy I can't hold it in. I'm about to scream. I have to leave or I'm going to walk over to Potter, take him by his school tie, pull him towards me till our lips smash together. I wouldn't stop until I heard him moan into the kiss and even then I don't think I'll stop. "I have to go" I say quickly.

"What? Where?" Asked Goyle.

"You okay Draco?" Pansy asked concerned.

"Yes, I just have to leave. Now" and with that I quickly got up, grabbed my robes that I had taken off earlier and practically ran out of the pub knowing damn well every single eye was on me.

I don't care.

The boy I have had a crush on for years likes me too.

I run all the way back to school, down the halls, down the stairs, through the secret passageway, and to my dorm. I lay down on my bed, smiling from ear to ear, laughing lightly. A laugh of complete happiness and a little disbelief.

"He likes me. He actually like me"

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